任务繁重 (7th of March)

今天匆忙地发现resume还没print

然后这救急过程中还伴着经痛的隐忍

叫了dar dar帮忙找人

同时自己也在找人

之后Nan很快就回复我说他能20分钟左右来我家给我printout

感谢Nan的有情有义

之后还帮我看了一下那该死的printer

不过还真的无法修复那问题

anyways也谢谢Nan的慷慨

几下把我送到central所以我连车程也省了半个多小时

途中我们谈笑风生

各自说着最近发生的事情

我还叫他帮我宣传某些东西

嘛 我还真希望我有三头六臂能完成所有的任务

不过嘛  动力是真的需要的

否则事情做起来很没劲

我今天很早到

并且interview也算是蛮顺利的

老板人很好

而且我就喜欢开门见山的老板

什么都直接讲明白了

薪水什么的，还有工作量，一系列我有疑问的东西

还没等我开口就全跟我说了

interview上还没有任何的sense of formality

只是一个简单casual的彼此了解

然后他介绍了他们公司的一些宣传形式

catalog, flyer, banner, pamphlet一系列的设计

我看了后也给他提出了我自己的看法和要求

另外他给我翻开他们公司做的catalog的时候

某一页一闪出那大大的一排字

我立刻跟他说那字体的排列和大小显得整个设计很唐突

貌似我跟他说的大大小小的问题他都很赞同

于是乎他说了这么一段产生共鸣的话

说我们才聊了10几分钟，我就能很多东西说到点上

不知道这番话他是否只对我一个人这么说，还是说他对别的applicants也说过类似的

再者，competition还是有的

那就是下周一开始

我们必须都得做一份东西给他看

然后他就会做出最后的决定选择要谁

不过还是谢谢老板的赞赏

至少让我心里有点小小的喜悦

之后我不敢说我究竟帮了某人多少忙

某一部分终于在傍晚完成了

我多多少少感到欣慰

不过在此我却收到extra的两个任务

一个是周五要due的analysis

还有社团sponsors要补的一个notice

所以如果加上周一就要开始做的banner

我时间大概就不剩多少了

不知道是感觉压力大了

还是经期的纳闷与难受

又或者是我天生敏感

我可能这些天一句或者两句话也似乎能把我伤到

某人注没注意到我不知道

不过就算注意到又能怎样

他自己都还顾不来

哪还会理你开心不开心，难过不难过..

社团的高要求的那几位还这么讲究一个notice的design

有时候我还真觉得他们的某些要求很不必要

不过人家评价一份东西的标准你管的来吗？

谁叫团队精神就是这么坑爹呢？

哦，不，不是团队精神，这真的只是我在做，他们在being刁钻

设计并不是能取悦所有人的东西

可是某些要求是不是苛刻了点

某些人能不能想一下别人的时间还有付出...

有妈的孩子 (6th of March)

嘛。。。

早上还没睡醒就被嘛嘛抓起来去银行问东西了

好吧。。我真不知道是怎么回事

我的account竟然还是被charge for account fees

明明前几个月去了report俺还是学生捏。。

好吧。。那receptionist的韩国妹子人真好

她很有耐性的去帮我寻找答案

然后叫我留下id什么的

等有人回来就会帮我解决我的问题了

然后嘛

就没有然后了

下去去了regular meeting

Benny讲了两小时本公司的所有updates

形形色色的事情跟我们几个新成员本来毫无关系

但我们听了这么多渐渐感觉也跟我们接上关系了

好复杂的一堆程序啊

找律师的找律师

refund的refund

签合同的签合同

交钱的催交钱

anyways。。。

经痛得厉害。。

在火车上都差点受不了了 T3T...

幸好回来后有嘛嘛的温暖牌晚餐

好久没吃过小墨鱼了 呵呵

恩...有妈的孩子还是最温暖的 :3

Desperate... (5th of March)

I haven't watched such a shocking movie for so long

the molestation, the hole where the ants appear, the dying donkey etc

everything is not to please but the first time ever in the movie industry back in 1920s

rather to alienate the spectator

lucky we are in the 21 century where we don't see it as that shocking

but to think back this movie was made in an old age

when the society found it hard to accept those values to mainstream

Anyhow...I was back to the library right after my lecture finished

to see my dearesr sitting in front of the screen working his ass off

I firstly rang up the C place, waiting for the operator to pick up for nearly an hour

The lady told me not to worry, but to remember the report time next time

Then I headed to the storeroom, packing freebies for dar dar and my sis
that cold and eerie storeroom gave me shiver down my spine
I actually was having difficulties carrying the seemingly 40kg box down to the floor
and putting it up back to the shelf
so that's how it is being an executive to help people to sign up after O-Week...

