Saturday, 10 October 2015

妹子的请求 (10th of October)

一大早起来就收到各种dai xie请求。。
包括我妹子哇。。
不多说
反正就是一些蛮那啥的事情
所以本来今天休息的
尔后就决定要帮她做了那篇东西了

那什么dark matter跟dark energy哇。。
看了那么多材料和分析和观察
我觉得我也长知识了吧
其实有时候帮人写写东西还是不错的
从中自己也能偷学一点
别人不愿意学的
那就给我好了

之后嘛
今晚
就没有之后了
也就是把那篇东西ko了后
传了给她
安慰了一下她不安定的小心灵
~

完事后继续做着我的readings了喂
谁说我有空的。。
我事多的很啊。。
readings什么的花了两个小时多一点做完
看完书外加弄完notes
特速度是吧?
没办法呀。。
时间你能跑慢点吗。。

PS: 小伤心的har
某猪几乎是没什么anniversary的感言
明天就好像普通的一天。。

Friday, 9 October 2015

Film presentation (9th of October)

长话短说
今早非常早就起来prac了一下
随后很早地去到学校开始了忙碌的一天
我不慌不忙的跟老师提出要上去第一个做presenter的请求
之后我就这么开始了今天的presentation
很努力的去表现
很镇定沉着地去描述我的documentary还有很激昂地去说我的inspiration
虽然在中段里就被lecturer忽喊停下
因为时间的关系我得只能再说一个slide而已
接着QnA session就开始了
5个人问了我问题
我也很快速地回答了
觉得自己今天表现得非常好
完全是意料之外
所以我很快的回到座位上听后面人的演讲
突然觉得大家ideas真的特好
其中包括那几个口才甚好的白人
他们的creativity真的让我十分折服
比如说那个media culture与自己与老妈关系的idea
以技术和大自然各种插入的镜头去表达那个意思很有深度
融合的不但是literate meaning还有许多该有的figurative元素也表现得十分完整
之后Natalie的观植物的动静也是十分有趣的
尤其是她一切的articulation
她描述地很具体
也知道她自己的subject表达的意思如何跟environmentalism得到关联
和从那得到升华
还有嘛
那美国男生的world cup competition表达的是对美国family的思念
因为world cup相当于他们家的一个tradition
所以他会每次很早起来看world cup让心里存有一种寄托和归属感

好吧。。看完这么精彩的presentation
少不得有问题
而他们很多人的问题都提得很好
但因为时间的关系
后面的presentation有点匆忙
包括我朋友Angela的presentation
我早就叫这小妞赶紧把presentation做了罢
但她就是不愿意所以轮到最后才present
而我足足等了几个小时
因为如果早走,朋友的presentation不听的话这很不够意思吧
至少我是这么认为的

嘛。。
presentation完事后就是去看stall了
看了一个小时左右见到许多人
尤其是jacq他们couple很积极
跟往常一样积极呀
他们还套上了halloween的costumes去吸引更多人过来买票
我有时真觉得自己老了
跟他们有那么点距离了
的确也是啊
我都觉得吃饭的时候我只顾着吃饭
根本没跟他们瞎扯什么
貌似我在吃饭的时候不管你是谁
我就是很安静地只顾着吃饭。。

嘛。。。还有吧
今晚在某猪家就是看看视频和睡睡觉
每次一睡就是不想起了
所以他觉得我烦了
吃饭的时候我都保持着沉默...
我可能真的是烦吧。。

Thursday, 8 October 2015

Speech preparation (8th of October)

所以script是写好了
就差打印什么的
本来打算要去all the way to AIT
但麻麻说的对
既然不是顺便又何必浪费时间去跑一趟
但由于不确定这天下午店会不会开到6点
那时还能不能保证找到打印的地方
不过最后我还挺幸运的
就在coles对面的那电脑店
那店主刚好也做打印的
而且费用不贵
5毛一张而已

回来后
晚上就是花一大堆时间去prac speech
尽量在规定的时间内做好就得了
但我的内容貌似超出了规定时间
在prac了几次后很确切地要cut off点内容
删减内容其实并不容易的
因为speech里所有内容都已经够浓缩了
而现在,还得更浓缩
anyways吧
我的稿子很长
其实speech说到点就是了
解释也到点就是了
还有slide上有某些笑点专门为听众提供的
包括那张Varda与我的照片

