Valentine's with my valentine (14th of February)

当当当当。。。当当当。。
一年一度的valentine's又到了
今年和我亲爱的dar dar 过上了这么一个有意义的valentine's
对，非常有意义的valentine's

其实valentine's对于我而言
就是那么可爱的一天
可以让我精心的去折磨一下男。朋。友
先不说别的
就那个meadowbank的几小时
我已经觉得我们是在过april fool了
那suburb可谓是荒无人烟
下了车，我就感觉似乎到了一个偏远小镇
更别说找房子了
几经艰辛
总算到了meadowbank那个卖得很火的楼盘
原来是一片还under construction的废墟
旁边90号的楼盘还好
还像个样
至少能见到全貌
后来我们去了另一边
也就是近parramatta river的那一边
吃着香蕉聊着家常

嘛，那一个多小时其实真的蛮享受的
尤其是两个人互戳
我整天说他露点什么的
嘛，对了
那个，真不是故意的
但是很不小心地把某人的手臂擦伤了
恩，没错，怪就怪在我笨拙的一个push。。
脑里突然闪过fifty shades of grey这部电影
这么激情的电影怎么可能在情人节错过
于是我们走起了

好吧
fifty shades of grey这部电影
真的我是不强烈推荐了
我看完后的感想就是
好久没有一部电影能让我有几次走神的感觉了
猪脚们就是时而在office或家中走走
时而勾搭一下
在play room里来个几炮
还有一阵子两人玩起了矫情的你不懂我，我不鸟你的戏码
最后就是男猪给女猪来了几鞭
女猪终于受不了皮肉之痛离他而去
神结尾就是两人在电梯道别
接着门默默地关上。。
我刚开始以为这电影有多hardcore
又或者是会有多少以至于世人无法接受的对肉体上的蹂躏诸如此类的片段
会让我紧闭双眼
我错了，这戏的卖点原来只是那个华丽的trailer
trailer达到了让人想入非非的境界
还有穿插的一些sexual scenes给电影增添了不少神秘感
我当时会怀疑观看此电影时是否会有人躲在某一个角落扯旗
看来我想多了
貌似那些画面也并没有给我一种想把坐在我隔壁的人的衣服扯烂的冲动
隔壁的人还是男。朋。友
在看电影时他还不时开情节玩笑
我意思是，还有时间开玩笑闹闹
那就已经证明这电影有多不好看了
不过嘛，圆了我这么一个心结
从上年7月还是8月此电影已经开始火了
我当时还期盼着这电影会有多多多多多好看
可是  并。没。有！！
总结一下
sound effects差！某些地方尤其是kiss的地方那声音假了
开始时候的勾搭太不自然，本来编导想让剧情发展快一点
但是第一次见面就已经有了  要上了  的想法
那什么he's intimidating...
女猪是不是已经被男猪帅晕了
我看到的是一张含羞待放的小脸
腼腆地对着友人诉说着她对总裁的第一印象
除了帅，就是 人家就是想以身相许   那什么的...恩。。
就像dar dar 说的
女猪是不是演得不够真实
ms virgin的第一次怎么就已经表现得这么奔放放荡了
还是说男猪太experienced了
caressing已经到了神境界
人家是小处处。。怎么可以这样
强攻让此小处处变得放荡不羁
后面的就是
女猪竟然可以不摸自燃(欲火）
从小处处到..这过程还挺快的
之后那什么姿势就不讨论了
其实也就是一般的那几样
除了他们有无数高级的道具
我们普通人没有外
好像就是男猪的abs算是一个亮点
不过光是看到他们走走，炮炮，飞机什么的一些额(pun intended)
就这些吧
我从瘫坐在坐位上
又看到伸直了腰
还要接受座椅间那宽大的间隔
（对了，强烈不满啊。。明知是情人节staff是怎么安排的，怎么就忍心把couples隔那么开)

好吧，这段我说得有点多了
嘛。。之后我们去点了一个mixed flavour的饮料
哦，对了，maccas的那个meal某人还是吃不饱的
情人节里吃两顿fast food还算是个很好的回忆的，恩。。
更好的回忆就是
我们嘛在world square里听着amateur歌手唱的歌
还边讨论着我帮他之前改的thesis intro
谢谢他这次给我的机会让我接触到了biomedical engineering research的thesis
某人的表达方式其实还是那句
有点生硬，句与句之间的连接不够顺
有些表达里的小细节就是在每天说的过程中认知，了解与练习中
慢慢习惯运用的
所以说学一门语言并不是看你掌握的单词有多少
海量的词汇并不能带给你精准的表达能力
而是靠平时别人不在意的某些preposition
比如说of, about, in, on etc
无数的一些小连接词来触成词组
再者，我从改的时候也学到了我所不懂的

