随谈 (19th of December)

原来digital drawing真的不是想象中的那么难

经过了一番练习后

第二天已经有点熟悉的感觉了

早上还琢磨着如何画着好看proportional的人画像

下午就开始了character design的东东

还有下午画了5种不同形态的characters

好久没有了那种对画有着无限憧憬和想象的感觉了

所以现在仿佛是一种重生

对画画这个兴趣再次燃起了新的希望

带着那股冲劲画着一个不知道的未来

对巴巴说的话就像是当年那个心里有什么都能说

想到什么就不停地说着让别人信服的小孩

很开心听到他的声音

还有伴着的赞许

然后还有那种无形的鼓励

就在世界的那一头传了过来

对于明天那个road trip我还很期待呢

今晚跟麻麻packed了一个晚上

什么东西都捡齐了

除了那些重物外

几乎需要的东西都带了

包括药物之类的

麻麻总是那么细心周到

这点我是需要学习的

最后嘛

跟麻麻一起看的超级演说家

我对某人的认识没有停留在一个漂亮的外表里

但她的演说真的很神奇

一个人的言值是能把一个人美化的

还有对于‘根’这么一个话题

无论是对血缘关系的还是对文化的

的确就像他们说的一样

我们不从忘记

因为根的本质就是无时无刻牵动着我们的维系。。。

My new toy..(18th of December)

• not really a good day....I found Nick, he was there at 1-ish but the receptionist wasn't there, so I was asked to come back here at my break...
• had this casual talk with Nelson...this rich guy really is indoorsy....like fishing, gaming and designing....what's more....yeh...he's that specialty.....still learning how to invest and such...>.>
• learning what you call the real thing~ special effect....like....mocha tracking in advanced level o3o wooohooooooo lots of steps to remember so I had to quickly go through it, and revise it with me thinking over it once at least... 
• failed to make the effect work correctly, asked Adam for a few times for help...
• finally had my tablet bought the second time when seeing Nick.....happy to use it leh
• just by seeing how Lisa could draw hers digitally with that kind of passion, I already felt that this is one of the best decisions I've ever made...
• No joining Christmas party because of that isolated feeling once loomed....
• going to Paparich, ordering a mango slurpee....drawing while drinking....relaxing
• been drawing the whole night...even tried on the sticker's different faces :3 or even using the digital drawing to talk through the convo with somebody...
• fun and lovable :3 

(17th of December)

• shit shit g lor.....net got disconnected during my important battle...>.>
• lucky that I got Nick's tablet for class. Trying some awesome figures digitally made myself feel proud...I've never done digital drawing via a tablet. That is really something new for me leh~
• After Nick said that AIT still store a few tablets for sale, I couldn't wait to get mine for a cheaper price here :3 the guy in our class already has gotten his today. It worked so well leh!
• no rooms, so I had to sit there to wait for 3:30 class to start~ during this time, I sat on the bench for a free drawing. My target was two of the students there who were napping freely...One of them is David lmao~ I was in a rush to draw them in case they woke up anytime lmao
• an ordinary day leh~

(16th of December)

• bloody touchy talk with mum at lunch time. Our promise to work hard together is all coming from that wish to have a better life. It is true to say if your family isn't rich, you should've worked even harder to change your fate...
• raining like shit outside, I meant, when I reached Central~ I almost fell because the surface of the floor was so wet and slippery....
• so happy to learn a new skill in VFX class~ tracking is THAT easy~ In order to remember every step by heart, I practised everything quickly so before the teacher went on the next half an hour of explaining, I could still have some time thinking everything over as a process of revision
• awesome to know and see Nick's digital drawing. Attending this class today made me realize how powerful some artworks could be~ though I don't exactly have a tablet to use tomorrow, Nick said he could lend his to me lol
• telling mum about the tablet, she said she would love to get me one if this is for learning...I didn't expect that she would agree all in a sudden, now she even said she would get me the new battery as well~

(15th of December)