对了
麻麻找到了工作
而且听说环境不错
交通不错
样样都不错
看着她开心地跟我诉说着能进那地方工作的可能性
我刹时也为她感到欣慰
希望她能ok吧

PS; Wechat post上读到一个神奇的女子的故事
原来人的记忆力可以这么优异的
是呀,我们是羡慕着别人的好脑子
但其实能记起所有的事并非是一件好事
而那神奇女子的事例也说明了一个问题
其实人各有长,并不需要嫉妒或羡慕别人拥有的
(嘛,其实说偏了,那post没有我这里讲的这么振奋人心,那只是一篇普通文而已)

开心考试,安心准备 (7th of October)

嘛。。。所以就祝我考试愉快咯?
那还的确挺愉快的
一去到AIT就是一堆人坐下来研究考试内容
我和Andy在一旁听着还悄悄地研究起一些我们觉得会出的问题
之后还复习了一遍某些theories的大概
在门口等了良久
后,还被那破系统耽搁了半个多小时
嘛。。学校系统能好点吗
考试时间一秒都不能差额
幸好Helen是个好人
那半个小时总得给我们补回来吧
于是大家就开始了忙碌的两小时
有些人竟然在1个小时内完成
包括我朋友Andy。。。
这家伙写得也太快了吧
两小时也得凑合着用的时间他竟然能提早一小时就交卷...
我还在做那些extended response的同时他就跟我说他要走了...
大哥~且慢!笔还没还呢~

我算是非常认真对待一切的人了
所以每个问题都答得十分仔细和认真
生怕一点点的错失就会让我失去我该得的分数
完事后就是大爱啦啦啦啦啦
我意思是,心里能不High吗
考试完了当然负担就不那么重了
所以就奖赏自己一盒chicken nuggets了

晚上回到家就继续着我的documentary的准备
哦,不,是开始而已
晚上凑合着找着readings和资料
还有写好了videos的plot和每个shot里该发生什么
自己看着还蛮激动的
若能把这documentary做出来
觉得应该都棒棒哒哈
连某猪都说plot的结构挺紧凑和层层推进的
presentation在内容上应该是没问题的所以
嗯嗯嗯嗯嗯.....

Tuesday, 6 October 2015

Distraction...(6th of October)

今天倒是睡太好
以致于晚起了。。
迫不及待地要赶紧到friday啊
这样我就可以解放了
现在日子过得好闷骚啊。。
哦。。对了
那什么。。。
肌肉酸痛得很厉害啊擦。。。
几乎要有筋骨要断掉的感觉了
反正一个翻身还是下楼梯什么的
只要位置不对
身体的某个部位就会疼
尤其是大腿
就像是被人抽打过一样。。
bushwalking还真不是吹的=3=

今天还真没做什么
除了看了一整套的videos和movies外
大概就是chill了
还是chill
嘛,还有
jeepers creepers还蛮营造恐怖气氛的哈
不过跟往常一样
恐怖电影里的主角大概都是脑残吧
剧情很好
不过一些非常蠢的行为安排得也太不合理了
导致我也得吐槽一下编剧能不能再假一点?

奇怪的是
今天到周五还不到3天的时间
我竟然对presentation一点紧张感也没有
大概是知道自己又会是first presenter上台演讲
所以也就有种已经豁出去的心态吧
最后
good luck tomorrow~~

Monday, 5 October 2015

(5th of October)

Bushwalking超累的
但昨晚就是睡不好
直到好久好久吧
大概两三点这样子才睡到
大概是窗外那些微弱的哭声让我打着寒战
还有楼下不知什么奇奇怪怪的声音总能引起我的注意
最近嘛  的确过于敏感所以也不奇怪啦
所以后来跑到妈妈房间去睡觉
因为有个人始终多一份安全感。。


CY叔叔还蛮好聊的
不过很惊讶的是
我的两张突兀的照片在public里出现了
虽然他在旁边add了很多很花俏的图案什么的去遮我的丑
不过预料不到他会直接在comment那post上就是了o3o

某猪说他家超热
所以我就叫他去弄冰水放在电扇前吹
也许凉气会在房间里就不会那么热了

大热天气。。
待家里是最好了
除非你家真的热到受不了
像某猪的家
就绝对不是一个好乘凉的地方...

