Truth out (1st of November)

Yes, every guy does make some mistakes in their lives. Thanks for revealing that part of you after been lying to us all these years. We forgive you, and hope that like what you said, everything is over in your other end. I also hope I'll see your kids soon. They must be two beautiful children because they have a great dad like you who care for them a lot, more than a lot. I know you've been living in a hardship since you were young, never has anyone helped you to take care of your two kids after their mum, your wife passed away at a young age. We understand all that, and really hope you'll find that happiness in your life. But more importantly, please take care of her well from now on. That's all I want from you :) Also, welcome to this family, I want to say thank you too. Without you, I never get to have a chance to have step siblings...

PS: Sharing the pictures of my trip back to China with my owner was fun. I told him and showed him how many cousins I have, he then was really admired of me having a huge family from both sides. Why? Imagine how happy that is having so many people giving you red pockets during spring festival hahaha

Fight for my executive position (31st of October)

Not a good beginning to start a day with that typical forgetful me forgetting my membership card halfway to Central. Without checking the group discussion on wechat, it would have been even longer for me to travel back home to get my card...Lucky I could still attend my Japanese seminar, the really last seminar for this semester, the really last Jap class ever in my entire uni life. By the time I got there, there was only half an hour left....For the sake of letting someone to accept my sincere apology for being this late, I lowered my head and took a long bow when I confronted Hashimoto sensei...I read her facial expression for being a bit unhappy though >3< I know how inappropriate to submit late work, especially in Japanese culture, this is absolutely not acceptable, as we were all told before...That's why I wasn't surprised that I was told my 3% would be deducted for the lateness this time... :(

Towards the end of the lesson, our one last thing to do was to exchange each other's name card. Hashimoto sensei asked us to write some wishes on them too. Bye Japanese, my favourite course in uni. Since I'm not taking Japanese ever again, I would miss everything and everyone next year...

I felt bad being the reason disrupting someone's discussion sesh with his engineer >3< I was thinking to do the printout myself but somebody was caring to the utmost...He still asked for a break from the engineer just to get my printout >3< Thank you thank you thank you thank you owner ... Thanks for your compliment to my outfit. I know I look damn good today mwahahhaa This is all for the presentation though. I haven't dressed up for so long...

Also...Please do not stare at my legs for this long at the food court. Either for humiliation or an actual compliment, I didn't feel comfortable being checked out by people >.> Please do not do that ever again..

I love our AGM presented in a way of friendliness and creativity. All the previous executives, voters as well as the incoming executives were all sitting across the lecture theater waiting for the president to finish her speech, then it comes to the ones who were running for the executive positions next year, including me. I was down there still thinking what else I should add in my speech after seeing some people were so competitive in presenting their plan and all for next year. Soon it was my turn to present mine, I improvised a bit on the stage since I didn't think my speech was that as engaging as others, especially there was another candidate applying for the same executive position as I...

I did it, that's all I care. Well, I cared about the result too. So I waited, waited and waited for that glorious moment when they made an announcement at the end of the AGM....Somehow I didn't feel that as excited as I expected when I heard my name was called by Kit man. But running as the promotion and design director for next year is something that I've been hoping for, so I'll definitely try my best to take the lead of my department :) I can do it!!

Thanks for everyone's support, feeling happy for all the ones who said congratulation to me; thanks for the ones who gave me hugs, especially the one who waited me for almost half an hour outside of AGM, and walked me to the main gate; thank god that everything is now over, my stress free period is soon to come; thanks for dad's oversea phone call so I could ask more advice from him about how to be a good leader; thanks for owner's understanding, he's right, small things would make a relation fall apart so we have to get minor issue sorted...I really like how he has always been giving constructive feedback on what I do or how I can do well :)

Stuffy brain.. (30th of October)

My brain is down....down down down down down.....down~~~ After an epic day of essay writing close to 2000 words...I could feel that my brain was getting drained to a degree...Yes...just a whole day of essay writing, a design topic that is all about terrorism and counter terror act...

I could have get it finished at 1-ish if I didn't spend that good 2 hours talking to mum...But yes, as she asked about panpan. She was a bit curious of when, what, or why we broke up recently, and I told her everything.

