Designs.. (18th of July)

Right...

Forgot to mention I also met Nick last night

the talk we had was so much getting me to think more about my own career path

I haven't seen this guy for too long

but this doesn't pull us distant

as we still feel the same each time

as we meet

we got a lot to chat

we give so much advice to each other

we just purely care

this is all it matters

friends will always be friends

regardless how often we connect

morning play with mummy on bed for more than an hour

the house was full of laughter

the tickling was real

giggling brightened up the day

we just never run out of sweetness..

Thanks for dar dar to dl those software for me

anyways...Finished two designs in one go

The exec all had me positive feedbacks

except Bar who once again, had that slightly negative comment

But no, it didn't affect me at all

and after all, majority rule

two designs were accepted by them all

only some minor changes should be made

by adding some logos..

neck was sore...

making mummy to massage there a bit before we both went to sleep

her massage was really that effective to alleviate my pain..

thanks for that mummy..love ya...

Another untitled (17th of July)

Jessie这搞timetable的实在是细致入微
刚开始聊了几句我就感觉到她的友好
然后从她那得到了一些我想了解的新资讯
比如那些film industry的问题她推荐我去找Helen和Patrick谈谈
我跟她聊完后我感觉自己又充满了无限的力量
因为在那开始茫然的地方
我已渐渐找到了那一束光

之后在AIT也见到了好几个老朋友
见到Pai和Katty是我最惊讶的
她们俩决定又返回AIT来念Bachelor
原因十分简单
一来学费便宜
二来可以把Diploma的所有credits转去Bachelor

嘛
还有与Nelson小朋友的那半小时的对话
实在是让我欣喜万分
好久好久没跟这家伙说话了
我们一见面就谈论着彼此的将来
他说感觉我比较像是以后会做banker的那类型的人
然而我对那方面一点也不感兴趣
。。。

Talking to my little Jacq in the afternoon as I stayed at one of the rooms to chill
we all in a sudden have become so much closer since ever
we found so much in common
and her determination to help me go through that stage of hardship
in which she promises PnD would be starting fresh

Though I was also told by her in how Bar has this attempt to remove some of my members
I mean, this is my department after all
shouldn't I be the one to make up my mind?
I know how much she has grudge against me
like how she said she's getting jittery towards me being not able to get my design done
I felt nothing, like seriously nothing.....
I guess I'm getting to accept how things won't always go right haha

Taken a little step.. (16th of July)

me coming all the way to AIT

just for that presentation

seeing the presenter to do a breakdown of the scene

has driven me even stronger to get into film industry

but this is not just about chasing a dream

it's more about how to get into it

she suggested to make yourself more valuable by joining association and connect with the professionals

also I was told that Houdini and Nuke were the two core software using in film industry

so if we really want to land our foot to the door

mastering these two is the first

I had no idea how I took that gut to ask a question in Q&A

I guess it might be due to that attempt to push myself out of my comfort zone

it's a big leap to somewhat who I ain't these days

the improvement I had for my social skills

the collaboration and all

everything that isn't used to be me

or was me a super long time ago

has gotten their way back

I even would go ask for more info after the session

as if doing this is getting a bit closer to my dream

guess what

every little thing does matter

I, will be more involved in things

with hope

everything will go much further...

PS: carefully writing that email to avoid the inappropriate length either scare people off or doesn't seem keen enough...

Smashed...(15th of July)

make a good friend at seminar

Arman is totally good-ish

he doesn't even seem like the one who's been working in the industry for almost 10 years

was a good talk overall

AND seminar was great

Sumaya provided us with some other good tips in job search

association is definitely a good way to start with

network is second

what she means is

looking for job should start with looking around who's around you

expand that cycle will always do good in achieving a goal in the really first step

ahh thanks for le cute couple

Jacq and Eeyore is so good at organizing

their ideas on the timeline is really what you call promotion

I agree Find Henry will be a good one to appeal more people

Without this couple

the meeting will be less alive

or even dead

or maybe just me who was talking

to myself lol...

Summer is sweet

me had that emotionally troubled talk with her after the meeting

her words has healed me a little

another business talk with le somebody

his ambitious business talk has amazed me heaps

I would always support him no matter what

but just not sure my suggestions will really help

cooking time began

me still have trouble with slicing

that is what I look down on myself

even some basic cooking skills...I still am trying to master that...