另外，今晚吃饭什么的
我ordered的宫保鸡有点怪味
反而french toast是3样里点的最成功的
嘛。。某人的意见就是
下次再也不来吃了
恭喜这间香港茶餐厅也被他拉到了黑名单

最后firework
我们算是有点迟到了
前面的好位置大多给人霸占了
我好不容易挤到前面
两人已在最后设好了摄影的方位
灯光什么的都准备就绪
本来商量好我今晚就是操刀的那个
可是后面的某大妈嚷嚷
一直说我挡住她视线了
一直excuse me来excuse me去的叫我坐下来
好吧。。我承认就因为这样我懦弱地坐下了
在看烟火的过程中
还缺乏一个浪漫的拥抱
某人忙着照相呢

那个被人求婚的女生真幸福
在众多人里，在情人节里
收到message delivered by the light on the boat
男票选择用这么一种方式去求婚
想拒绝也难啊
真希望某一天
哪个人也能为我用某种creative的方式求婚
是的，不creative就肯定不接受 lol
不过先说好
creative不能跟金钱划等号
嘛，我喜欢的就是有一个有创意的伴侣
能经常给我一些惊喜
因此我们互相不只是full support
还能有那么一点小创意去维系，升温，甚至是给生活带来更多的小情趣

好吧，最后嘛
肯定是合照，合照，还是合照
听说某人的第一次情人节是跟我过的
除了他妈妈外
荣幸地宣布又把某人的第一次抢了过来
嘿嘿 骄傲了
valentine's还是很不错的
尽管我最后表现得有点安静
某人还以为我有什么不开心
可是去看楼盘，憧憬着未来房子什么的，被路线troll了好几次又要走冤枉路
去看hardcore movie
在风雨里帮某人改thesis
吃了那么一次fast food
哦，对，还有被某人嫌弃了 :(
我就是不喜欢吃猪。。怎么滴>3>
其实以上我所说的所有发生的事
也是我的第一次捏
很开心某人与我再次共度了一个难忘的节日
happy valentine's!!

Randomness(n+) (13th of February)

• Asking Sinclare to get the promo post done later in the day
• been staying at AIT alone to correct somebody's thesis. Some people were playing hide and seek around me and I treated them as invisible
• Reading some info for properties again, and thinking where to go tomorrow
• Wishing I have more time to do more things each day
• I feel like my productive time is not existed at all whenever I come back
• She is the reason..mainly...yet...she always asks me to sleep early
• Happy pre-valentine's to everyone out there. Appreciate everything and everyone you have there
• Was asked to change the logo for both flyer and pamphlet, so I did. The exec was having this conference call in the afternoon, I wish I could attend lol
• That will be a god damn memorable valentine's tomorrow when we sit together and talk about his flaws in writing his thesis lmao
• I have thought a lot on my way back. So much that I almost missed my stop...Such a contemplation....while the world passes by...
• Lastly..good luck to her who will start looking for new jobs next week. I don't think I ever care about her blaberring now. If you know how to find your way to stop your anger, avoid arguing with someone, that means you are succeeded to deal with a woman lol

Every little feeling, little thing (12th of February)

I wasn't expecting myself to do a great job in answering their questions

because I seriously didn't prepare for the meeting

Since I didn't go to two training lessons last week

I had no idea what they have learned 

Based on my educational guess

I bet my answers must have been a little bit silly lol

I was down for a bit

I went fully perplexed

I just wanted to dig myself a hole

and I promised, I would prepare a lot for the next meeting

Which I did

when I went to AIT to work again

The entire three hours were devoted for any reviews I might have missed

I checked the links, read all the info that is available for me to know more about the properties

as well as some info about some main developers

Today, without having that lost feeling

I wouldn't start picking up myself ever again

There is nothing that could stop you from chasing your dream
or doing something to make up a day
Every little thing does matter
in its own way

It's the beginning (11th of February)

Impressive animation presentation was happening today

Three animations I like the most are

NED, the tree and the bus

I seriously do think that the creator of NED, is a genius

who knows how to manage to show the depth of the story in the form of shots

The spiral fade out, accompanying with the black and white colour adjustment

which draws me back to that silent movie I've watched

and reminded me of the classic Hollywood era

I love how the flashback and all 

once again, have demonstrated beyond the story itself

The exact same setting, location, characters

were occured 3 times or more in the same sequence

the only difference is that the old man has gradually become weaker as time passes

 The concept of death, the love

the loyalty of the dog to its owner

is deeply felt by the smart arrangement of shots

I really do love this animation

one of the best ever..

