Saturday, 12 December 2015

(12th of December)

even though Nick is unavailable today
he was responsible enough to tell me that in the morning
but today was another day of laziness
well, sort of
I played a game or two~
while waiting for my pc to be turned on
it friggin sitting there silent with blue screen
not loading or anything as I finished lunch
for a second
I was thinking that downloading movie might be the cause of the failure
and that I clicked the option of repair
waiting it to solve the problem
yet
an hour of waiting
nothing had happened 
black screen with the logo happened to load
another hour of waiting...

lucky it was an temporary failure
instead of a real crash
or else I had no idea how that I could ask mum to get me a new pc...
which she is really likely to reject me

night night time
been editing another image on ps
my final work looking good
with layers by layers changing
with such changes in size, colour, erase the unwanted part etc
just a lot of work for a single image that you cannot imagine
I think by creating my own masterpiece will be a really good practice in my ps skills
even I would say that
my ps skills have developed much faster than ever
though it's still a long way to turn something strange into more of a real object in the image

Friday, 11 December 2015

混事儿~(11th of December)

疲倦感甚重。清晨无法起。计划get cancelled。醒来时已晚。上课途中几乎被火风融化。

上的那什么compositing的课很好玩。终于彻底接触到rendered passes在电影里担任的重要角色。不过学起来并不容易。对每一个pass还是充满着各种的好奇心。除了挖掘出他们的function外,还要懂得如何在图片里搭配起来制作出一种真实感。。

此外,晚上跟某猪去jap restaurant celebrate我们的monthsary。我们一遇见的时候在AIT的那new building聊了一下天。之后还坐在某角落跟他说着我这几天的事儿~嘛,突然想起我跟Lisa在路上遇见的一couple简直是亮瞎眼。嘛,题外话~anyways。。。(本猪没睡够,无法逻辑思维)

吃上了一个set meal的combination的东东。还叫了wagyu beef sushi。两人吃得蛮欢乐的。各种调侃各种troll。貌似还有一瞬间的宁静让他错觉以为我怎么了。嘛,平时的疯疯癫癫大家都见识过了。偶尔的安静时需要的~

回家后很不爽某麻麻的话语。as if I‘ve always changed my phone like others。。。只不过是提出了一个请求而已。她却总是把我归类为电器搞破坏的一者。凡是我电子器材有问题都肯定是我用坏了~

聊点开心的事~那就是,某giant关我开始的时候挂掉了。第一关的那乱入让我措手不及。。。因为有克属性的giant让我有点不知怎么打。很坑爹地打了几十下也只是扣不到十分之一的血~不过被大侠指点了后,我猛然间开窍了。刚好在那我快挂的千钧一发珠子排得完美到极致~一下子就把giant打到了~而且!快没血的时候才发现抱大腿的是补血的monster~以为自己快game over了又gain到一万血活过来。。。还在最后遇到强袭giant!虽然在不够血的情况下,没有勇气去打下去。。。不过嘛,像某猪说的,lucky猪正是在下。。

Thursday, 10 December 2015

(10th of December)

今天呀的没时间去寄信。。
不过也算了= =
还能怎样
牙疼
所以吃东西太慢
时间不够这样子嘛。。

然后今天吧
life drawing了
裸模好敬业
一进来没有半点生疏地脱去自己的衣服
接着就直接展示她那娴熟的poses了
我还没来得及放下手机
30秒的作画就已经拉开序幕了...
我急促地拿着铅笔画下我第一幅不怎么样的画
她就已经要换pose了
我跟Lisa两人相互尴尬地苦笑了一下 lol

后面的就开始了1分钟
5分钟
10分钟
还有15分钟的作画
每次的pose都让我觉得很陌生
还很有挑战性
每次我看了后都有点不知如何下笔的感觉
不过也都是这么过来的
最后虽然画的还是不怎么滴
不过第一次嘛
已尽力了
看看旁边的人
有些画的大师级的
有些跟我一样
画风羞涩不大气
难得看到老师自己集齐的画册
他的那水平实在是让人惊叹
不知道何时我们才能达到那种高度 lol

过后吧
我某次偷偷对着我的画
也刚好对准模特拍了张照
等break的时候
她还走过来我们这边看我们的画
很淡然地对我们说
都画的很棒呢

也许是对写生还是画活体起来兴趣
所以回家的时候也不由自主地在火车里拿起笔
对着坐在前面的人画了一番
整个车厢里的某人某事被我这一刻记录了下来
还感觉挺自豪的
还真是个好主意呢
或者有时我无聊时都可以把这些时间当作作画的一个机会
挺不错的吧

PS: 在Nick的班里偷吃cherries所以刚好有次
他一转过来
我紧张了一下怕被他看见
不小心把核吞了进去
刚好晚饭时麻麻说起了吞核的事
她说什么某些核子吞了会有毒素
就说了一下cherries
想起了此事
为了给自己台阶下我说了多么滑稽的事  哈哈
PS2: 终于打到了aliens
进化了某兽
不过肥龙还待集素材~

