Driving lesson, Bday celebration (5th of December)

Happy bday to both Eric and Brian!!

Eric didn't organize any bday celebration this year

but Brian did

but I only went to his dinner at night because I got my car lesson with Nick in the afternoon

firstly

thanks to Nick's initiative to teach me how to drive

we went Oatley park to try it first

he was next to me explaining almost everything

whenever I came across with different problems as I drove around

saying he's more of a instructor which is true

as if he has gained a few years of teaching experience

from how much he knows about getting passed in driving exam

or even, some small things that he asked me to take notice of

I started from a really slow pace but later

slowly picking up that feels of driving after an hour

he asked me to drive at that narrow path for a few times

a police car followed at the back too lol

but luckily I was quite calm for some reason

of course

there was once I stepped on accelerator instead of brake 

the car sped up all in a sudden almost hit the edge of the road >.>

well well well

me still happy to learn a lot from that 2 hours :3

we even went to the beach to have a walk haaha

oh and Brian's din din was shooooooo happy!

a while back then from that last time I met everyone else

again, David was going somewhere at night, as he said via the message

but then he changed his mind

saying he would stay for din din

not sure whether that seriously was by accident or he seriously dodged to see me lol

but anyways he did end up stay la

we 5 had some casual talk the whole night

like discussing our job, studies

same old same old

or just, some past untold lol

Harry's crush is going to fly back to China

he would probably miss her so much lol

oh oh and Harry's toy with the hole lmao

still think that is the funniest thing I remembered from him as Brian raised that up

not to mention some people like Catherine, Leon and Shane

those names are never forgotten in our stories told

oh and road trip!

I mean, definitely, why not?

more road trip details will be discussed further hahaha

already had that joy of fulfilling though we weren't up to the plan yet haha

lastly

congratulation to David who is going to work in Westpac next year :)

now I got two friends who work there ahhaha

btw no awkwardness between him and I nao la

and I wish we would have that barrier removed as we become closer back again~

like what mum said

may that one day when people have grown old

and we start to memorise things together

everything regardless happy or sad that we went through together is what we value the most

maybe our friendship could be reformed :)

PS: so many bridesmaids on my way to Central this afternoon

but the taboo topics like sex or whatsoever is being talked so loud like other common topics

in white group lol

haha typical white people

(4th of December)

After pulling an all nighter

I couldn't be awaken til 11ish this morning

I know how unhealthy that is to stay overnight

but having that intention to finish the whole animation was really because ideas bombarded~

though to make every move seem realistic have taken me so much time to experiment over and over..

but me so happy to see the finished product of my own

continued to work on it during my VFX

asking Adam about how to do the swing movement

he taught me a faster way to make it happen

later at studio where I still was frustrated at some little things of my animation

I tried to fix some minor problems

while messing it up accidentally...

some events held at AIT

and that I was asked to go home when I was about to send somebody my file to show

on my way home

I couldn't hold my excitement to tell dar dar about how I made my animation

that moment of sharing almost lit me up...

at night
sis asked me to check on something for her
she said she failed the course which I partly did her final..
so I was expected to write her an email
or say, to make her email sound more reasonable when her tutor reads it
it was all about misunderstanding or everything I assumed
not that she actually failed
but maybe there was some mistake made by her tutor
and that some parts of her marks weren't recorded to make up her result~
it's been like a practice to learn how to deal with something unexpected
like tonight
I tried to calm her while thinking over how to solve her problem~

after showing the animation to dar dar
he said he liked it
but only that the movements could be lessened within that 6 sec
then it would be even better!

Emo~(3rd of December)

I almost feel that now jogging has become a really important part in my life

most likely, something that will bring me with spirit to start off the day

I just love how contented I feel each time I finish my race

that is, really my own race in fact

I learned how to jog alone with only music on

but to finish each 1km

I need to have so much encouragements to keep myself going

or else I would probably pause for so many times

I then realized the big theory in life

not to mention about my wish to join marathon next year

but the most I get from achieving my own goal has gained me so much feels

the brighter side I continue to feel through jogging

the consistency I try to keep up with is as if hinting me the same should be applied to work

of course, I now know how not to give up will bring me with more happiness

like from times, reaching the goal seems impossible

have all turned into possibles

10km was so far from me 

but I did it

like for real :)

btw feeling a bit upsetting to let go of that Kangxilaile variety show

though I ain't really a big fan

but it does have accompany me for over a decade

not sure whichever show will get me the same feels with this one

I don't think any shows will have done the same...

