Thursday, 31 December 2015

迎接2016 (31st of December)

2015年的最后一天了
是陪某猪出去的
虽然今年无法countdown
但过得还算不错啦

我们去了新餐馆吃东西
之后还一直玩游戏
到了某处逛逛什么的
去了QVB找到了Tea room
还去了一次gelatissimo吃着雪糕

最后到晚上还吃了buffet
还是那个串串香
还是那个味道
不过人已变了
串烧依旧好吃
不过拿的食物太多所以无法完成我们所想要完成的分量
开心着开心
开心着新年的降临
回到家继续延续着2015剩下的几个小时的开心
跟麻麻跳着舞庆祝着countdown
迎接2016的第一秒
跟所有人发着祝福的短信和wechat和fb msgs
太多太多的不舍
不过也太多太多的期待
所以更加希望在新的一年里我会有更多的成就
不枉是对自己的恩赐
我来了罢2016~

Wednesday, 30 December 2015

Road trip~ (30th of December)

愉快地又去了第二次road trip~
只不过手机被某人摔坏了
还没准备bushwalking呢当时~
幸好我能控制好自己的情绪
所以不至于一整天闷闷不乐
我也还是很开心地跟他们玩得很high什么的
既然手机的未来未知
那我担心也是无补于事的~
所以呀
心情的掌握很重要
而且road trip这么珍贵
也不想为了点事而把气氛搞僵~

我们4人帮吧
走在narrow小道上
边猜着各自出的题
边注意脚下的路
很多石头很崎岖的路
让整个旅程充满着挑战性
有时会被伸直下来的树枝打到
有时会被斜坡拦到
不过心情依然很愉快的是
有同伴的前行
所有在前进时的每一步变得有趣得多

好不容易去了那个小地方
所谓的destination
四人间突然开始了怀旧
那些高中时所发生过和遇过的所有人和事
像是发生在昨天一样
看到每个人回忆时的欢愉
和沉浸着的那股暖流
不时体现在我们的笑脸上
和肢体语言上~

在回去的时候
我们去了sutherland
吃了lunchie
但是过后
某两人间的矛盾开始了
其实朋友间多的是包容
而并不是每个人都能做到
有时候也能为了食物而吵起来

不过真的非常感谢他们几个人到后来hursy的陪伴
陪了我走了那么多条街去找手机维修
最后终于找到了最便宜的150维修
而且服务还非常不错
另外我也借机会跟那叔叔套近乎  嘿嘿
好吧
Brian的处理方式其实不够成熟的
他还欠我一个道歉~
不过也罢了
虽然跟麻麻想的一样
其实我的意思也是
每个人都得尽到该尽的责任
我也是有错的
一开始我手机就不该交给其他人保管
也就不会发生之后的事了

就当作是
2016
新年前的一个破财挡灾
也算是learn a lesson
在很多时候
就是得看开的罢  呵呵

Tuesday, 29 December 2015

(29th of December)

  • sleeping in in the morning o3o ehhhh
  • like a real piggy...
  • been updating my own blog....~~~too much to write >3<
  • just finished packing up my bag for the road trip tomorrow~
  • royal national park! I'm coming~~

Monday, 28 December 2015

(28th of December)

  • 4th time to get that character fixed. An even better version with his ragged clothes...>.>
  • get my first character fixed. Again, it was bad in the beginning but changing it for a more elaborated version. An updated nice version :3
  • finally started with my third character~ was going to make a mechanical tentacles one but ended up with a crab 小公举~ like what he said, holy crab~ and I said holy molly crab crab crab :3 not too bad, only the bra part needed to be changed a bit~
  • long awaited kangxilaile some epi worth to watch
  • especially the assistant is quite witty and clever~
  • continuing to catch some worm at times as I was called by her lmao....mum's like a real chicken >.>

Sunday, 27 December 2015

(27th of December)

  • 继续捉虫记~一大早就被某麻麻叫醒之后要我去厨房捉虫。。。听见噼啪作响被我一个手指碾碎的小小身体她在一旁被吓得大呼小叫~ 甚至是,我还没捉到它们,她就已经Going insane得嘶吼了。。。吓得不轻呀。。
  • 没想到我出门后,她又一次打电话过来跟我说虫子又爬出来了。。。没想到虫子这么欺负人,几乎都等我不在家的时候才出来吓某麻麻。。。
  • 某麻麻哭的呀。。。真是让我觉得不知所措。。
  • 不过在某猪家吧。。。今天可真是聊得很尽兴呀。。。一去到就开始了撒娇模式
  • 各种抓狂的搞笑片段总会在某猪嘴里说的更是一番味道。我貌似已经记不清楚我们笑了多少回了吧。可是真的是从心底里开心起来。笑得都分不清楚东西南北了~有一阵子我还在为我的一些小白痴笑得屌丝得不得了之后就是开启了20分钟总是笑不完的桥段。我还当起了一回小阿拉伯包头巾的模样。。简直了~
  • 还有那什么我们都玩起了素材battles喂
  • 可惜的只是浪漫不起来。似乎我们俩还是因为他的问题我们已经好久没怎么激情过了
  • 虽然那个拥抱很温暖,温暖得让我好想就把头埋进去不出来了。喜欢被后抱的感觉,就像是一个暖炉的暖气在身体周围环抱着我
  • 某猪煮的鸡鸡跟菇菇棒棒哒~
  • 最后的最后~回家后就是又是一番延续的捉虫记~嘛,其实还好,因为某麻麻终于找到真凶了,其实就是一包花生惹的祸。。。话说花生的确真的容易长虫喔~涨姿势了喂,下次别那么干了喔~

Saturday, 26 December 2015

(26th of December)