AND the tree...

don't ever judge from the title

In fact, it's a really sentimental story

about the Japanese war 

which is essentially revolved around the soldiers separated from their family

Here, it's represented by the growth of a tree

 as well as the collapse of the tree

the sadness, this message is delivered through the track she used

and the slow pace throughout the process of stop motion

I was happy that I came

to view others' animations

for the purpose of learning something from others

mine was long

but not as subtle enough like the two I have mentioned

The delicacy they have in their animations

has given me some fluctuations inside of me

Now talking about my training

Zen, or whatever his name is

has done a great job

in performing in a given situation

We honestly couldn't really pick up flaws he had

except for some minor things which most people wouldn't notice

But to analyse what he hasn't done good enough

We had to be all perfectionists for once

to pick up anything we think, can still be improved

After 6 people before me listed out some points

I picked up his imperfection from the way he acted

he speaks fast..which made me feel intimidating if I was the client...

Btw...

How would you feel when a person called you silly the first time you guys just met

I seriously couldn't get that girl in the lift.....

PS: small argument with mum

because of the issue of being busy or not...

PS1: Much more things to do...

so much coming up

no, it's not over

   In fact, it's the beginning

the O-Week..

the welcome bbq

the training

and all...

Super busy...

Results released (10th of February)

72...good?

could be better

could have been something much better

T3T still 3 marks away from d...

From Patrick's comment

Titles are not necessary
because my plot is clear enough
ADR isn't perfectly fit into the music
What else?
a gap in the middle of somewhere seems to be a bit too long
Next time, when I do a trailer
I would notice more of these aspects

After been reading something from the PH exec sent on fb
I instantly generated a message to my own group
and asking everyone's availabilities
However
same as usual
Nobody has replied yet

Daisy needed help from me
So I had helped her out for a few hours til 8pm
she couldn't export her VFX...
got still some parts left for her 2D animation as well as the 3D one
The problem is
she's not coming to AIT tomorrow
As a friend...to my kindness
I ended up carrying her piles of hand drawn papers for her..
Without even sure whether she really needed to have that submission>3>

Ready to do my promo video soon
really really soon
maybe 2 days later
Since O-Week will be happening in 2 weeks
I have no time left to wait
but I was urged to carry on with my own

Flyer and pamphlets
Hope they will get through our high standard HR director
which I seriously don't hope later I will be asked to make some changes ever again

My dar dar is the best
He said he would be willing to record three songs I like after March :)

My short break is coming.. (9th of February)

I didn't spend too much time editing my part 3

maybe just like 4 or 5 hours in total

which was so much faster than I planned

During my lunch time

I had my salmon while reading the engineering thesis sent by dar dar

There are so many engineering terms that I need to learn before helping him out

But I'm here, willing to help

I mean, I like learning different stuff from other fields too lol

Still receiving a lot of people wishing me a happy bday even a day later than the actual date :3

Thanks for everyone's blessing

I believe I'll be having a great year lol..hopefully

PS: Thanks for that certain someone who created a group, inviting almost everyone from our junior high :)

le feel when talking to those you haven't connected to after all these 5 years :)

happy 23rd to meh..(8th of February)

Yay..getting older
and wiser
short post for my bday mehh...
Too much things in my hand that I cannot spare much time doing my blog post
Forgive me, diary...
your owner will make up for you one day

Anyhow...
Bday is just like another ordinary day
everything looks the same
nothing is really that as special whatsoever
maybe the only difference would be that part inside of me
telling me that I should really have grown
which I have
grown my way to treat each day as that one special day
but not just when my bday comes

I really didn't do much with dar dar
we went up to paddy's market, the food court
to discuss where we were going to go
I scrolled down a list of events happening in Feb
but only came up with this seem-to-be great idea-surfing competition at Manly
and later, I was the one changed my mind

After a while of discussion
we ended up with Parramatta
a suburb that I still haven't been to
Before we got on the train
He was telling me how difficult he found his project is
because the problem is nowhere to be found
the possibilities are just too broad

Half an hour of trip travelling also has given us some time chatting so much
about our friends
his rich friends
how ones have been to so many countries, gotten so many luxuries etc

Parramatta was just...
even worse than some other places we have visited
first
West field is small...
Less than an hour walking around
I didn't even have that feeling of shopping lol
til then, I suggested to go to the park

well....park? a must-see?
Neither of us understood why they claimed it as a must-see attraction
For us...There is nothing really that unique or iconic >3>

I bet that Brazilian bbq was the best thing we did for the night
variety selection of meat eaten by these two carnibals
In the beginning, we were craving for food
hoping them to come to us
halfway through our fattie meal
The waiters came faster than we could finish the food on our plates

Side note: Thanks for my darling's letter
happy that I could still receive a gift from this busy person
But it didn't make me go emotional or anything
Instead, I found it so intriguing at some points

At last..
This person has eaten too much
the amount was so massive that he couldn't even flip himself over on the rug at park
I never know that food can also get you drunk
First time ever recently to see how a person went high from eating too much..