Dish golden piece of crap (19th of July)

I was late to pick up mini manager and we had no where to go after we met up...So he suggested to go Strathfield. His friend Sammy, was the one we bumped into as we walked out of the train station. The awkwardness we had when we entered the same cafe once again...My green tea latte was good, his taro latte with a little cute bear on the surface is worth taking some pictures. Nothing to do but playing some games for some time.

Le sleepy couple only felt even more sleepy in the cafe, so we walked out and sat at that little fountain. Taking out of our phones and taking some photos around in order to capture some great views under the beautiful lights in the evening. I was being so serious about going to have my burgers at hj...Fine...I was just teasing him to the utmost....He described me as a golden piece of crap when I was being a cheap ass not shouting him dinner. Still remember how hyper I acted at the train station because that was the only thing to do to make myself awake at that point. Without being crazy, my sleepiness would only stay for good...

We walked into a Saigon bowl restaurant where he said we had been there for at least 2 times, but I felt like it was the first time ever I went there...A series of photo taking when I had my prawns plus a recording which he said it probably would be used for vlog...My chopsticks poke war wasn't the end of the night explicitly show how annoying I could be...He poked me back on the train hard and rough...

I felt the need to annoy the shit out of him but he had my bag as hostage...So I couldn't do much but stay silent, let him wrap his arm around me and put my legs on his leg...Somebody really never gets tired of making this person laugh her heart out by rubbing his finger around somewhere sensitive..

And I had this responsibility to keep panpan safe to home by accompanying him with constant texting...I guess this is one of the nights we both went to sleep early these days...night world...

Jelly bean (18th of July)

Jelly beans can never be expired. They will only be growing vigorously like wild fire...Serious talk wasn't serious at all. It turned out to be a comedy as we both started talking about something funny. Indeed, woman is a huge problem...A huge huge one...You clearly see why just by looking at me..

But thanks for your danboard pressie. Really simple but cute. Its flexibility is enabled to do a lot of movements for photographing if adding some textures or backgrounds.

Anyways..somebody must have stressed out quite a bit so that he has released quite a huge amount of....in one day...Sex isn't only helping to keep you with a good health, it does much more than that...Oh how romantic that was when bf took some naked photos of you with his phone. Not fully naked..don't worry...>.> This has reminded me of the scene in Titanic where Jack painted Rose's torso as she lied on the couch...Isn't this one of the things that couples should do to spice up their sex lives?

Anyways I didn't get to taste pancakes in the rocks because long waiting for a meal isn't my thing, I rather to go somewhere else to save hassles for the wait. However, Thai sailor isn't really my type of restaurant. I am not really into that kind of environment sitting with strangers at the same table and seemingly eavesdropping someone else's conversation or vise versa when having my own meal...Plus the price isn't low at all. So I insisted to order a small dish whilst somebody ordered a dish with $30...with something that I didn't think it worth the price...

So Guylian is the best place to chill. Great deal of choices on the menu plus a warm friendly environment with least noises, I really like staying there. Panpan once again took out his new phone to take some photos of me having my coffee and dessert..

Lastly...had a short talk before heading to bed. I really hope somebody can 'do the right thing' because I cannot be a tireless jelly bean in keeping a relationship...

HAPPY 1 YEAR TO MY BLOG!! (17th of July)

Aha...I got a lot of my work done today especially in my studio class where I was busy working on my task in the first one hour. Pai then turned around and started talking to me. I seriously cannot tell she's already 29. An experienced former graphic designer who has this passion to travel around and keep seeking for the inspiration from newness. An hour of knowing each other much more by talking about our life experience, relationship problem, financial problem and all, I started to feel so close to her.

The next lesson was design principle where I saw most of my old friends in the same class as me. I chose to sit next to Mickey, who wore so less to the point that I felt cold for him just by looking at his short sleeves T-shirt and short pants...He then asked me to feel his hand. Surprisingly he was even warmer than me who wore a couple layers =3= Tia was also sitting next to me asking me to help her with something she needed. After Helen explained the tasks we would be doing, we started to work on our own blog post based on this concept-typography. I was already halfway through since I started working on it right after she said it yesterday. So the rest of my time was to look for 6 types of fonts I either dislike/like, and put a review underneath each of them. Pai came up to me for several times and asked for some help, Tia, on the other hand, was also having problem with her software...Anyways...Class finished, Katie patted my back to say hi to me. Then we had a little talk about holidays. Knowing she's been sick for a few days, I was half joking half serious asking if it was Korean spicy food that caused her sickness lol...

Good news here...After several hours of peak productive time, I finally get my blog posts up-to-date...