Sunday, 4 October 2015

Bushwalk (4th of October)

Ever heard that Sydney is a great city for walkers? Here we are today....My first ever experience to do bush walking has made me realise how important your shoes are....This really comes with my pain in that 5 and a half hours....(Y's speaking here...)

Again, let's see how T feels about his first time...

Bush walking from Ku-ring-gai to Berowra

To be honest, I haven't done any bushwalking in my life for now til today. Given that chance to experience such a new thing with har har, I decided to take the challenge. Yes, the expert CY was the one leading us to bushwalking....



Today was almost the hottest day in this summer. It really was. Just from how much I started to regret this decision I've made once I headed off from home, I thought I wouldn't survive in this heat...Definitely, such a hot weather would only add more challenge for us. Doing the bad, but no good. But still, the outcome was what we care the most.... 

Time flies, as I arrived at Central, I checked which platform I should go, then letting har har (Y) know via text. Luckily CY arrived on time or else we could have waited for another one hour...This guy hasn't changed a bit though I haven't seen him for several weeks. Three of us then started to talk about our recent lives along the journey. 

An hour later, destination reached. First thing in our sight was the bridge connecting both sides. The side on the other end was where the beginning of bushwalking is. In the very beginning, I was thinking this challenge should be easy as the road was less bumpy, along with some man-made stairs built for walkers'convenience. Until then, we started to feel our mission become harder and harder as we walked further. There was once where I fell from the rock, leaving my left foot hurt so badly...I swear to god, that falling was lucky. It would have made my ankle fracture if the foot was bending at an angle.



Fortunately, I could still walk as normal but with a little bit pain from that injury. It is true to say to defeat what stops you from going forward is the first step close to success. The willingness to overcome the problem determines where you at, or where you will be heading to...

2 hours since we started off, at around 1, we found a cool place where we gave it a cool name as 'checkpoint' for some rest. CY took out his food and shared them with us. Though his bread was actually not that type of food I would prefer in such a harsh condition, it left me with no choice to reject eating it because I had nothing in my bag...The only thing would make the bread easier to swallow is the water... 

Lunch finished, time to resume our journey. Halfway through, har har (Y) got bitten by a huge wild ant by accident. Both of us could tell how painful the bite was from her loud scream. Evidence from her swelling toe and staggering down the road, she then has become much more careful to the point where her paranoia grew for little insects would fall on her as she walked through the forest..When some ants crept around her barefoot, she became anxious that flicked them away. After that, this smart ass made herself more comfortable by picking up a wooden stick to support herself throughout our way. 

The fact is, we had been walking for nearly 5 hours, almost reaching our limit to walk even further. Both har har and I felt too tired to even move a bit, so we requested to rest more than we expected. While our limbs were sore, throat was dry, CY seemed like as if he was walking on the street in the city...

We kept asking him how far we still were towards our destination, yet everytime received almost the same answer. 1km would always be 1km. 500m would just never change. Like, half an hour almost passed, he still said it was 500m. We were just wondering whether we were climbing on a loop, or just the illusion we had for not being able to recognize what the truth was. It turned out that he lied to us for the purpose of encouragement, which we then were told later. It was such a beautiful lie. Nope...I think it was even worse because it made us keep hoping, while keep disappointing...I bet that I would never trust his response anymore hehe...

That 5 hours and a half was a miracle. The only thing that kept me proceeding was the coca cola in the vending machine at the train station I bet...It was just way too much for us to try in our first time, so that immediate lying on the grass as we reached the goal wasn't surprised. We talked for a while there, waiting for har har to finish her phone call with her mum at the same time. The journey from Ku-ring-gai to Berowra has been tired, tired and more tired. But we made it anyway, so what's not possible? 

After all, our first bushwalking experience was impressive regardless the injuries and fatigue that we had. Thanks for CY's invite, we won't know how challenging bushwalking really is without trying. And we ain't saying no to it, there would be definitely a second time some day really soon...