I know I haven't done enough to help somebody out
And I absolutely felt so sorry to see somebody being a bit down
also feeling how desperate he sounded if he couldn't complete his project on time
I didn't know what to say
nor did I really help him much
I definitely got how worried he actually was
If I was him, I would be too
Knowing how much you spent on studying abroad
nearly the end of finishing your degree
and that you are told you might fail it...
I can have that little wish to hope him to get through this tough period
He said sorry, yet again, he had nothing to be sorry for
I bet this is how love is facing up the test
I try to understand him, and he tries to put everything through, including care about my feeling..

PS: Jenny said we would meet up again on Monday because she was having her field trip today
PS1: period pain...and flooding some time...it happened to stain on my pants in the evening
This bloody period...
PS2: I wouldn't expect myself to get all the contents from engineering readings, but I tried...
PS3: Happy Chinese valentine's...i really do wish he's truly happy, even doing his thesis *hugs*

new problem (4th of March)

No training today

However...I wasn't free at all staying at home

I still gotta do so much shit

And after knowing my bank account is charged for monthly fees since last month

she asked me to go asking the bank what happened

we couldn't make it on time though

the bank was close by the time we reached there

Instead of asking the bank

we deposited $100 into my account

so that I could do the first payment for my Opal top up

Thanks for a day with so much leisure while having so less time doing my own thing

sounds contradictory much

I mean

life wouldn't allow you to do nothing but arranging some difficulties ahead of nowhere

like when you ain't ready

when you think you are completely carefree

that is when you will be in that circumstance to overcome some new obstacle

like today, we just found out she forgetting to report online yesterday

she was all panicked and anxious

as if she can't see her tomorrow...

 I look on the bright side

perhaps I could feel what would be coming

that's why I was calmly listening to her raving

with nothing inside of my head

but only doing my own thing

I believe that if you are cool with things

things will be solved eventually...

PS: no interview tomorrow

it has changed to 2pm on Saturday

Epic HR manager randomly asked me this bizarre question

his friendliness made me find him quite approachable in a way...

anyways....night....

Mah second day (3rd of March)

I wish the course 'Modernity' is a bit more fun than that
This course is focused on how this transition is made to a continual change to the world
From every aspect in forms of arts
the text, the image, the film and all
We are going to do the analysis of all the given texts >3>

Same as yesterday
I stayed with dar dar in the library for two hours
grabbing lunch together at that Chi restaurant
his friend was manning it at that time
so I wasn't surprised he was given with a special treatment
 so much portion for his..

Ahhh I fell asleep on the desk when doing the readings
woke up, started writing that 'damage' part
while still reading some sections from piles of journals
I now don't know since when I have become so into this
as if I was a part of his project
carrying half of the responsibility for him

and yes...We had some deep convo at the bus stop
That was one of those times having some connection talking about studies and life
he wanted to have another degree doing business
in some way, I do agree how he thinks doing that degree is not only for the degree
but for having a larger social cycle in that field by making some friends

Anyways...I start feeling sleepy at 11-ish now
which is good, a really good sign for me to be a bit healthier... 

the first day of my 4th year in uni (2nd of March)

I lost couple hours of sleeping time+got yelled at by her again, for eating so slow in the morning

But what brought me with such a sacrifice?

No lectures....no classes at all, for my film course..this week

not even lectures....

yes...

I went there for....nothing...

side story: I thought lining up in a super long queue which was almost extending to the other end of Belmore Park was unlucky enough

But I was wrong

I actually felt happy for being so late...

or else I would have been bored for even longer

With my new friend though

like....awesome...

I lost, and I gained...

really..

My fate isn't too bad I should say

I let the nature run its course...

Because of that missing lecture

I actually made friend with a girl who also went there, with a lost face, finding out that the lecture room was empty...