Btw....Congratulation to this 365th post!!! Woooooooo happy anniversary to my blog :3 I will keep recording my life!! Hopefully there will be no next time to update 8 or 9 blogs in a row...because it's just too painful >3<

First day of Sem1 at AIT(16th of July)

I couldn't meet up with Corey this morning because eating in the morning has always been too time consuming for me and that I couldn't finish my breakie til 8:20. Apparently I was late for my class for more than half an hour. Yes, the first class, the really first class ever in this sem..

Now I am not saying how I have this negative feeling towards Helen. Since she is once again my teacher this sem, the only thing I can do to impress this strict marker is to have an even higher standard when doing my projects...The first class was only informed by her with some basics we need to remember in this class. She took some time explaining 5 assessments for this sem. Then showing us the work done by her brilliant past students was to get us to understand well enough what she'll be looking for from these projects. Anyways the last half an hour was for us to create our own blog and make our first post which is due this Friday. As I've already owned 3 blogs, I plan to re-use one of the other two media blogs for this course. Design principles seems like my ideal course after all :3

So studio 2 is a usable lesson for getting yourself with extra time to do work from other courses. Gold and my new friend Nelson were there sitting next to me this whole time, especially Gold kept on talking about his trip this holidays. But I killed his joy when I mentioned that he should have found out what specialisation he's taking as he still hasn't picked one. He must have thanked me for saying that much about the course, and explaining so much about things I know that he doesn't. Class finished, time for some good food with my mates. I went to this restaurant nearby with Gold and Nelson. The three of us talked heaps about courses, holidays and industries during the time we ate. Gold said he has always been looking for this Chinese spicy sauce but he couldn't find it from the supermarket. Then a lot of talking continued, Nelson and I brought up the topic of HSC don't know since when, he complained how bad he had picked three subjects he didn't like at all. Economics, accounting and legal studies were the ones he did, and he got crappy marks for those...

They might be 10 minutes late for their class because of me, who ate so slow. But then, I was left alone at the restaurant after I asked them to leave first. Gold was still apologizing how bad he felt leaving a girl alone here. o3o Gold is such a caring friend I should say >3<

I am one fatty who is able to finish the rest of the food, and I did...>.> Don't judge me >3< Oh and and and I was busted on my way to the train station, so I went UTS toilet. Texting my little panpan when I was pee-ing...literally pee-ing..>.>

I've been busy reading the scripts of Frozen and Transformer...I've actually learned some new things from them...

Oh and....sorry to say that...but the things mum showed tonight was a bit scary. It really was terrifying when you see the woman was eaten alive by a crocodile at the lake in that video. Besides, the ways human trafficking has been worse than ever, how can you not be aware of that when you go out? :/

Lastly I slept so early tonight, like 10-ish...and naturally woke up at 1:30ish. That was when panpan was ready to go to bed. I was awaken by this sheer sadness because the dream I had was about panpan cheated on me. I sure shouldn't take it seriously, but you know, the insecure feeling I had for him is just too much...That wasn't a pleasant talk before I went back to sleep. And I can't say how much left here for us to continue with our relationship now...

Bro sis gathering (15th of July)

Another morning and afternoon at AIT where I had to decide what courses I take for this sem. It has been too hard for me because the ones I wanted to do is no longer available :/ I was in the line for a few times waiting to discuss my issue with the consultant...So at the end, I picked design principles and studio 2.

Finally I could go and see my brother and sister at Townhall who have been waiting there for a few hours while playing pool. Karen was damn happy once she saw me. That kawaii face of hers was as bright as the sunflower smiling from the first moment I appeared. Corey has gone a lot bigger from last time I saw him I should say. I even poked his chest and asking what he has been doing these days, and whether he has been going to gym.

I was waiting there for them to finish the previous game, and teaming up with Corey the whole time. Anyways panpan called our phones. Corey picked up his call, handed the phone to me, and panpan started to sound grumpy saying how many times I've rejected him. Without starting my first game with my peeps, I walked to a corner to have our private talk. After handing back the phone to Corey, they were on the phone for a while saying something bad about me, not that I'd want them to continue more...

3 hours of Jap food and karaoke can never be bad. As I was hungry, I ordered the food with Corey first whereas Karen was left alone singing. The button was seemingly laggy for some reason which pissed me off a bit, Corey and Emily were laughing their heads off to my irritation. So we've ordered a decent amount of food for 4 people. In the meantime, trying to keep a minor amount left for beverages later, as I suggested. I couldn't wait to onomnomnom in the first one hour while Karen was there singing her heart out. Corey, Emily and I felt like as if we were staying there in the concert having our food lol Btw I really got tired partnering with Karen who loves to pick the ones required for lots of yelling...Lots of photos taking for food, having all my favourite food across the table with my favourite brother and sister all night long...