  • learning how to drive. Same path. Oatley park was quiet in a rainy day.... Throughout that 2 hours, I had so much fun talking to Nick while driving around that narrow path, and the suburban area like practising more of right turn~
  • I felt that I became more freely in my control. The way to turn the steeling wheel and knowing when to accelerate and brake has been the biggest improvement~
  • so much to talk about like my soaked hair and sweaty arms and legs as I went nervous lol
  • and and and got something that I wanted from Nick. I know that this is coming but didn't expect that it would come this quick...maybe I didn't have enough or just that I wasn't satisfying so I asked for more lol
  • 嘛。。。某麻麻见我回来后没有一丝激动。。。反而是一脸的不悦和怨妇。。才知道原来今晚她经历了一场惊心动魄的捉虫事件。。。没有找到真凶是谁~但,貌似某麻麻已被吓得整个花容失色了额~ 

Friday, 25 December 2015

(25th of December)

  • Melly Chlisnutssssssssss
  • my ps Chlisnuts's image was born~~~ little cow cow :3
  • finally had my third time to change a bit of my second character! He looks fabulousssss
  • not much to do in the city today because most of the shops were closed
  • except the ones at Chinatown leh
  • so we called granny and talked to her as we stayed at darling harbour
  • like 40 minutes or so, we decided to go to the Chi restaurant
  • good good g~good good foodie g~ order three dishes including the fried lamb....
  • btw...raining raining Chlisnutssss leh....so that we had to wait for almost half an hour. When mama thought the way to cover our heads, the rain stopped....lmao..>.> trolling weather trolling Chlisnutsss>.>

Thursday, 24 December 2015

Christmas Eve (24th of December)

A happy day started with a dance with mama
Christmas song played in the background
she led me to the centre of the dining room and started our 15 minutes of romance lol
thanks for her lovely lunchie
so that I could have a really nice Christmas meal starting off the day

today we went to quite a lot of places like wow
the snowy globe in haymarket like huge
we waited to get inside for a decent amount of time
it worth the wait though
we took some great photos as if we were in a snowy day
asking her to just throw a handful of fake snowflakes as that moment I captured her look
it looks so awesome that I truly love it
she also took me some good ones too
some good ones as in I wanted to turn them into my profile pic

later we went darling harbour
showing her some new Christmas design there with heaps of photos taken
the huge crate Santa Claus is so cute standing there with one arm raising
we also had an afternoon tea in Guylian chocolate cafe
ordering the signature baked chocolate cake with ganache on it
mama's love for milk shake was revealed from what she ordered from 
that recommended one on the menu 

cutest was what I captured the most in those little moments
like a band was performing outside
one of the vocals tried to put a hat on a little girl's head
the warmth you felt from that action
almost gotten me so tearful~

of coz
we walked to townhall straight away from that direction at darling harbour
that is where led us to a road of crowd
performers coming towards us
even one guy accidentally chucked the lid onto the floor but hit my leg somehow lol

same as last year
or every single year
the LED light lit up in QVB
photos are too good
shiny shiny like little stars
walking a bit further than that is martin place and St James
where we found more decorated Christmas trees located at here and there
made up in some newly designated style
more photos were taken for a celebrating purpose

funny how we found a couple was in the public toilet making out so long inside
caused many of us waiting in a line for them to finish their business...
but because of that long wait
the carol was already finished
what left there was only the empty church
and the decorated Jesus Christ born scene 

however
there was one spot at Martin Place with hundreds of us gathered together
for some Christmas mini celebration
with them voluntarily sang
papers handed to everybody so each of us gotta have a chance to join the happiness
we even said happy Christmas to those next to us
so strangers like each one of us not feeling lonely at all
the Christmas tree
at that moment
complemented with love and kindness

on our way walking back to townhall and central
everywhere was brightened
the golden Christmas tree now like a pile of gold chips
having everyone to take out their smartphones have some photos taken
again
this camera girl is happy to take hers out to shoot

night views are with more ambient
firework at darling harbour was nice enough with someone you love to be with
with mama's hug
everything is lovable
the kids dancing as Christmas songs played
their little bodies move like a jagger lol

lastly
thanks for mama's gifts put in my Christmas stocking
I love it love it love it~~

Wednesday, 23 December 2015

(23rd of December)

Fishy market ho ho eat~
一大早就跟某猪去了久违的fishy market排队买platter
犹豫不决的猪猪我硬是要在两个platter间选择吃哪个
最后选择了special platter
因为貌似那个的varieties很多
虽然没有soft shell crabs~~

选位置这家事
真的是people mountain people sea
里面被人赶出来了
外面又找不到位置坐下来
某猪拿着我们的platter四处奔走
最后只好跟人拼台委屈一下了喂
之后几个鬼佬也跟我们来拼台
没办法
位置实在有限
后知后觉才知道他们其中两人是south africa的visitors
那个戴着眼镜的鬼佬却是在土澳生活了整整40年的老爷子
他跟我们说他不吃bacons
所以在不想浪费的情况下给了我们整个生蚝~

回家的一路上某猪跟我聊着他ielts的成绩和对pass的恐惧
这次又是差了那么0.5分~
下次不知道会不会又在某个area再差0.5
真的非常非常close了
再接再厉喂~~

Tuesday, 22 December 2015

(22nd of December)

今天又是个好日子~~
因为提前跟麻麻庆祝的圣诞显然是最快乐的
好不容易有了一天家庭乐
我当然珍惜得不得鸟了
除了早上在shopping centre里干等了麻麻若干个小时
我们整整一天去了好多新开的店里看了很多商品
我们还蛮节省的
其实我们也的确并没有什么东西要买
家里所需?
貌似也没有
每次当她问起我需要什么时
我就会摇摇头
最开心的时候就是买了一块姜饼
那是我人生中的第一块姜饼
要知道其实我是不爱吃甜的
不过姜饼的味道刚刚好
而且造型非常可爱
就像是一只小鹿鹿~

我们还去了big W去看内衣裤哇
Kmart什么的去看所谓的便宜货哇
一路上说说笑笑的哇
还有什么rebel什么cotton on研究了一下bra
另外当然还有JB HiFi看了全场的电子器材
包括我想要的耳机
还有各种超高科技的东东
看到了好多大型电器像冰箱
各种高大上各种装逼生活能用到的
在羡慕之余好好向上努力
像麻麻说的
等有钱的一天就不用愁了~

