粽子节 (20th of June)

修电脑又是一整天的事
还没弄好那该死的adobe
ae, pr所有的所有在时间一分一秒的流失中一个也没下到
由于不想被前几天再出现的malware骚扰到
现在下任何东西都谨慎到不行
宁愿不下也不要下错
真的

用cloud装固然安全
但龟速般地慢
然后好吧
我承认我态度恶劣到家了
甚至有时候我是故意刁难某人的
某人推荐我去看好笑的东西
还很nice地告诉我怎么解决我的问题
但我丝毫没有感恩的心去答谢他
也貌似根本就没有惭愧的心去跟他道个歉

后记
某M同学不喜欢看imax
还说我故意陷害他
说得自己有多伟大
说他接受也只是帮我
拜托。。。我是可以问别人的好吗
真的说到我扯火
所以最后就算了
直接跟dar dar说我们俩买单票

lastly叻。。
嘛，应该是觉得自己太粘人了
所以开始想傲娇地摆脱这一切了。。
嘛。。粽子节
没有一切是关于粽子的
自己却活得像个粽子似的
彻头彻尾地包裹在一堆莫名的负面思绪里。。

Madness.. (19th of June)

This madness

lasted forever ever ever ever...

from that moment as I thought I had to download that friggin kmp

to crack that trial version of Microsoft office...

it was a troll after all

it IS an activated version in the first place...

so in other words, I didn't even need to look for crack file for it....

but because I did...

I paid for all the cost it had for me

which it screwed my net over...

causing me a lot of trouble and time to look for a solution to get it connected again

and later...the friggin wifi couldn't be found either

I had no idea what the heck was wrong with it...

the pop-up site making me go nuts,,,

I, once again...

recovered my pc...

waiting for it to remove everything

installing everything again...

but for all the adobe softwares..

I had no energy to look for sources to download and install the rest of the night

please let me have some productive hours for my own

movie...

Into the storm is a movie all about this video footage taken by the handheld camera

video recording therefore, became a source to push the story forward

storm was hell cooler than I thought it could be

the convergence of multiple tornadoes together 

made up a huge ass sized one

to hurl people, houses, even the airplanes higher into the sky

the most terrifying death was the guy lifted high by that spirally fire tornado...

watching him burning like a paper, turning into ashes then gone...

it would forever be a nightmare if I were one of the characters..

I enjoyed the plot focuses on the same topic

if you don't take care of the environment

environment, will then take care of you

in a ridiculously terrible way though...

same to that father-son-ship which I think it's one of the most worthy themes here

the story is trying to show what is left there in the aftermath of natural disasters...

it's the love between people

the love that links people together, helps people to be strong

makes people to realize how life it is

makes people to rescue and show sympathy towards others...

this is more important than anything else in this materialistic world

the revenge of nature is scary, but ignoring the ones you love is even scarier

however, during those natural disasters, we've learned and grown to show how to truly love someone

last quote...living here with the love ones is already the luckiest thing ever..

PS: sorry for not caring...

me is so damn selfish...

putting myself in one's shoes...yeh...should do..

Holidays has arrived...(18th of June)

Briefly speaking

conclusion is done, like finally

submitted 2 hours before the deadline

taking photos with somebody in a rainy day lol

din din time with me being super quiet

cutting my beef furiously

for the god sake of imagining it as the friggin pc malware and bug

not too happy for le holidays arrival

maybe that depression came again

I don't know

However

coming back home for a night of pc recovery

or refreshing

the removal of all the apps etc

needed to install 

spent my night that is supposedly to watch a movie

to install almost all the apps back

except Microsoft office and adobe products

those need most time to install back

perhaps, the whole day...

been thinking so much for film industry

while getting and reading so much for that

I really got no time left to waste

But now I know what I want to become, in what way I want to make something happen

I am not lost at all

I have my vision

I am looking forward to see that bright future

and again, as I think too much tonight

I couldn't fall asleep til late hahaha...

Final essay (day 4) (17th of June)

Staying at uni today to finish the last bit of my final essay

the references found at different sites

le conclusion still be awaited to write

le editing, re-editing for multiple times

paragraphs re-arranged

sentences deleted, added in

more resources found

less lengthy sentences chopped down

corrected some grammar etc

a lot to do

exactly

dinner time with dar dar at le Jap place

checked my result for Typography

seeing my final mark as 90 for my title sequence

 as well as my tut tasks that are marked as 90

too cheerful for me to calm my ass

never have any of my videos gained such a high mark before

le improvement

my efforts are paid off

see how all my hard work has turned into something expectedly

I really have a stronger belief in hard working does gain you something at the very least

and making you happy at the end

you may not feel it

must be that moment hasn't come

yet, you should never give up believing there would always be one day the success arrives

PS: thanks for peep's telling

or else I would have thought to go uni early tomorrow just for the printing

I might still be that someone who isn't mindful about things

but I learn not to be...still on my way.. lol

PS1: fun with him though he constantly took my beanie off on purpose

just to humiliate me as revenge or such ahahah

Final essay (day 3) (16th of June)

Part 3 essay writing today

Interstellar analysis written so well

never run out of things to explain

because there are just so much I can write about for this movie

le visual aspect, or from the narrative recurrences

either way is closely related to the concept of transition

time, oldness and newness, or simply just about the elegy of death in film

Le talk with my junior high school friend worth mentioning here

he's a good friend to keep

his major will have something to do with mine

wish there will be some day, might be that one day

I need his help, same as he needs mine

getting some friends altogether to achieve something big

should rely on the fact that keeping those with the same interest with you

the same passion with you

something we both enjoy doing...

PS: dar dar seems relaxed

I teased him for being a fatso

he said he would be back to that old him once he finishes his thesis xD

Final essay (day 2) (15th of June)

Nothing much mentioning today

except for the essay writing part 2 is done

my plan to write 1000+ words for the film Decasia is done nice and neat

So much love :3 

ready for the third part 

PS: watching le Super Orator has gained something about life and courage

law and love

science and persistence

I think each one of them represents one part in life

they all are the heroes passing on so much for the society

thanks for all that inspiration :)

Final essay (day 1) (14th of June)

Been preparing for the final for a while

did a lot of epic readings

looking for a lot of resources as a part for that too

jogged down notes for the key concepts

figured out how the structure goes in the beginning, middle and end

knowing the big direction for how it'll be written

and finally, getting started to write for the first paragraph

that is what consider as the most important part

and to get an essay finished faster

without the actual starting, one that can never be done quick

once something has started, the rest will be good to reach a fine end

guess some Chinese really need to learn some respect and manner staying at a quiet place

it is, like what dar dar described tonight

there were several Chinese making too much noises in the library...

btw, found out that Interstellar would be the one related to my final essay's topic

which is good

as I already have done some research for this movie that night as I watched it

happy that it saves me some time to look for movie and watch it

now, I have more confidence in this final essay :3 weeeeeeee

PS: cute conversation at late night about cheating

le thesis cheat...so much love...