Including our happy hour wildly taking crazy photos on the train. Corey, Emily and I couldn't hold our laughter though there were still some people sitting around us. Our plan was to take super ugly terrorist photos. Most of the time, I was the one acting ugly. But yes, I mean, I don't mind taking ugly pictures to make this couple happy :3

Tasks for the day (14th of July)

Did a lot for the day:

• done calling the healthcare centre asking about something we concerned with
• done calling the fire safety inspection to book for the time this coming Wednesday
• Misunderstanding between something that I was going to explain when asking this lady to take off the tag only, she was shocked seeing the tag was fully damaged. So without I was going to tell her what really happened, she thought that was made by someone who tried to steal their product away before we purchased it. Hence, she went to get me with a new one all in a sudden...Sorry...I seriously wasn't taking advantage on purpose..It was just pure luck..
• I went back to get her ring size changed from that pinkish shop. Size 10 is the largest size so far, hopefully size 10 fits him..
• Two cakes I ate today at St James westfield were hmmm....what are the names?....Banana brittle tart I guess? And Caramel and salty peanut with ferrero as the base...Too damn good mate...shooo good that I don't know what's the best word to describe this heaven-like desserts...
• Checked my results for uni. I am satisfied with my media major in this sem. I wouldn't know it could be that high. Only two marks away from getting distinction is such a progress I've made there. Now you understand why I say productivity makes more progress? It really does...And busy life keeps good work? It truly works...
• The rest of my night was to plan my outings with two groups of people. Other than that, I talked to some individuals such as Kael and Seri. They both told me they would be attending this cosplay competition soon in August. If I can really make that, I'd definitely treat them as idols taking hell lots of pictures with them haha...

However, the only thing uncomplished for the day was my AIT timetable in which I was having a lot of trouble planning everything ahead. There is not much alternatives for me to do two of my favourite courses because they all are clashed with my uni timetable. Now you see how hard it is to manage two timetable at the same time? When one doesn't fit another, you have to wisely pick what's the best for you to handle. So many things I've come across when making my own timetable. The workload, break time, travelling time between AIT and uni, the difficulties of some courses if taking altogether, also the need to spare some time for my upcoming internship, are all the unavoidable limitations for making a timetable...As I couldn't decide what changes I should make to my uni timetable, Pai suggested me to go back home to have my second thought and come back here tomorrow... 

Cry once, and twice (13th of July)

Do you get how upset I was in the morning after a few hours of being pissed off by the same person, because the tag from the quilt we got was not taken off, she tried to use the hammer to remove it herself, and turned out to be the worst decision ever damaging our new product, and then I was looking for solution to it but failed to find a magnet to take it off still...then for some minor things, she got really pissed at me though I literally did nothing wrong..and I was blamed for having trouble to resemble the device she just bought because I seriously ain't a man...This is not bad enough...her full yelling and ranting for almost 3 hours got me so upsetting. Plus I walked to somebody's house for nothing as I was told that his dad was home at that time. But then, he sneaked me in after I showed a bit of temper...I couldn't hold it anymore so I sobbed.

Later we slept together in that remaining one hour. Before we left his house, he was picking which jacket he'd be wearing tonight, I saw heaps of messages between this girl and him, I instantly got jealous. I've been knowing that it's really not necessary to get jealous of this person. So I went blue again, adding more sadness to my day, my day has been so grey...Until I started talking back when we got on the train. For some reason, I became a bit high later on. The Korean restaurant where we first had a date at back in 18 months ago, was the one he wanted to go tonight. The only thing I don't suggest here is not to order too much food at once. If you are unsure how much you can eat, please wait til you finish the ones you've ordered. That was something wrong we did tonight. Although seafood pancake, beef mix and Korean noodles made a perfect combo, doesn't mean that our stomachs could accommodate all of these. Where did my appetite go? I seriously was also wondering by looking at that two boxes of take-away..

It was really not cold tonight, which was good for both of us to stay at the park to chat for a bit. Either the alcohol got me high or I was quite engaging to the conversation, I became talkative for a while. But the more is that I couldn't stop my attempt to tease him no matter what. He sure enjoyed my evilness. Towards the end, he asked to go to Starbucks to get his coffee to reduce the effect of alcohol. Yes...he was nearly falling asleep at the bench because of that...>.>

And we played some sort of games by asking each other some questions. Before I knew him, I wouldn't give a shit to whoever my bf talks to, after start dating with him, I've turned into one jelly bean, even I feel so disgusted and uncomfortable...The only way to make it stop is to keep myself busier for now, which is what I'm up to recently...You never know how annoying I feel about being one jelly bean here....It is really not what you can help..Now I understand why flirty people are so damn hateful...Yeah right..I am talking about myself, and you~