再嘛
就是去了sushi train在半小时内吃了14碟sushi
本没有料到他们3点关门的所以也就进去了
吃着吃着时才知道还有25分钟就是关门了
所以那快的啊
赶紧吃
其实sushi train还真的不需要太多时间
我们也就是狂吃吃到饱为止
不过今天胃口不算大
换作是平时buffet
我大概也得吃上个20来碟吧

下雨天其实走路并不爽
不过也因为这样我跟麻麻的距离就更近了
她总会拉着我保护着我不让我淋湿
而我总会依偎着她
搂着她的腰过马路

另外那家韩国店的老板好吝啬也
也好不热情哇
麻麻那么捧场她竟然给她脸色看>.>

晚上的时候弄好了我的第二个character
不过刚开始画character有点不知所措
还得熟悉一下究竟怎么上色才能把character画得唯美
感谢麻麻跟某猪的一些feedbacks
好让我知道有哪些地方做得不足
之后进行有效地修改
感恩~~~~

Monday, 21 December 2015

(21st of December)

下午早早地开始了一整天的计划
不过效率并不佳
就是把villa modelling终于做好了
整个从Build cube开始到assign new material
有时候还得重做几个步骤
因为并不是所有shape都能完整地一次做好
还有某些point抓错又会remove或移动到一些不该移动的位置
导致某些shape就废了
不过完事后还蛮有成就感的
就凭一个远景的rendered来看
还蛮像一栋拥有游泳池的别墅的
至于看着这modelling而幻想着自己未来一事
貌似现在还早
虽然老妈有时故意用某物暗示我要找个有钱人
其实我也懂
不过有些东西不能奢求的哈~

Sunday, 20 December 2015

One day trip to (20th of December)

清晨特别凉快
而且好久没有试过我能提前半个小时去到一个outing
是呀
今天这个可不是一个普通的Outing
而是一个road trip喂
所以总不能让大伙等我一个
之后miss掉火车要等下一班吧~
去到后嘛
不久
某David就来了
刚好跟麻麻说着话
所以也就很自然地把电话递给他让他跟她聊聊
两人聊得甚欢
不但不像陌生人
而且还像认识了好久似的

好吧
之后某二位也终于来了
我们搭着48分的火车就出发了
接下来的两小时就欢乐了
刚开始我们还为harry的健忘而责备他  哈哈
可是后来正因为他忘记带扑克而让我们玩起了更好玩的游戏
我无心的建议竟变成了整个road trip交通上的主要娱乐
guessing game嘛
我们把所谓传统的guessing game改了一下rule
变成了某guess问我们问题
接着我们只能间接地回答不太明显的问题
其实还蛮脑洞大开的
某Brian竟是出那些跟sex有关的词给我们猜
而Harry这小乡巴很含蓄地拒绝聊有关成人的任何话题
naive的小孩子总让我们嘲笑他的无趣与天真
或许只是邪恶的那一面不善于展露出来
可当我们每每提到那些如果的问题
牵扯到他的女神
他总会说到
如果是女神的话那倒没关系  lmao

话说回来吧
Kiama不是第一次去了
记得上次去Jamberoo的时候
我们还在这里差点迷路
要搭车什么的才能去到
anyways吧
这次Kiama路程遥远
一路顺畅
还有David像leader一样带路
很让我觉得这孩子积极性很强
不错不错的哈
某人改变了很多
是越变越好呀

以下是某人的一张几乎看不到他的照片
重点不在于他
而在于美腻的council chambers lmao

于是乎吧
观光的我们随着人流去到那些海边瞻望
无疑的
海边的涟漪让我驻留了许久
看到一刹那阳光底下泛起光的海浪
我拍下了好多诗意般的景象
比如下面这张
one of my favourites!

还有这张当然
美女与美景
哪个更美?
应该是搭配起来这张图最美 :3
偷怕下的总是最美的~
若是有什么摄影比赛
真有想过把这张
又或是下面几张寄去参赛   哈哈


老夫妇的爱意~
浓浓的爱意
妻子在温柔地与丈夫擦着防晒呢
有些东西真的是经得起岁月的
比如说对彼此的那份真挚
就像我捕捉的一样
分分钟都有可能会让旁人亮瞎眼~

有些像比较平凡但始终陪伴于左右的夫妻也是很有摄影价值的
比如说以下这对~
老婆在拍照
而老头在旁边看着老太太的笨拙拍照技术
也许在想
这老婆子技术还不错哈
怎么不来给咱们个selfie?

还有还有天然海滨浴场的一景~
小孩们跳水的欢愉

小女孩刚跳水的那姿态也被我捕捉到了
卡卡卡~

之后我们去了另外一侧看到了一堆很有形态的石头

比如说像下图某David站上去的
这堆像是被遗弃的石碓跨世纪般的在海边驻守了不知多少年
有着残留着的痕迹
还有被海水不知冲洗过多少次的频率
我们踏上去的不是一个简简单单的石堆
它藏着一个秘密呢
至于秘密是什么
继续往下看哈

三个朋友的背影 嘿嘿

还是三个朋友的背影
远景很好看的背影喂
大爱这照片~

我们本能地走去lighthouse继续拍着照片

还在Kiama牌子前拍了个合照
咦?
某人怎么不见了?
哦~对
就是摄影师嘛
呵呵
秘密貌似曝光了
没错
石头堆就是blowhole的地方~

看这blowhole之大
你就可以想到当水柱上来时的那壮观了
可是嘛
今天风不大
在天气的影响下
唯一看到一次的喷水景象并没有多雄伟
而且还因为我在吃巧克力
所以没在那几秒钟拿起相机捕捉到那个现象
错失了机会后
某Brian还劝服我们要吃lunch了
因为大家都饿了
我多想说我留下来再等等喂
可他们好像都没什么耐性
也的确呀
我们本来就不知道它到底在什么时候会再发生一次
所以等也是徒劳。。