Wednesday, 9 December 2015

(9th of December)

again
4 times of uphills for 10km today
starting to imagine myself to join ct2surf next year
or maybe now I daydream much? lol

oh the group has started to discuss plan for road trip neh
David has mentioned kangaroo valley which some people suggested to go somewhere closer
so we ended up saying maybe just go Kiama

somebody confessed
embarrassed
and a bit of awkward
plus confusion
also half rejected and half accepted 

tooth
the same one hurt again when having lunch
no way that happens!
I mean...
please don't do this to me....
I've had enough of pain from swelling gum lately...

having my VFX lesson for compositing layers
learning so fast 
had problems at times
asked teacher for help
solved, learned
productive lesson
gotta review or else forget the steps though

since somebody forgot about today is Wednesday
I totally got mad at him
he was almost begging for my forgiveness in that one hour
I trolled~
but still
got over it with what you call it
the sweet words overdosed~

while continuing working on my own image
adding other elements and effects to make that fantasy heavenly kind of feel

have heard that our drawing lesson tomorrow will be to do with life drawing
wooooohooooooo
naked models!
I'm coming~~
no lateness allowed
or else we can't get in~
some figures I really wish to see will be the fat woman with saggy boobs
or an old man with tiny penis lmao>.>
but seriously~
can't wait to do my first ever life drawing
like ever~ :)
always good to try something new in life xD

Tuesday, 8 December 2015

PS wannabe (8th of December)

Exceeded 10km jogging at uphills this morning
can't explain how satisfying that was!
same as usual
I kept aiming for a further distance towards the end
I've never asked enough of what I do
like come on
challenging yourself to enter another level could always make you grow even faster
so yes
as expected
6 minutes added to the duration for that uphill session
not too bad
just 6 minutes :)
felt so salty with flies around me though
as if I came from somewhere smelly hahah
somebody even suggested me to practice at that main road where ct2surf will take place at
it would be awesome if I really can lol

and and and
since today has been a free day for me
I stayed home to draw
not a while ago
miku was drawn on the paper
ALIVE lol
I mean
the way I looked at my own drawing makes me alive hahaha
I worked on it for the whole night
like
right after I watched one episode of super orator
I came back to draw her limbs and everything else
I tried several times to draw the her legs
asking mum to see what seems to be unnatural
she pointed out maybe this
or maybe that
repeating the same thing for so many times til it looks completely right

Before going to sleep
I was only going to try some new things in PS
but didn't know that I sank into making another fairytale composited image as I was inspired
I started my own project at mid-night
and brain still running like a speedy wheel throwing me with a lot of ideas
so that I couldn't even get myself to a supposedly sleeping mode
yes
I have to say
the next day at 6-ish
when the world was still in deep sleep
the indulgence of getting it finished had kept me awake the whole night
oh god
that feels
ok peace...

Monday, 7 December 2015

(7th of December)

靠了喂~早上的diarrhoea让我整个人都不好了
如真让我有一秒的时间松懈
说不定那一整坨shit都飞溅出来了
那难受呀
半小时的人不人鬼不鬼的感觉
我到了central后飞似的去了趟厕所
哇靠~
那瀑布般的几下雷打在几秒内似乎就把整条肠子掏空了
仿佛就是重生后的那股爽劲让我整一天的心情都好好哟~
哟哟哟哟哟~~

我在去往AIT的路上某人就跟我开起了shit的玩笑
说我输了这战争因为厕所得到了胜利的果实
不过我赢得了快乐和自由什么鬼的
嘛~
原来这就是生活的乐趣
无穷无尽的乐趣

之后嘛嘛嘛
在AIT做了蛮多东西的
还看了Lisa的那什么storyboard
让我最印象深刻的是
她的characters和动作都栩栩如生
连一些小细节都能让她捕捉到
很不容易哇~

随后放学了
我还在同一个room画起了我的3 game systems
周围的老外那聊的欢呀
我仿佛就是置身于一片杂闹声中的一个外人
静静地做着我自己的事情~

还有那什么
吓si宝宝了
在去KFC的路上
旁边一男人被几个警察抓了起来
那人还真的看起来很有问题
除了像是一个吸毒吸得很那啥的人外
眼神貌似也很有杀气
警察蜀黍棒棒的~
继续为民除害 :3

某猪今晚去了唱K
所以某har等着他回家找她
所以回家后某har继续做着她自己的事情
包括跟麻麻聊着天儿~
还有还有还有就是终于
终于地存了照片和videos
fatties的videos终于所有都存起来了
也算是了结了这事儿

oh oh最后嘛
某猪回家后
我们还商量着到时候要一起record songs
还有就是!
终于拿到了我game斧头的所有素材
终于可以进化啦!
是吧
今晚可以安心地去睡个好觉了 :3

Sunday, 6 December 2015

(6th of December)

same as usual
going to dar dar's house to chill
we lied on the bed talking about what we did the day or two
he hugged me on the side and back or we swapped positions to feel more comfortable
we laughed hysterically for something small and big
we played game while talking something funny
had our time to shop around to get food for our dinner
except that we didn't cook together
I napped all way through him cooking
ate spicy hot pot together while watching running man and other variety show
an ordinary day again, with dar dar~