I guess we shouldn't have started that topic =3=...Once it starts, it could never end...

Anyways owner went back home early tonight so we had half an hour break together planning some outings and such. Knowing that I won't go to uni for the whole week next week, he said whether we could have our celebration for finishing both of our projects next Friday. That would be something nice that I'm looking forward to lol

Anyways....getting back to my epic essay....still got 1000 words to go...

PS: Finally the property maintenance can arrange a time for us to fix our tab in the kitchen...Thank god...After all these days....

Disgusting essay writing (29th of October)

Not too much to say here...I bet that my brain has been stuffy full of information on terrorism and such. I couldn't take this anymore...But yes, I still got a little bit more than half to do for tomorrow, the really last day before submitting it. After all, it's so tough reading all those readings. And I think that two hours spent on a single paragraph has wasted because I still ended up removing that part =3=

Thanks for mummy's yelling at my lack of caring for her so that totally killed my mood for an hour, and that I couldn't continue with my work>.> So unfortunate that she had to do that when I was thinking so deep about what to write for my essay, everything was gone from my mind instantly as she started the yelling...

Anyways somebody talked back to me for some reason. I thought I'd never get to have his forgiveness ever again...And it was a right time to talk since I also needed some time to rest my brain after a long day of essay writing...So yeah, I felt happy that he initiated the conversation once again :)

Lastly talking about essay writing...I was told that somebody has written a 50000 essay when he was doing his bachelor. Tough time but unforgettable ey...

PS: I swear I will never ever ever touch the topic of terrorism ever again....It disgusts me to the utmost after this essay lol =3=

Thoughtful chat (28th of October)

I got my quiz's result back today. The only thing I should feel glad about was the progress I had compare to the quiz I did last time. But it was still not good enough...So I have to do good for the final exam!!

Having lunch with somebody after class finished, we both grabbed a box of noodles with two dishes and sitting in the corner to eat. Later, he asked me to write something on my notebook. Then we both went back to work, he walked me back to level 3 in library, and he walked back to his lab.

Coming back home right after I finished another paragraph for my script from the library, I started to do some effective research on my 60% essay that is due this Friday...I hope this isn't too late for something big. Indeed I can still make something happen...After several hours of hesitation, not decided which case study I'll be focusing on, I narrowed down some concepts in several ways because the more time I think about my topic, the less time I'll be having to write my actual contents. No more time to waste, no more time to decide.. I waited for that moment to be inspired by reading hell lots of readings...

Thanks for sharing that link Gwinny. And good luck for everything!!

PS: Thanks for the invite Eric, but I can't make it on Saturday. Really hoping that the trip will be changed to next Saturday for me...lol
PS1: always happy to talk to owner. This thoughtful kid knows me quite well no matter what. He understands my ambition, and knows fairly well for my worriment towards things. I felt like having this lesson taught how to be a better person each and every time from him. Thanks Tao...You are the best..

Senpai's secrets... (27th of October)

My goodness, all in a sudden I had this urge to hug my media tutor because his last speech made me go teary. That was the last tutorial for this semester but that was the first and last time I felt that I love this class THAT much...After the tutorial, Taffy and I walked to upper campus. On our way to get there, she had been talking about the final essay and such, whereas I was listening most of the time.

In Jap lecture, I was sitting with Lisa and the rest. Roslyn then came to sit next to me half an hour after the lecture started. There wasn't anything new to be taught in the last lecture. Instead, we did all sort of revision of all the grammar points we've learned so far. The lecture ended well with this last activity for everyone to guess what senpai's secrets are. In particular, there were some good examples, such as we found Sally senpai's bf is Takuya senpai!!! The good looking Japanese senpai in my language exchange group who I meet once a week....>.> That was soooooo surprisingggg...No wonder I always see them having lunch together at food court xD As well as Fukui sensei's secret, as the last question for the last three competitors to answer. The choices were whether she met her husband from primary, junior high or high school...The answer was primary!!! That relationship...omg-ness.....I'm going to cry T3T...This is sooooooo cuteeeeeeee.....>3< Anyways, the guy sitting in front of me has won the price out of 200 people in the Japanese lecture. The champion deserved the prize haha...Maybe because someone like me who was sitting behind him has passed him some luck xD jokes>.>