之后的三小时就是去找了个地方吃东西
某人很挑剔的说这不吃那不吃
让我们都觉得很无语
其实旅行最讲究的就是要随意
因为出门的时候并不是所有东西都能让你如意
比如吃的
能吃就吃
能找到的就吃
何必为了一餐饭而浪费时间或精力
有时候委屈一下是否会让队友好过一点?
可是某人没有考虑过这方面的问题
害得我们走多了不少路
天气本来温度就高
加上某人的不满足
我们大家免得受一点打击
相处得不太舒服

anyways嘛
我还是很懂自娱自乐的
接下来的是做了一下和事老
然后跟某人幼稚地玩起了打手游戏去调和气氛
lunch过后
我们开始了去coastal walk的路
只是那段旅程不太顺利
我们到了几乎3点也还没到starting point
而且路还越走越偏僻
加上Harry一直讲的wolf creek的故事让我们都吓得默不作声  哈哈
阴影的笼罩下我们不得不沿路返回开始的地方
为了安全什么的哈  lol
然后某小公园是我们休息的地方喂
在那
harry寻找着他的插座
我跟另外两人玩起了背人游戏
某人背我的时候还跑得很欢从这头跑到那头
又从那头跑了回来
我掐着他脖子一直甩的
还有很多可爱的selfies什么的
无限循环中~

沿路返回什么的时候找到这小地方
这小地方是我看到的房子里最可爱的一间
原因是
主人家把花园搬到了墙上 嘿嘿
很有爱的idea喂
墙上的pattern被花给点缀起了
还有另一边的苇子给屋子添加了不少美腻

我们去了另一个closer的coastal walk
沿路又拍了不少照片
比如说这张
依旧是他们三人

虽然harry不情愿地摆了这么个手势给我拍照
不过拍下来的效果还是不错滴
某人不懂欣赏而已  lol
harry这小屌丝难怪追不上女神 kidding xD
Brian一路上的调侃变得有点尴尬了起来
因为实在透露出他太多成人涉及的话题的那股猥琐了  哈哈

话说回来吧
有些照片我实在不能不show
捕捉到无数激起的浪花
但这张又是我的最爱

这里又有鬼佬们热爱的天然游泳池

不过可要当心喂
不能被美景所迷惑到一个不知所措
山边湖边什么的
危险性还是极高的
像这个falling rocks
尽可能还是不要在这地方逗留太久吧

不过年轻人就是喜欢刺激吧
我们还是在旁边跨过去拍了几个selfies
在拍的过程中
还一个浪的拍过来几乎要把我们浸湿
千万不要误会
我们的确是在非常的岸边有着安全意识的呢
只是水还是会在这边蔓延开来
我的一声尖叫吧
把他们都瞬间惊住了  哈哈
幸好刚在水蔓延开来的前一秒跑开了
不然大家都得wet wet猪了

最后我们去了当地woolies买了水
我是没买了
他们也只有1人买了
其余两个人就是进去逛逛
某人墨迹呀真的是
每次他提议说要做的事情最后总是他不做
。。。。

anyways吧
某美腻的一角又被我看到了
花儿好美腻
只是某人的一句
canberra的花节比这好看多了
让我感到很扫兴呀
你丫的
我们现在就是去不到canberra所以才在这里满足一下自己呀 =3=
再次~
没情趣的某人~
难怪女神不喜欢你 xD

回到火车站吧终于  哈哈
在前几分钟的时候
我们赶到了那班火车
随着疲惫的一天过去了
大家都累瘫了
两小时的归家路途变得很不一样
旅途能让人成长
或是发现同伴的不足或优点
虽然大家还是在玩着guessing game吧
而且乐趣并没有像早上一样减少吧
反而难度还提高了
某两人让我们猜的词什么的我们一个就是猜了20几分钟
想不到‘未婚妈妈’这东西还能那么不好猜
还有再次跟farm有得一拼的时间也能这么难猜
原来这么息息相关的东西有时候真的会被我们大多数人所忽略的
最重要的东西却是最让我们遗忘的
从小事里悟出大道理哈  哈哈
还有还有吃饭的时候很随性
不过某人又开始挑剔了
所以大家有点对他嘛嘛嘛嘛嘛
其实吃顿饭真的不要太讲究
舒服就好
再就是
下次想想去哪里哈
大伙快组织起来~ :3
PS: 某三人的sunscreen都让他们变成白人了  哈哈哈

Saturday, 19 December 2015

随谈 (19th of December)

原来digital drawing真的不是想象中的那么难
经过了一番练习后
第二天已经有点熟悉的感觉了
早上还琢磨着如何画着好看proportional的人画像
下午就开始了character design的东东

还有下午画了5种不同形态的characters
好久没有了那种对画有着无限憧憬和想象的感觉了
所以现在仿佛是一种重生
对画画这个兴趣再次燃起了新的希望
带着那股冲劲画着一个不知道的未来

对巴巴说的话就像是当年那个心里有什么都能说
想到什么就不停地说着让别人信服的小孩
很开心听到他的声音
还有伴着的赞许
然后还有那种无形的鼓励
就在世界的那一头传了过来

对于明天那个road trip我还很期待呢
今晚跟麻麻packed了一个晚上
什么东西都捡齐了
除了那些重物外
几乎需要的东西都带了
包括药物之类的
麻麻总是那么细心周到
这点我是需要学习的

最后嘛
跟麻麻一起看的超级演说家
我对某人的认识没有停留在一个漂亮的外表里
但她的演说真的很神奇
一个人的言值是能把一个人美化的
还有对于‘根’这么一个话题
无论是对血缘关系的还是对文化的
的确就像他们说的一样
我们不从忘记
因为根的本质就是无时无刻牵动着我们的维系。。。

Friday, 18 December 2015

My new toy..(18th of December)