Next, Y is here to tell her version of story during this trip:

It's Y again here. As I said in the very beginning of this post, bushwalking has made me feel how important footwear is...Today I was with my sandals. SANDALS? (seriously) SANDALES....to go bushwalking....As crazy as it sounds, I still walked to the final checkpoint, well and safe...

I was going to brag about how much force added to bushwalking for my bad selection of shoes yet I still made it to the end. Guess what? HA....yes...I still am bragging about it. Seriously, even I felt sorry for myself being such a douche bag. But an awesome douche bag...

In the beginning of the trip, we three went on talking about the sunny day feels. T was the one bringing up his cool surname WANG, and telling us its tricky meaning behind in Eng. It totally changed my way to see this surname from that second. I mean, how the heck WANG is connected to that kind of thing...

Funny enough, WANG has been a good joke for the day. Almost the best gag adding a bit of fun to the walk. Like later when I picked up the stick to support myself in the middle of the journey, where I called it my WANG; and when T stepped on my stick, I then asked him not to step on my WANG...

Anyhow, my point is.....BUSHWALKING is awesomely tiring....Especially my shoes were the culprit that had gotten me an even worse walking experience....The start-off sandy road was enjoyable. 10 minutes later, the road started to get so much harder for me to watch my every step. Because I wouldn't know from which second my step would make me fall. The irregular pattern of rocks scattering here and there, small and big. The roughness of the surface was also unpredictable. It wasn't really a good time to walk around while taking pictures. All I focused was the way to walk past this path, hoping that the next turning would be a less bumpy one...

Apparently, I had been the last one, following these two guys behind. T would always look back where I was, just incase I had trouble. And I really was, regretting how that I shall have brought another pair of shoes. Might that be much easier to not get myself this consciously anxious...

Anyhow, the scenery was ok-ish. I already tried to capture the most beautiful views as I could. The following pictures are just right at the spot to show the essence of nature....





        

T showed me this mountain of ants nest....Imagine if I had a kick at this thing, I would probably be drowned in a pool of ants haha

 

Le beautiful me here....I really like how my shadow is cast as the background to complement the little flower in the middle

Referring to T's post above, the weather was exceptionally hot. Even under the trees covered most of the time, we were still feeling the heat. Our sweat was dripping from the head to toes, like literally. 

Sometimes I looked down the cliff in awe, carefully moving my feet to cross the edge was my most difficult time to against my own fear. But as what was said, this is what bushwalking is meant to be. It's simply not about walking, but overcoming what you can't do. 

Even I was left behind, I still tried my way to catch up and become more mindful to the walking path. Or not even a walking path. It was closely climbing at some points, where support was needed. After all, I still am a girl, with her pair of inappropriate shoes to go hiking. Surprisingly I didn't fall, only had a bit of scratch on my knee, and a small bite from a giant ant. The pain lasted for almost half an hour. That tingling sensation has even made me wonder whether it would be poisonous...But I got my WANG from where the bunch of branches piled up. 

We went through a lot more than what it be. Each time the checkpoint was like more than a signifier for us to feel in a way that the goal is closer. My camera had witness the entire walking as though also recording my emotion and physical strength throughout. What this really means to me is how much I've come across from the mountain, lake and cliff. And this is really an experience should be kept. I just felt good for protecting myself once. Mum would have been asking me careful of this and that in the first place if I did tell her where I go today....

Anyways, T injured his leg as well. CY was helping him to massage at our first checkpoint. T then walked slower the rest of the trip due to that...

The last one hour was to literally climb up, or you call it walking up. The hill was even steeper, with larger rocks on the way which I had to be more aware of my steps.....

(Nice view below...) Lastly....these are all that achieved by a great walk. Images might not be the best, but to the fact of the significance of memorabilia in such a trip along with my version of experience, will create some difference to my life at some degree....

Of course we know we would make it, but just didn't know for how long. Now we knew it. 5 and an half hour. Not that bad for the first time yeh?










BTW, thanks again for CY's invitation, ^ this guy....(Due to the right of portrait, we are only here to show his back lol)

PS: Malay flavour is nice. His recommendation is good for fried rice!! Sorry for acting retarded though. My hyperactivity was out in nowhere, maybe because of the previous tummy-ache that made me stay in the toilet for so long, and caused my abnormality? Who knows....>3>