• bad dream in the morning, having this typical cheating dream as if somebody dumped me for his devil-ish attempt because I was just too crap for him lol Somebody also had his dream with me involved, and that is, we ate pizza together. A lot, a lot of that. But the thing is, I was the one finishing all the base because I wanted, he instead finished all the toppings....this really ain't me~ now you see how much difference a dream could be from our reality?
• mum was called to work today. She woke up in the really early morning and left at 6-ish....but then, wasn't informed the time had changed to 12-ish....so she gotta wait there for a few hours...by the time she got back....couple things she complained. Her mosquito bites on legs and arms, her soaked hair from the rain, as well as her clothes, the irritation she had to endure from her colleagues....just so much that I allowed her to vent against me....I know during this tough time, we should always be the one listening to their unhappiness. The only thing we can give is to feel them, knowing more of their hardship. In this way, she would feel better, and she did....but I promise, our life will be changing to even better....so sure of that
• having so much fun with Jamie, my friend that I haven't seen for over a year...We just purely talked about life and jobs....Her job has changed to another real estate company~ She recommended to go searching for wedding company for video editing. Heard that it could earn a lot from doing one project. We also talked a lot about uni subjects, and their use values...Given that we both think some of the courses or even degree overall, ain't even useful for life for good....example such as, her friend who was doing education ended up looking for eco related job as well...Other than that, relationship was another huge topic between girls~ I don't think I have ever told a friend that much these days...let's just say, getting in a relo is an experience as well....Oh and I wish that she would give me some chance where her company needs somebody for video editing or design etc~
• the rest of the night devoted to my blog updates and photos editing~AND so addicted to Janice's songs....so much feels that I couldn't stop myself from replaying it...plus recording myself singing it....
• photos are boooooo-tifullll.....I look too good in some of them....self-obsessed much>.>
• looking forward to having drawing and VFX lesson tomorrow :)

Life drawing, life changing (14th of December)