  • not really a good day....I found Nick, he was there at 1-ish but the receptionist wasn't there, so I was asked to come back here at my break...
  • had this casual talk with Nelson...this rich guy really is indoorsy....like fishing, gaming and designing....what's more....yeh...he's that specialty.....still learning how to invest and such...>.>
  • learning what you call the real thing~ special effect....like....mocha tracking in advanced level o3o wooohooooooo lots of steps to remember so I had to quickly go through it, and revise it with me thinking over it once at least... 
  • failed to make the effect work correctly, asked Adam for a few times for help...
  • finally had my tablet bought the second time when seeing Nick.....happy to use it leh
  • just by seeing how Lisa could draw hers digitally with that kind of passion, I already felt that this is one of the best decisions I've ever made...
  • No joining Christmas party because of that isolated feeling once loomed....
  • going to Paparich, ordering a mango slurpee....drawing while drinking....relaxing
  • been drawing the whole night...even tried on the sticker's different faces :3 or even using the digital drawing to talk through the convo with somebody...
  • fun and lovable :3 

Thursday, 17 December 2015

(17th of December)

  • shit shit g lor.....net got disconnected during my important battle...>.>
  • lucky that I got Nick's tablet for class. Trying some awesome figures digitally made myself feel proud...I've never done digital drawing via a tablet. That is really something new for me leh~
  • After Nick said that AIT still store a few tablets for sale, I couldn't wait to get mine for a cheaper price here :3 the guy in our class already has gotten his today. It worked so well leh!
  • no rooms, so I had to sit there to wait for 3:30 class to start~ during this time, I sat on the bench for a free drawing. My target was two of the students there who were napping freely...One of them is David lmao~ I was in a rush to draw them in case they woke up anytime lmao
  • an ordinary day leh~

Wednesday, 16 December 2015

(16th of December)

  • bloody touchy talk with mum at lunch time. Our promise to work hard together is all coming from that wish to have a better life. It is true to say if your family isn't rich, you should've worked even harder to change your fate...
  • raining like shit outside, I meant, when I reached Central~ I almost fell because the surface of the floor was so wet and slippery....
  • so happy to learn a new skill in VFX class~ tracking is THAT easy~ In order to remember every step by heart, I practised everything quickly so before the teacher went on the next half an hour of explaining, I could still have some time thinking everything over as a process of revision
  • awesome to know and see Nick's digital drawing. Attending this class today made me realize how powerful some artworks could be~ though I don't exactly have a tablet to use tomorrow, Nick said he could lend his to me lol
  • telling mum about the tablet, she said she would love to get me one if this is for learning...I didn't expect that she would agree all in a sudden, now she even said she would get me the new battery as well~

Tuesday, 15 December 2015

(15th of December)

  • bad dream in the morning, having this typical cheating dream as if somebody dumped me for his devil-ish attempt because I was just too crap for him lol Somebody also had his dream with me involved, and that is, we ate pizza together. A lot, a lot of that. But the thing is, I was the one finishing all the base because I wanted, he instead finished all the toppings....this really ain't me~ now you see how much difference a dream could be from our reality?
  • mum was called to work today. She woke up in the really early morning and left at 6-ish....but then, wasn't informed the time had changed to 12-ish....so she gotta wait there for a few hours...by the time she got back....couple things she complained. Her mosquito bites on legs and arms, her soaked hair from the rain, as well as her clothes, the irritation she had to endure from her colleagues....just so much that I allowed her to vent against me....I know during this tough time, we should always be the one listening to their unhappiness. The only thing we can give is to feel them, knowing more of their hardship. In this way, she would feel better, and she did....but I promise, our life will be changing to even better....so sure of that
  • having so much fun with Jamie, my friend that I haven't seen for over a year...We just purely talked about life and jobs....Her job has changed to another real estate company~ She recommended to go searching for wedding company for video editing. Heard that it could earn a lot from doing one project. We also talked a lot about uni subjects, and their use values...Given that we both think some of the courses or even degree overall, ain't even useful for life for good....example such as, her friend who was doing education ended up looking for eco related job as well...Other than that, relationship was another huge topic between girls~ I don't think I have ever told a friend that much these days...let's just say, getting in a relo is an experience as well....Oh and I wish that she would give me some chance where her company needs somebody for video editing or design etc~
  • the rest of the night devoted to my blog updates and photos editing~AND so addicted to Janice's songs....so much feels that I couldn't stop myself from replaying it...plus recording myself singing it....
  • photos are boooooo-tifullll.....I look too good in some of them....self-obsessed much>.>
  • looking forward to having drawing and VFX lesson tomorrow :)

Monday, 14 December 2015

Life drawing, life changing (14th of December)

g的惰性其实就是我的代名词
的确太猪了
本来想早起
但就是起不来
脑袋好沉
被麻麻抽掉被子后
继续去她床又睡了半小时
我真不是故意的
实在太累了啦。。。

之后从去AIT的那刻我就开始兴奋了
因为Life drawing这新体验今天又来了
上studio有点无聊
我就是在看tutorial什么来学习怎么在maya里model villa
后来花了两个多小时几乎要把成品弄出来了
在关键的时候
save不了
于是只好认命重做吧。。

我跟Lisa两小朋友第一次去pub胆怯地去了2楼等待life drawing
一楼实在太可怕了
每一个客人都像黑帮份子
仿佛说错一句话就要暴乱。。

于是乎我们在二楼等了半个小时
没跟什么人聊过天
说话还不敢大声
因为二楼life drawing的地方
跟一楼形成鲜明对比
那地方太优雅~
身边同样等待life drawing的老人们一个个在看书和聊着画画心得
然后到了6点半才开始了那两小时的人体画像
一共就在那两小时画着各种不同姿态的裸男姿势
那人还真的很flexible
几乎每个姿势都像是advanced level的
有些我还蛮吃力地在限定时间内完成
画的不详
但至少动作的大概我是画出来了
break时跟某老人聊天
他秀出他画的
跟我们说他勾勒出的图真的很糟糕
他无法掌握到那些shadow什么的细节究竟应该在什么地方下笔
某女士很专业地跟他讲着基本款的姿势应该怎么怎么构建
然后我跟Lisa也算是在旁边偷师了
这里的人呀
一个个都这么expert
像坐在我旁边的那个女士
用Ipad作画也
还画的很有西方抽象风
仿佛是油画出身的
我很惊讶她如何能在这么短时间内还colour整幅画
而且shadow什么的画得十分完整~
高手就是高手
不过经过今晚
我已见识了不少高手了
一个个就是用不同methods去作画
像我们这种用铅笔的已经很low了><