Tuesdi..(14th of July)

Another semester has arrived

my reading cinema class is a huge class

consists of more than 40 people

I was being stared at as I walked in

due to I was late for almost 20 minutes...

the movie is a bit ridiculous in some ways

the dad falls in love with the daughter's best friend

and has always been living in his sex fantasy...

guess what

the movie is called American beauty

so I guess beauty, in this case

is the spark on the major changes in American life

the study of repression, isolation and fulfillment lies upon

the wickedly dark humor at the heart of tragedy...

......................

rushing back to Uni

where the seminar was held at business building

today, it was the discussion of what stages it might have for job application
I've learned a lot from online application, psychometric testing to final interview
Sumaya's tips are cool
at least I gotta know something new in that one hour

a good sharing time with dar dar at Jap restaurant
cept that my brain wasn't thinking straight
or else I would have more to tell him

somebody has my full support right here
I know how stressed one might be
so I should back him up like what I promised... 

Good offer...congratz (13th of July)

We were both glad that she got what she wanted

she now can re-do the English course again

because the consultant we interviewed with

was willingly to put her to study for English

though she also requires for another 5 hours per week to look for a job

things are getting better... :)

I took her to that restaurant I went last time

the western one somewhere close to World Square

where it's located under the stairs

this time, with more people sitting inside

maybe because of the cold weather outside

everyone moved back in to keep them warmer

we ordered two dishes to share

one was my chocolate waffles and hers was the ocean trout

took a long time for us to wait for the dishes

but they really worth for the wait

I had that a mouthful of crumble cookie like waffles 

with the addition to the ice-cream next to it

and another bite of the banana pieces

le feel was like diving into a cloud of candies

however...after my great lunch

I was starting to get too tired to walk

or even fell asleep on the train back home

I continued to sleep as I went back

lying on that sofa with a sort of curling baby look with completely nothing covered on top of me

until she came back, put a sheet on me to wrap me over

and lifting up my head, tried to place the pillow under my head to make me more comfortable

awakened by her at 5-ish

that laziness started to fight back to sleep while she was using her greatest effort to pull me up

I slumped all over on her shoulder

then legs

and behind her butt

playing dead

trying to hold the laughter as she tickled me everywhere...

I bet that was one of the best time I had with mum these days :3

so anyways...

a good day but apparently couldn't meet my expectation to be productive

didn't get to finish much by the end of the day

except that planning for the meeting on Wed

a typical schedule for a meeting for me to clearly know what I'll be telling them

lastly...

results are out

I'm more than happy to receive them

and that one mark difference for two of my courses to enter the next level was so frustrated

I mean...why does it always do this me

come on...why is it always ended up close, like friggin close to what I want

but not exactly what it is...

why so fuss about that 1 mark?

no....certainly not at all

one was just 1 mark to cr, and another is 1 mark to d....

=.=

Motivation..(12th of July)

因为失眠的关系

所以第二天吃完早餐后又去睡觉了

这么一睡就睡到了下午1点才起床

老妈说她一进我房间看到我的猪样就不舍得叫我起床了。。

难道我真的长得那么像猪吗。。

好吧。。

那50页终于读完

完了这本书后我发觉我对digital media industry有更深的一层认识

在学习的当中

我还做了一些笔记

把一些书里提及到的有影响力的organisations记了下来

以在今后能对这些展开一系列的research

然后更好的了解这个领域

另外，当然遇到不懂的东西

我都有上网搜索了解了一下这些新资讯

还有把书里某些内容当作是锻炼我阅读能力和英语上的积累

我大概最近像是被什么激发了一样

刹时间对各种知识的渴求源源不断

最后

我终于把resume修改好了

每字每句都有精心考虑过才写上的

我感觉就是虽然我经历不多

但我人诚恳

有时候诚恳的人会更容易打动别人

skills是可以学的

但动力和态度是自身具备的

态度端正拥有上进心和取得成功的动力

我认为这些都是在培养任何一种能力的前提

我并不想因为自己缺乏资历而自卑

因为我相信我可以得到更好的

PS: 感谢fattie的支持

像我说的

只要是精神上的支持对我而言就已经足够了

至于金钱上的，我觉得这不应该造成我成啃老族的理由

老实说我是需要的

但我并不想成为负担

也知道他们是愿意的

但我更愿意努力自己来承担这一切