Saturday, 9 November 2013

the 10th...(9th of Nov)

9th of Nov (delayed post)

  • Passion has gone a bit far but that is needed for a relationship if a couple barely meet up with each other
  • Been watching two episodes of one litre of tears and been sobbing like a lost child
  • He wiped the tears off my face 
  • I just feel that, (not just me, everyone who has watched this drama) this is too cruel to a girl who's only 15 :( Having an incurable disease and all her abilities are deteriorated, at the end she consciously knows what's happening there yet not able to express and do something....Fatal disease leaves no mercy to a poor poor 15-year-old girl, so please think about it people, to be healthily alive is already the greatest thing no matter what...
  • It was meant to be a great day spending some time with bf but I got stuck in the train for more than 80 minutes on my way back home due to the failure of power supply in a suburb, led to no signal to be sent to all the trains in this line. 
  • Then I was so hungry, and as phone was also accidentally off once I was aboard. Also all kinds of noises coming from every corner in the carriage have been making me feel even worse than ever. A drunk oldie was making fun of the train as some teenagers did the same at the back. The train was moving slowly and paused for a while, waited for another signal to come, then when it was our turn, it moved 50 meters or so....The announcement became a tomfoolery all in a sudden every time when it updated all of us as it was seemingly hilariously annoying. By looking at the window, feeling the train moving forward bits by bits, hopelessly thought to myself: When can I arrive in my suburb.... 
  • So yup..80 minutes wasted at the end and basically I did nothing during that time of waiting...=.=

Friday, 8 November 2013

Family time(1) (8th of Nov)

8th of Nov (delayed post)

  • Woke up early to post-edit my final essay
  • I felt so dumb today especially when I nearly forgot my $4 change after I inserted $30 note to get the mymulti ticket...=.= Lucky mum reminded me, lucky that oldie didn't take my $4 change by the time I went back to the machine
  • We were late for the appointment for 10 minutes because the train was delayed
  • Appointment went well, she's so ready to go MTC the week after next and hopefully she can get in Intensive English school to study
  • Later she went all the way to UNSW with me to submit my final essay. The first time she came to my university was last year, I led her to the main library, canteen, law library and etc so now she's getting to know what kind of studying environment I have. 
  • Oh btw, was it pure luck or what, we've found a bean bag when we got up to level 3 in main library. Then we spent an hour resting there and chatting..
  • We took some photos before we left. Taking pictures with the same iconic building Scientia is still the one that nobody would miss out...I still remember last year I was sitting at the same spot in winter outfit, this time of the year, summer outfit suits me even better, that's what she said though I didn't really agree with her..
  • Anyways I took her to Daiso, a shop with plentiful of delicate stuff that I assumed she would like to go yet I've never thought that it would take us more than 3 hours to walk out of that shop>.> It's always a bad idea to go shopping with mum...Even my feet were in pain to the point that I sat at somewhere randomly in the shop as if my ass was gravitationally attracted to the floor 
  • On our way to the train station, she bought 3 boxes of asian food for our dinner happily
  • After dinner we decorated our house a bit by hanging the Christmas ornaments on the fake flowers, wall and the clock. I can already feel the Christmas atmosphere in our house in advance just by looking at the decoration in the living room...
  • Btw no message from somebody for the whole day and he fell asleep on me as usual...

Thursday, 7 November 2013

Final essay(2) (7th of Nov)

7th of Nov (delayed post)

  • Another day of essay writing...
  • plus somebody asked me to fix his/her work...man..I haven't even finished mine=.= MINE IS ALSO DUE TOMORROW !!!!! grrrrrrrrrrr...
  • client sometimes can be extremely annoying and mum's right...I should have done mine earlier just incase if something's up...
  • Data inserted in that objective section, fixed that message design...
  • Sent everything back, I don't care...gotta wake up early tomorrow to print my essay :/

Wednesday, 6 November 2013

Final essay(1) (6th of Nov)

  • To start off an essay is real hard because it gets to nowhere in the beginning, you need to construct everything from scratch and fix bits and pieces as it progresses...So normally thinking about what core argument should put in will take a much longer time than actually write down an introduction...Since selecting an argument correlates to what major points you will write about in each paragraph and hence, the conclusion. Yup...Fairly important, don't ever make a wrong choice in the first step or you're screwed...
  • I've been writing up my essay for the past few hours by now though the fact that I only up to 50%, not as I planned to do 80%, which is kinda not achievable to be honest, in just one day. Despite I only officially started writing it today and it's due on Friday...I was like cramming a lot yet that must be an effective cramming...
  • Webby with that lil panpan for almost an hour, he looks so sick >.< I wish he can have a few days off to get himself recovered, someone's being really unhealthy? I don't think so, more like too much pressure :( 
  • I couldn't go to sleep after I lied on my bed for 1 hour or so, then an idea just came to my mind so I ended up typing a super long message to somebody til I got tired and fell asleep lol I hope my long message has made his day :) 