the hosts all tried to repress their feelings

but all I can see is how reality is shown onscreen

which they don't normally show 

now I see no acting or exaggeration

but only the truth of a bunch of lovely human beings

goodbye to Kangxilaile

the host is right

it is irreplaceable

but may it root in our really deep of heart and memory

anything has an end

maybe this is the best to end it this way...

say another goodbbye to my friend Kevin again

now it's real that he's leaving for Hong Kong for good

well

I know I will see him again next June for one more time

but just that losing one friend has never been easy~ 

Continuing goal reached (2nd of December)

Reaching my goal in jogging has always made me a better day

without achieving this

I think my day would have been lack of something

as endurance jogging coach repeatedly said to me

you've done well

keep going

keep challenging yourself

I think this indeed has echoed a lot in real in my mind

Learning so much for VFX

Adam is getting to teach us 3D effect by using camera perspective

trying to familiarize myself for using that technique

with also the lighting he later taught in half of the lesson

I now understand how movies are done even more

While everyone still hasn't started their animation

and I also finished half of it

he came

and saw

also to tell me where I should improve

but overall

he felt happy for my result :)

For Nick's lesson

I stuck at somewhere when we were asked to draft the human figures by using cylinders to represent

he came and saw my ugly drawings haha

then sat next to me for some private teaching lol

he is such a considerate teacher who came over for a few times to ask whether I am fine haha

since I was quite embarrassed for not being able to draw well

he kept encouraging me to not feel that way :)

correcting somebody's articles right after I got home

yes, I already felt heaps tired on my way home la

but still, didn't think that my energy could last for that long haha

also expressing to mum about how happy I felt for the day :)

including my new record reached xD

PS: wish my friend Kevin all the best in his coming future

there will be some day we meet again

which is next June lol

I will miss you too! *waves in tears*

(1st of December)

• had some weird dreams in the morning. It was about a battle between dar dar and I vs the monster called Google. Same name, but not that Google lol~ Later we defeated it with 1/4 HP and left the rest to somewhere which I couldn't recall~ What was more ridiculous was that we went to some place to have a dancing lesson. The one that taught us was sort of molesting me in a way. He asked me to take off a few layers as I was wearing 5 lol~ funny how much dream I remembered >.>
• I thought it wouldn't be a productive day til I gained back my energy from doing something. Like I updated my blog posts. Also finished correcting someone's two articles. I have to say somebody has improved so much via lots of practice these days. Wishing him to improve more so he could succeed in passing Ielts in his second time :)
• Oh and I showed my own diary back in 9 years ago. I somehow found it in my notebook where I recorded all my pw and accounts on it. To see how much change has undergone in my Eng writing, I had this bizarre feeling towards my own writing lol It was almost a sign of purity hahah
• Not to mention how I sorted out everything in my phone. Now, photos and videos could be removed to spare some space for other stuff lol I also gathered all my best work in the same folder from my hard drive so that it is easier for me to look for that category...
• of course, I finally downloaded and installed AE, but somehow the activation failed despite I followed every single step from the instruction on the site....Trial version that is, again~ Trying to find out how to crack the software but ended up with nothing~
• spent the whole night working on my 6 sec robot animation but only finished less than 2 sec hahah To make the character move frame by frame is time-consuming...really....
• continued to try every way to uninstall, crack the software, generate the code etc....sigh...annoying much...

(30th of November)

• on period....bloody butt~
• no sports...coz of period
• finished almost 1/3 of my animation --> 2 secs out of 6 secs lol
• thought the friggin pc failed to save my work. Almost gave me a heart attack. Til I found out it worked fine in another pc~
• hate Mac~really hate it. Always have problem in using it....=.=
• downloading AE took a while...
• finished downloading it at sharp 12....no good....still need to take some time to install it~ oh please....please don't piss me off this time...

(29th of November)

在去某猪家前

买了10串肉串

等了那么10来分钟

在他家看了两部片子

各种囧的片段让我们爆笑不断

应验了那句话

人生窘态

应该是看了两部片子后的眼睛疲劳吧

我们俩瘫在床上不想起

许久才决定好去打包

吃了我喜爱的夫妻肺片

但~

弄得我牙齿麻痹

应该就是辣味的关系

所以牙齿久久不能止住那疼痛感~

后某猪叫我喝那一杯盐水

才大大地减去了疼的感觉

说起来还挺有效的

如他说的

生活的小智慧~ 嘿嘿

嘛

只是晚上太‘晚’回家的原因

又再被麻麻大骂一顿

嘛

我就是嘴贱呀

不回嘴就没事了喂

忍啊~

真得忍~

她总是以老妈的姿态说话

我能怎么着？

好吧~

就是我的错喂

哪次不是我的错了？