不过话说回来
life drawing还是蛮有意义的
都是些不是我年龄层的人
都是些enjoy life老年也爱学习而且有兴趣的人
那两小时的作画让我打从心底里觉得
画画真的很能提升一个人的情操
就像是
就听旁边的人讨论着艺术上的东西
你似乎也能被受感染和影响
画画这东西很考验人对视觉上的敏感度有多高
当时现场里一个现象就能看出这里的人有多专业了
我没有看到任何一个人用橡皮擦这东西
除了我跟我朋友
我还好
也用了就那么5,6次
为了锻炼自己更好的下笔勾勒出线条
我尽量不用看看我能画得如何
而Lisa貌似只要是画得不好就要擦擦擦
我们的目标就是要画的坚决一点
观察地细腻一点
画life drawing真的很考眼神的
眼神不好大概下笔的地方就会下错了
而这一切都只是一个会画画的人的开端
还有更多像是如何用一只笔把figure画粗细和掌握线条的灵活度这些的
嘛嘛嘛
下周一继续继续!
我就是努力的一个人
我就是要克服困难!!

PS: 某人推荐我去跟某director合作一个project
蛮有兴趣的
但某人一些请求有点尴尬 哈哈哈
PS2: 去见Jamie的时间改了
巴不得马上要见到这朋友
太久太久没见了!!
PS3: 看了real behind image后
我又学会了一点点media的东西
原来这么多真相的背后是一些不堪入目的桥段
还有某网红宣布要退出social media这狗血桥段
不要这样好吗
人家professor都说出来你的阴谋了。。
PS4: 嘛~ 还有
Mark Zuckerberg的老婆真的棒棒哒~
很喜欢这种朴素但不失高贵的女性
她的高贵就在于那颗不被金钱所玷污和依然秉持着救援人的心
钱他们多的是
但人家真的是真心诚意地去贡献社会
向他们致敬~

Sunday, 13 December 2015

One day trip to B and L (13th of December)

今天去了两个地方跟某猪
第一个地方是Barangaroo
那地方还是很荒芜啊
除了是一个刚开发的位置缺少人去visit外
周边就是一片眺望大自然风光照selfies的好景象


那什么
我们好不容易从远处走过来
跟着粉色的路标一步一步地去挖掘这个小地方
我还在某位置悄悄地按着快门照下了一些海浪拍打石头的那一瞬间激起的浪花

拿~就像以下这图
好吧
我P的有点严重了
不过我想突出的就是那浪花飘在空气中的那洒脱
仿佛是一段毫不犹豫let go的恋情一般的自由
就像某网红所说的一样
media就是充满lies
很多美好的景象总是在拍摄几十张或更多的情况下抽出一张最好看的展现给大众看
没错呀
为了这浪花我也是拍了接近50张差不多的照片了吧

之后在这鬼天气下
我们去了一个比较阴凉的地方休息
围着那area走了几乎一圈了
而且因为那地方暂时还没建筑好
娱乐设施什么的并没有什么
在回去的路上我们还看到了一个现象
那就是当地的居民反对政府对他们房子的拆迁
简单的说
就是为了这个开发地
这些古老的屋子成为了建筑和扩张新地方的牺牲品
你懂的
双方都有理
不过居民们的祖屋其实还真的挺有特点的
不过要不要拆还是决定于政府呀
虽然呀
居民们都摆出了坚决反对的姿态
甚至在他们屋前
就像下图所呈现的一样
declare他们的立场
针对拆迁而强烈表示了他们的心声
无论结果如何都好
我们这些路人甲就只能说
照个照片留一下恋。。

接着
回去lunch完后
继续去着我们plan的第二个地方
那就是很有名的La Perouse
很有趣的是
我们坐上3点多的车
还没到目的地
我们就下车了
原因是
我发现了车漏油
车里几乎还闻到那很浓的油味
很抱歉
因为我真的很注重安全问题
所以我劝某猪一起下车的
之后那半小时的漫长等待
我们在车站内玩着游戏等着下一班L94的来临

大概是上天听到了我们的呼应
L94终于来了
而我
在车上
已经是一个累人儿
倚靠着某猪睡到下车前才醒来
那什么的
到处走走
天气很好
清风阵阵
然后漫步去到另一边像其他人一样
迈过那些突兀的石头和滑溜溜的青苔和海藻
到了一边尽情拍照
我做着些傻不拉几的poses希望留个纪念
某猪每次都会拍到我最屌丝的瞬间
仿佛是故意的
好不容易跟他说要数3,2,1我同时摆pose
那完后
照片效果真明显有质感了
我是说我那表情
像他说的
屌丝和女神就在一线之间
这里就不一一show我像女神的照片了
scroll下方会有那么几张我真特别爱的照片
不得不发出来秀秀~

还好
我们到了几个地方寻找拍摄最好的角度
我靠着石头还是什么的
拍得像是中风了一样
不过他觉得挺逗趣的吧
我也傻得挺high的

对了
还看到了那些生物在视线内漂移~
我是说
在那些长满青苔和莫名叫不出名字的白色物体的石头中
有只巨大的章鱼烧~
不对
是章鱼
等等
是章鱼吗?
Whatever吧
反正就是这一海产激起了我的好奇心
使得我不好意思不拍它
章鱼的os肯定在说
老子其实迷路了
你这家伙还拍什么拍~!

然后
以下就是秀秀某猪完美的拍摄和我优雅pose的结合
简直就是~
完美~ *金星手指*
裙子可以再飘动一点吗?
麻烦小姐不要回头
回头后可能会吓si人喔
嘛嘛嘛
这背影就是赢了!
没有脸的现实就是最美的现实
有没有!?