Tuesday, 5 November 2013

Gothic and modern horror (5th of Nov)

5th of Nov

  • First of all I don't see any abnormality as abnormal, in my opinion, it's more of a psychological state of whether you can endure a particular phenomenon of normality becomes a distortion OR something goes too extreme to cause you have this nausea feeling. I like gothic style, I should admit that I have this tendency of watching gothic and horror genre to feed on my leisure time addiction. Btw I am not sick =.= rather, it may be attributed to my character, a challenging personality that some people may ask me why I can take something so extreme without any reactions. 
  • But don't worry, I only like watching them yet I have never thought about turning myself into one of them, since gothic people ain't relatively approachable group of people. Acting too cool is the sacrifice of looking kind though some of them are softies inside..
  • I am not going to describe what I have seen today, hmmmmm just something you wish it can be unseen after you view it LOL :3 
  • Ahhh Oh Oh AND ABOUT MY ESSAY RIGHT? Yesssssssssssss I have done some work tonight after dinner...The tutor said that our essay could start with similarities or contrasts of semiotic resources within the visual communication system through the images we selected from our presentation, but once again, I picked a completely different topic from my presentation...Briefly saying, my topic is about how visual communication has changed its way to portray our understanding of feminism, a belief of 'women should be treated equally'.... 
  • K...I will start writing it tomorrow :3 

Monday, 4 November 2013

Potential (4th of Nov)

4th of Nov

Ever heard of orgasmic birth? Yeah, I was amazed of this miracle when I saw it from a video as well...That documentary has questioned us, the viewers to reexamine human nature we ever thought we knew about giving birth...This is a really valuable topic to discuss in relation to women's sexuality and this may seen to be a neglected fact of experience O.O Just too hard to imagine how this ultimate power and strength turns you on when you give birth>.> lol they even described it as 'ecstatic birth', and that this absolutely surprisingly sensual and pleasurable natural state of ecstasy not only affects a woman's life profoundly, but affects the baby emotionally and physically...I don't know how that works from their scientific fact has shown but thank my curiosity that keeping me to look for new discoveries...

Once again...I just bludged all day in a meaningful way though, I mean even sometimes I don't do my work, that will be the time for me to look for other valuable resources that are worth a read...>.> *ok..I feel a bit guilty not doing my work now=.=....*

Sunday, 3 November 2013

3rd of Nov

I seriously think his mum worries too much about his year 3 son's future. We didn't really start the lesson once I got there, instead, his son sneaked out to get his glass of juice later on, went to toilet for another 10 minutes, I had no idea what took him so long staying in the toilet. His mum then asked me about junior and senior high school, what degree is better for a guy to take in uni. She has already thought too far for a 10-year-old child. I recommended him to take either engineering or architecture when she asked me, the reason I didn't even suggest her son to take anything related to commerce, business and all that is because I am sort of biased against those courses=.= AND DON'T ASK ME WHY..I even suggested her to ask about mining engineering since I was told that doing mining engineering can earn big bucks. But it's true, this country is highly demanded for graduates who are ready to create a new prospect of mining sector. 

The kid was so naughty though, he was being so ruthless revealing the fact that I have a huge pimple around my neck, during the time his mum and I were talking. 'Yisha...why do you have pimple on your neck? It's so gross....' How would I know why? WHY? I want to know WHY as well...not like I want to have it there T__T Nah, joking, I didn't get embarrassed or anything, his word even cracked me up so hard, I was like 'LOL...yeah I know right...but mehhh you will get it later when you grow older ;)' He then said 'Nope, never..' His mum instantly lectured him after he was being so mean to his tutor, said 'Hey, Calvin, what did you just say? That's really rude, I sometimes get pimple too, you will get it later as well, don't you dare to judge people' He then asked me to pop it>.> Just like what I usually do to myself and even wanting to do the same to my bf...>.> OBVIOUSLY THAT IS NOT RIGHT...

In order to teach a kid the right thing to deal with a pimple, that was the first time I ever said to a person not to pop a pimple or else it will leave an ugly mark there. That is indeed so hard to imagine how I have been neglectant to that huge yellow-ish pimple for more than 4 days by now. Though there was quite a few times it seriously made me have this urge to kill it, I stopped myself because I started to realize how ugly I have become with pimple marks around my forehead and arms...Yeah right..I have changed...