I had an awesome break with my friend Kevin at the lawn. I told him so much about my tutoring experience, the videos I recorded on Sunday, as well as our Japanese quiz and exams that are coming. We've got so much to talk about and had so much fun foreseeing the future together lmaoo...Later, we moved to somewhere else to continue with our fun time. He was sort of interested in the subjects I'm doing, so I was telling him how I fell asleep in one of my tutorials last time because I had a hard time holding my sleepiness between 2 and 4pm as always lol...

After all my classes finished at 3ish, I waited for owner for an hour and a half at the library while doing my work. I finished my Jap portfolio in an hour and started looking for some info of entertainment industry and all. I'd like to sign up for this SIGGRAPH conference some day really soon because the aim of this group is aiming for the development for graphics and motion pictures. SIGGRAPH is widely considered as one of the most prestigious forum for graphics research and all :) I believe that it would benefit me at some extent...

Owner has his epic presentation ready for next Friday, so today he was coming to show me his slides and hoping that I can give him some suggestions. His presentation has been one of the smartest presentations I've seen so far. I mean some design and the timeline he made for one of the slides is really impressive. After seeing his slides, I got back to work on my presentation, the one that is for my society next Friday. I also asked him for some good advice on mine halfway through my incomplete presentation.

An hour of busy working on our individual project, we decided to go to the food court to grab some food together. Chilling time to be with this person sitting in the corner and chewing my chicken skewers has always been a great time in my day. Though he got tired by then, I was trying to revive him for a bit by tickling his abs and ribs. He did the same to me so I rolled off the seat as I laughed so much and being tortured by too much tickling. Crazy much ey...I suggested to do a contest to see how long we could endure the ticklishness after that. It was seriously a bad idea when he had this urge to get me laugh to death for half an hour. =3= Oh and and and I saw my tutor walking pass as I started talking about him to Tao that time...Such a timing >.> That's we've got a saying in Chinese, 'never talk about someone during daytime; never talk about ghost at night'>.>

Btw that laughter lasted for another half an hour when I told him that my mum said I looked like an 11-year-old when I tie my hair, he then paused for a sec, claiming that it wasn't a compliment, but an insult, says 'in other words, means your mum thinks you look like the one having intellectual disability or retarded..' =3=...He so mean hahahah....>.>

Anyways...I'm sorry....lol.....No...I mean...I am sorry for Sean, I'm sorry that Tao was taken away by me xD

PS: LOL to Sean's salty cola chicken....Tao said he used bucket to drink water instead of glass because the food was way too salty xD hahahah
PS1: That version of 'little apple' is damn hilarious =3=....I almost choked when I watched it for the first time
PS2: Kevin sannnnn...ganbatte kudasaine!! You are soon to get that shit done...I hope everything goes well to you!!

Naughty kiddy naughty joke (26th of October)

Oh I love tutoring this child. He gave me too much fun by acting random, just like me, who once climbed up somewhere tall in the house and landed my ass on the floor. Yes, he was climbing up high to the top of that mattress standing in his room, lucky I was down there holding him when he couldn't keep the balance, and fell right on me lol...

Thanks for sharing vanilla ice cream with me anyways. They were so good :3 Btw one moment that cracked me up much was when he misheard 'dig' as 'dick' and subsequently pointing at that private part of his>.> Kiddies these days hahahaaha xD

Later I went back to Central to have my dinner alone. Mum must have been having fun with her mate today. I didn't want to bother her so I would rather to leave her to be with her friend there. I had my favourite spicy seafood anyways :) 

Mum should be avoided to the sunlight. Only one day, her skin already got reddened because of that. I felt sorry for seeing her scratching her face and chest so much tonight...Hope she could go to sleep tonight with the itchiness >.<

PS: Let's both get busy Tao. I need to finish my portfolio tonight too. So let's get back to work :)