这天然的低头放书包确实是我的第二最爱
我这人就是喜欢些比较自然的照片
也许角度并不是最完美的
但动作绝对是无意间的不装b
就像这张
我确实不知道某猪抓拍下来了
但妈呀
这pose很漂亮~~
而且
不要judge我的purple ramp background
就喜欢这色调
怎么滴~

oh
还有这!
对的
我飞~
我飞向那迎接我的未来
我飞向那我梦寐以求的理想
还有我其实就是飞起来装装b而已
again
no judging on my background
还有
本猪就是喜欢大动作的pose
像某猪说的
我的pose就是大字马的分身
尽是些arms wide
legs open的差不多的动作
可是本人就是这风格喂
还有为了这张飞起来的
雏鹰动作
应该抓拍了近乎20次了吧?

不好意思
没有塔照
并不是不想晒出来
但塔照没到我要秀出来的标准
某猪跟我介绍了他们广州的小蛮腰塔才能营造出我要的那holding的pose
那塔太肥大所以算了罢
以下图是我也十分喜欢的其中一张
留给自己和大家慢慢欣赏

回去前还为了逃避一个怪蜀黍的貌似要套近乎的手段
而坐到了巴士后面
那怪蜀黍给我们讲的那什么boat原来只是一个logo
anyways
晚上的宫保鸡丁不错
加上看着running man的第二集那紧张的抓外族人的片段
生活还是充满乐趣的

PS: 回家时遇到奇葩人在我背后聊着asian girl types的话题
我真sick of某男聊得欢得不得了的玩女人
泡女人
和如何让女人折服这些东西。。
知道你们厉害呀
jap girl, korean girl, viet girl什么的。。
拜托。。你怎么不回去补补脑
少在这炫耀= =
asian girls不是这么好搞定的= =

Saturday, 12 December 2015

(12th of December)

even though Nick is unavailable today
he was responsible enough to tell me that in the morning
but today was another day of laziness
well, sort of
I played a game or two~
while waiting for my pc to be turned on
it friggin sitting there silent with blue screen
not loading or anything as I finished lunch
for a second
I was thinking that downloading movie might be the cause of the failure
and that I clicked the option of repair
waiting it to solve the problem
yet
an hour of waiting
nothing had happened 
black screen with the logo happened to load
another hour of waiting...

lucky it was an temporary failure
instead of a real crash
or else I had no idea how that I could ask mum to get me a new pc...
which she is really likely to reject me

night night time
been editing another image on ps
my final work looking good
with layers by layers changing
with such changes in size, colour, erase the unwanted part etc
just a lot of work for a single image that you cannot imagine
I think by creating my own masterpiece will be a really good practice in my ps skills
even I would say that
my ps skills have developed much faster than ever
though it's still a long way to turn something strange into more of a real object in the image

Friday, 11 December 2015

混事儿~(11th of December)

疲倦感甚重。清晨无法起。计划get cancelled。醒来时已晚。上课途中几乎被火风融化。

上的那什么compositing的课很好玩。终于彻底接触到rendered passes在电影里担任的重要角色。不过学起来并不容易。对每一个pass还是充满着各种的好奇心。除了挖掘出他们的function外,还要懂得如何在图片里搭配起来制作出一种真实感。。

此外,晚上跟某猪去jap restaurant celebrate我们的monthsary。我们一遇见的时候在AIT的那new building聊了一下天。之后还坐在某角落跟他说着我这几天的事儿~嘛,突然想起我跟Lisa在路上遇见的一couple简直是亮瞎眼。嘛,题外话~anyways。。。(本猪没睡够,无法逻辑思维)

吃上了一个set meal的combination的东东。还叫了wagyu beef sushi。两人吃得蛮欢乐的。各种调侃各种troll。貌似还有一瞬间的宁静让他错觉以为我怎么了。嘛,平时的疯疯癫癫大家都见识过了。偶尔的安静时需要的~

回家后很不爽某麻麻的话语。as if I‘ve always changed my phone like others。。。只不过是提出了一个请求而已。她却总是把我归类为电器搞破坏的一者。凡是我电子器材有问题都肯定是我用坏了~

聊点开心的事~那就是,某giant关我开始的时候挂掉了。第一关的那乱入让我措手不及。。。因为有克属性的giant让我有点不知怎么打。很坑爹地打了几十下也只是扣不到十分之一的血~不过被大侠指点了后,我猛然间开窍了。刚好在那我快挂的千钧一发珠子排得完美到极致~一下子就把giant打到了~而且!快没血的时候才发现抱大腿的是补血的monster~以为自己快game over了又gain到一万血活过来。。。还在最后遇到强袭giant!虽然在不够血的情况下,没有勇气去打下去。。。不过嘛,像某猪说的,lucky猪正是在下。。

Thursday, 10 December 2015

(10th of December)

今天呀的没时间去寄信。。
不过也算了= =
还能怎样
牙疼
所以吃东西太慢
时间不够这样子嘛。。

然后今天吧
life drawing了
裸模好敬业
一进来没有半点生疏地脱去自己的衣服
接着就直接展示她那娴熟的poses了
我还没来得及放下手机
30秒的作画就已经拉开序幕了...
我急促地拿着铅笔画下我第一幅不怎么样的画
她就已经要换pose了
我跟Lisa两人相互尴尬地苦笑了一下 lol

后面的就开始了1分钟
5分钟
10分钟
还有15分钟的作画
每次的pose都让我觉得很陌生
还很有挑战性
每次我看了后都有点不知如何下笔的感觉
不过也都是这么过来的
最后虽然画的还是不怎么滴
不过第一次嘛
已尽力了
看看旁边的人
有些画的大师级的
有些跟我一样
画风羞涩不大气
难得看到老师自己集齐的画册
他的那水平实在是让人惊叹
不知道何时我们才能达到那种高度 lol