Ok...enough of pimple talk...Calvin is a big ego kid I would say, during the tutoring he occasionally pretended he knew something though he didn't. But I no longer to feel annoyed or impatient, I started to know him much better than before. Whenever he doesn't seem to get the grammar, I explained to him and asked him to repeat what I have said. The way I made sure he truly understands the concept is the time I get him annoyed. For instance, he is confused about what an adj is, I simply just said 'a word to describe a thing such as blah blah blah' Then when I tested him out, he just leaned back and looked so puzzled. I then slowed down and repeated exactly what I said, and asked him if he got it. He did the same. I can be really persistent to get him explained just by doing that until he gave up being so naughty and begged me to flip to the next page lol 

Not to mention that I pinch his cheeks hard if he seems to be sleepy, spank his tummy when he stretches and that always makes him laugh and gets back to work. Well of course I won't be physically torturing a kid, I am nice enough to get him some tissues when he's going to blow his nose>.> Funny examples are also used for maintaining his interest, you just gotta be really imaginative to contextualise every single example to entertain a kid,  'ok for example, you are short in a red t-shirt with this perverted smile, now tell me what are the adj here' Yup that's what I said today, and the thing is he just said 'perverted' and laughed so hard, apparently I knew he got the concept so I moved on. There was once, I even used his mum as an example when I tried to explain 'as' to make up a sentence, funny how he told me that his mum wouldn't do that in reality LOL... Anyways so I have come up with this conclusion of tutoring a kid: Familiarity and humor are the keys...

K....After that tutoring, I went straight to townhall to meet up with Karen, who was there waiting for me for half an hour>.> Kinokuniya is the first destination, she has been calling herself poor, extremely poor but spent so much unlike what she has described=.= Not in Kinokuniya but in that Daiso store..I will further explain this later... She likes cute things, she's still the same Karen I knew when she was in year 8 while I was in year 10. The only difference is that she has grown much taller, a little bit more mature from the way she talks. Guess St George girl's high school has changed her to be more mature, which is good, even her voice has softened, and more comfortable to hear, unlike the old times, I once disliked her super high-pitched anime-ish voice once she spoke next to me...-O- Anyways...Karen said she wanted to work in Kinokuniya for good...And when I asked about her HSC and birthday. She was like 'OMG...don't even wanna mention about it man...that was the worst birthday I've ever had in my life, I spent my birthday during my 3u maths exam=.= and then prepared for my next exam...' She aimed for 90+ in 4u maths...I teased her by saying 'and...that's never gonna happen :3'...

As she's been craving crepes, I shouted her crepes as she finished her HSC, it can be seen as a really belated birthday pressie as well >.> But hey, it was brunch time, her crepe was nothing like what she was supposed to have for brunch though, more like a dessert time. Mine was ham+tomato+something else(too much ingredients that I can't name) I thought she would lead me to a proper restaurant so we could have a peaceful brunch there, but I thought wrong, we walked around looking for two seats in the plaza and we ended up sitting at a bench, where is 3 meters away from a rubbish bin... She told me that Geesoo also talked to her last night, and then kept on complaining HSC past papers spreading across her room, everywhere, just everywhere she walks, and that caused her mum can't be bothered to vacuum her room lool 

Our next destination was to eat....yup....still....eat...=.= That snowpink froyo is relatively expensive than others...She shouted me this time though>.> btw she put too much passion fruit in her cup, is mixed up with the chocolate flavour yogurt she had there..well....it was such a bad combination...you know...black and yellow...BLACK AND YELLOW>.> Consequently 1/3 of froyo put to waste at the end...mind telling you ....Hers was $10+....And someone said she's poor>.>

We headed to Daiso, a Jap store with everything only costs $2.8...She was excitedly picking this and that like a kid. I got nothing yet I was thinking about to take my mum there next time. There were times when she was so hesitant to choose something, I gave her o.O this face, she would be like 'Don't judge...I know you are judging me!!>.>' I was like 'Nope...I am not...You can't even see my reaction!You can't even see my eyes through my sunglasses xD' 'Yes I can!! I totally feel you're judging me, I don't even need to look at your eyes >.>' She was quite funny repeatedly asking me not to judge her for more than hundreds of times =.=

I took some photos during that 40 minutes staying in Daiso, and they will be UPLOADED on Fb soon...You can tell whether the things she wanted to get is worth the price or not>.> Anywayss we went Paddy's market to shop for one of her friends' birthday pressie, she got her friend a penguin onesie for $25...Yup....She has already spent more than $50 by then...Galaxy world was the last place we went, I hate her for beating me 4 games in a row=.= So let's skip this bit...I am now too shameful to reveal the truth...

Lastly we took some photos before I left...Mehhh...I won't be missing her as I am pretty sure a few weeks later, I will be seeing her cute face again, with some others who triumphantly finish their HSC... Well...It's a pretty good day but it would be even better without my period pain...