We both didn't know what to do in the beginning

So we decided to go to the library together and have some so-called chill time

to kill our hours

We looked for the bean bags at level 3

settling down

chatting a bit, getting to know each other from the really beginning

I then realised I hadn't printed out my meeting sheet

So she went with me downstairs

We both were like noobs didn't know how to print at the library

yes, a 4th year and a 3rd year didn't know how to print in uni

that was the first time for both of us to print stuff....

I tried to log in one computer

by the time I moved it a bit forward

the screen blacked out..for some unknown reason

with my account still signed in

I couldn't log in another computer to do my stuff =3=

like damn...what a troll day....

that is..the third trolling of the day man...

We finally found a way to do so by asking some green shirts to help

I had that instruction from the reception

they taught us how to insert credits to our cards

and pressed this and that to set up a pin etc....

Doris finally got my printout...

We were all cheerful and kiddy jumping up and down...

going up to where we were from...

but beanbags were gone...

then we found a room somewhere at level 3

our getting-to-know-each-other session started again

We talked so much about our interest and social life

then moved on to our job and studies

Don't know since when my PH spirit is out...

I started talking about my society and the welcome BBQ

We added each other's facebook and left our numbers etc

During the time I was doing my promotion

My president suddenly appeared at the door lmaooo

like hell yes.....today is the most trolling day I've ever had recently

funny to the utmost

I asked him to come back to our room when he got his food

We three then stayed for almost an hour in 304

My friend Doris and I gradually became best friends for the day

almost knowing each other's entire life within these 3 hours...

I would want to take her to our meeting too, if only I can lol

I had to leave this cutie soon after 12pm with Henry

for our committee application meeting

Bye Doris, see you next Monday :3

So hmmm....our committee application meeting was fairly organised

Barbara was the one doing the minute

we finished the committee application with all the questions provided for each department

also have discussed what questions we would like to ask during our interviews with the potential ones

lastly the amazing race happening in Week 5 would soon to be promoted...

We all thought after O-Week, we would be free like a bird

but didn't know that it was just the beginning...

So hmmm....

meeting was done....

time to meet up with my lovely sis Jennifer

who came to the library with her friend Sherry to find me

I led them to the FM to get her sticker

the lady told us she didn't need to if she's got the Opal card lol

lol we lined up for nothing...

and you know what...I made friend with her friend Sherry too

More surprisingly is that her friend and her are also doing the same Gen ed as I

psychology of work mwahahahah

We soon formed a group on wechat so we could discuss things later :)

it's going to be a fun and productive semester...

the first day has given me a sign of a good start :)

 oh and.....Jenny would be joining PH tooooooo xD

say yes...to the promotion and design department here

I'm such a dedicated one doing so much for my society hahaa

...............

Being with my dar dar for the rest of the day has always been so fun
I told him about my day on our way to grab food
We once again sitting at the exact same spot at that Japanese restaurant where we ordered
Chicken...
again...
Spent an alright 1 hour sharing heaps of fun stories recently
I think the most precious moment is just that
you can have a nice dinner with someone you appreciate :)

Another Sunday is gone... (1st of March)

Nan was shooooo nice

coming to my house at sharp 9:30

and taking me to MSY to get my network adapter

The guy there was so careless

We paid for this $27 adapter with a $50 notes expecting for a $23 change

But bwahahahahaah

I got my $27 change at the end? 

Sorry...cheap asian here

I mean...greediness lol...

After meeting dar dar

we decided to go grab some food first

he kept saying how he hasn't eaten vegies these days

But still...he ordered just a fried rice...with chicken...

>>

On our way back

I told him about yesterday with all the fun we had from gaming and socialising

Then the rest of the day

We were staying at his lab doing our stuff

I uploaded all the photos taken from yesterday

and accepting so many adding requests from new members from PH account

He recommended me to subscribe a Youtuber who does funny talking while gaming

We were watching some of his videos

couldn't stop all that laughter from what he said

Some people really do know how to entertain people so well

Btw I feel dar dar's pain for worrying his thesis

even worried a little bit more 

after he received the feedback from the engineer

Since he commented how he couldn't understand what he's writing about

and requesting him to rewrite most of the paragraphs

What would you do in such an intense situation?

If I were him, I would have been shitting my pants too

I really hope I can do something for this person too

he doesn't only just need support, but some actual help...

some help that will make him get out of this hell-like month...