过后吧
我某次偷偷对着我的画
也刚好对准模特拍了张照
等break的时候
她还走过来我们这边看我们的画
很淡然地对我们说
都画的很棒呢

也许是对写生还是画活体起来兴趣
所以回家的时候也不由自主地在火车里拿起笔
对着坐在前面的人画了一番
整个车厢里的某人某事被我这一刻记录了下来
还感觉挺自豪的
还真是个好主意呢
或者有时我无聊时都可以把这些时间当作作画的一个机会
挺不错的吧

PS: 在Nick的班里偷吃cherries所以刚好有次
他一转过来
我紧张了一下怕被他看见
不小心把核吞了进去
刚好晚饭时麻麻说起了吞核的事
她说什么某些核子吞了会有毒素
就说了一下cherries
想起了此事
为了给自己台阶下我说了多么滑稽的事  哈哈
PS2: 终于打到了aliens
进化了某兽
不过肥龙还待集素材~

Wednesday, 9 December 2015

(9th of December)

again
4 times of uphills for 10km today
starting to imagine myself to join ct2surf next year
or maybe now I daydream much? lol

oh the group has started to discuss plan for road trip neh
David has mentioned kangaroo valley which some people suggested to go somewhere closer
so we ended up saying maybe just go Kiama

somebody confessed
embarrassed
and a bit of awkward
plus confusion
also half rejected and half accepted 

tooth
the same one hurt again when having lunch
no way that happens!
I mean...
please don't do this to me....
I've had enough of pain from swelling gum lately...

having my VFX lesson for compositing layers
learning so fast 
had problems at times
asked teacher for help
solved, learned
productive lesson
gotta review or else forget the steps though

since somebody forgot about today is Wednesday
I totally got mad at him
he was almost begging for my forgiveness in that one hour
I trolled~
but still
got over it with what you call it
the sweet words overdosed~

while continuing working on my own image
adding other elements and effects to make that fantasy heavenly kind of feel

have heard that our drawing lesson tomorrow will be to do with life drawing
wooooohooooooo
naked models!
I'm coming~~
no lateness allowed
or else we can't get in~
some figures I really wish to see will be the fat woman with saggy boobs
or an old man with tiny penis lmao>.>
but seriously~
can't wait to do my first ever life drawing
like ever~ :)
always good to try something new in life xD

Tuesday, 8 December 2015

PS wannabe (8th of December)

Exceeded 10km jogging at uphills this morning
can't explain how satisfying that was!
same as usual
I kept aiming for a further distance towards the end
I've never asked enough of what I do
like come on
challenging yourself to enter another level could always make you grow even faster
so yes
as expected
6 minutes added to the duration for that uphill session
not too bad
just 6 minutes :)
felt so salty with flies around me though
as if I came from somewhere smelly hahah
somebody even suggested me to practice at that main road where ct2surf will take place at
it would be awesome if I really can lol

and and and
since today has been a free day for me
I stayed home to draw
not a while ago
miku was drawn on the paper
ALIVE lol
I mean
the way I looked at my own drawing makes me alive hahaha
I worked on it for the whole night
like
right after I watched one episode of super orator
I came back to draw her limbs and everything else
I tried several times to draw the her legs
asking mum to see what seems to be unnatural
she pointed out maybe this
or maybe that
repeating the same thing for so many times til it looks completely right

Before going to sleep
I was only going to try some new things in PS
but didn't know that I sank into making another fairytale composited image as I was inspired
I started my own project at mid-night
and brain still running like a speedy wheel throwing me with a lot of ideas
so that I couldn't even get myself to a supposedly sleeping mode
yes
I have to say
the next day at 6-ish
when the world was still in deep sleep
the indulgence of getting it finished had kept me awake the whole night
oh god
that feels
ok peace...

Monday, 7 December 2015

(7th of December)

靠了喂~早上的diarrhoea让我整个人都不好了
如真让我有一秒的时间松懈
说不定那一整坨shit都飞溅出来了
那难受呀
半小时的人不人鬼不鬼的感觉
我到了central后飞似的去了趟厕所
哇靠~
那瀑布般的几下雷打在几秒内似乎就把整条肠子掏空了
仿佛就是重生后的那股爽劲让我整一天的心情都好好哟~
哟哟哟哟哟~~

我在去往AIT的路上某人就跟我开起了shit的玩笑
说我输了这战争因为厕所得到了胜利的果实
不过我赢得了快乐和自由什么鬼的
嘛~
原来这就是生活的乐趣
无穷无尽的乐趣

之后嘛嘛嘛
在AIT做了蛮多东西的
还看了Lisa的那什么storyboard
让我最印象深刻的是
她的characters和动作都栩栩如生
连一些小细节都能让她捕捉到
很不容易哇~

随后放学了
我还在同一个room画起了我的3 game systems
周围的老外那聊的欢呀
我仿佛就是置身于一片杂闹声中的一个外人
静静地做着我自己的事情~

还有那什么
吓si宝宝了
在去KFC的路上
旁边一男人被几个警察抓了起来
那人还真的看起来很有问题
除了像是一个吸毒吸得很那啥的人外
眼神貌似也很有杀气
警察蜀黍棒棒的~
继续为民除害 :3

某猪今晚去了唱K
所以某har等着他回家找她
所以回家后某har继续做着她自己的事情
包括跟麻麻聊着天儿~
还有还有还有就是终于
终于地存了照片和videos
fatties的videos终于所有都存起来了
也算是了结了这事儿

oh oh最后嘛
某猪回家后
我们还商量着到时候要一起record songs
还有就是!
终于拿到了我game斧头的所有素材
终于可以进化啦!
是吧
今晚可以安心地去睡个好觉了 :3

Sunday, 6 December 2015

(6th of December)

same as usual
going to dar dar's house to chill
we lied on the bed talking about what we did the day or two
he hugged me on the side and back or we swapped positions to feel more comfortable
we laughed hysterically for something small and big
we played game while talking something funny
had our time to shop around to get food for our dinner
except that we didn't cook together
I napped all way through him cooking
ate spicy hot pot together while watching running man and other variety show
an ordinary day again, with dar dar~