g的惰性其实就是我的代名词

的确太猪了

本来想早起

但就是起不来

脑袋好沉

被麻麻抽掉被子后

继续去她床又睡了半小时

我真不是故意的

实在太累了啦。。。

之后从去AIT的那刻我就开始兴奋了

因为Life drawing这新体验今天又来了

上studio有点无聊

我就是在看tutorial什么来学习怎么在maya里model villa

后来花了两个多小时几乎要把成品弄出来了

在关键的时候

save不了

于是只好认命重做吧。。

我跟Lisa两小朋友第一次去pub胆怯地去了2楼等待life drawing

一楼实在太可怕了

每一个客人都像黑帮份子

仿佛说错一句话就要暴乱。。

于是乎我们在二楼等了半个小时

没跟什么人聊过天

说话还不敢大声

因为二楼life drawing的地方

跟一楼形成鲜明对比

那地方太优雅~

身边同样等待life drawing的老人们一个个在看书和聊着画画心得

然后到了6点半才开始了那两小时的人体画像

一共就在那两小时画着各种不同姿态的裸男姿势

那人还真的很flexible

几乎每个姿势都像是advanced level的

有些我还蛮吃力地在限定时间内完成

画的不详

但至少动作的大概我是画出来了

break时跟某老人聊天

他秀出他画的

跟我们说他勾勒出的图真的很糟糕

他无法掌握到那些shadow什么的细节究竟应该在什么地方下笔

某女士很专业地跟他讲着基本款的姿势应该怎么怎么构建

然后我跟Lisa也算是在旁边偷师了

这里的人呀

一个个都这么expert

像坐在我旁边的那个女士

用Ipad作画也

还画的很有西方抽象风

仿佛是油画出身的

我很惊讶她如何能在这么短时间内还colour整幅画

而且shadow什么的画得十分完整~

高手就是高手

不过经过今晚

我已见识了不少高手了

一个个就是用不同methods去作画

像我们这种用铅笔的已经很low了><

不过话说回来

life drawing还是蛮有意义的

都是些不是我年龄层的人

都是些enjoy life老年也爱学习而且有兴趣的人

那两小时的作画让我打从心底里觉得

画画真的很能提升一个人的情操

就像是

就听旁边的人讨论着艺术上的东西

你似乎也能被受感染和影响

画画这东西很考验人对视觉上的敏感度有多高

当时现场里一个现象就能看出这里的人有多专业了

我没有看到任何一个人用橡皮擦这东西

除了我跟我朋友

我还好

也用了就那么5，6次

为了锻炼自己更好的下笔勾勒出线条

我尽量不用看看我能画得如何

而Lisa貌似只要是画得不好就要擦擦擦

我们的目标就是要画的坚决一点

观察地细腻一点

画life drawing真的很考眼神的

眼神不好大概下笔的地方就会下错了

而这一切都只是一个会画画的人的开端

还有更多像是如何用一只笔把figure画粗细和掌握线条的灵活度这些的

嘛嘛嘛

下周一继续继续！

我就是努力的一个人

我就是要克服困难！！

PS: 某人推荐我去跟某director合作一个project

蛮有兴趣的

但某人一些请求有点尴尬 哈哈哈

PS2: 去见Jamie的时间改了

巴不得马上要见到这朋友

太久太久没见了！！

PS3: 看了real behind image后

我又学会了一点点media的东西

原来这么多真相的背后是一些不堪入目的桥段

还有某网红宣布要退出social media这狗血桥段

不要这样好吗

人家professor都说出来你的阴谋了。。

PS4: 嘛~ 还有

Mark Zuckerberg的老婆真的棒棒哒~

很喜欢这种朴素但不失高贵的女性

她的高贵就在于那颗不被金钱所玷污和依然秉持着救援人的心

钱他们多的是

但人家真的是真心诚意地去贡献社会

向他们致敬~

One day trip to B and L (13th of December)

嘛

今天去了两个地方跟某猪

第一个地方是Barangaroo

那地方还是很荒芜啊

除了是一个刚开发的位置缺少人去visit外

周边就是一片眺望大自然风光照selfies的好景象

那什么

我们好不容易从远处走过来

跟着粉色的路标一步一步地去挖掘这个小地方

我还在某位置悄悄地按着快门照下了一些海浪拍打石头的那一瞬间激起的浪花

拿~就像以下这图

好吧

我P的有点严重了

不过我想突出的就是那浪花飘在空气中的那洒脱

仿佛是一段毫不犹豫let go的恋情一般的自由

就像某网红所说的一样

media就是充满lies

很多美好的景象总是在拍摄几十张或更多的情况下抽出一张最好看的展现给大众看

没错呀

为了这浪花我也是拍了接近50张差不多的照片了吧

之后在这鬼天气下

我们去了一个比较阴凉的地方休息

围着那area走了几乎一圈了

而且因为那地方暂时还没建筑好

娱乐设施什么的并没有什么

在回去的路上我们还看到了一个现象

那就是当地的居民反对政府对他们房子的拆迁

嘛

简单的说

就是为了这个开发地

这些古老的屋子成为了建筑和扩张新地方的牺牲品

你懂的

双方都有理

不过居民们的祖屋其实还真的挺有特点的

不过要不要拆还是决定于政府呀

虽然呀

居民们都摆出了坚决反对的姿态

甚至在他们屋前

就像下图所呈现的一样

declare他们的立场

针对拆迁而强烈表示了他们的心声

无论结果如何都好

我们这些路人甲就只能说

照个照片留一下恋。。

接着

回去lunch完后

继续去着我们plan的第二个地方

那就是很有名的La Perouse

很有趣的是

我们坐上3点多的车

还没到目的地

我们就下车了

原因是

我发现了车漏油

车里几乎还闻到那很浓的油味

很抱歉

因为我真的很注重安全问题

所以我劝某猪一起下车的

之后那半小时的漫长等待

我们在车站内玩着游戏等着下一班L94的来临

大概是上天听到了我们的呼应

L94终于来了

而我

在车上

已经是一个累人儿

倚靠着某猪睡到下车前才醒来

那什么的

到处走走

天气很好

清风阵阵

然后漫步去到另一边像其他人一样

迈过那些突兀的石头和滑溜溜的青苔和海藻

到了一边尽情拍照

我做着些傻不拉几的poses希望留个纪念

某猪每次都会拍到我最屌丝的瞬间

仿佛是故意的

好不容易跟他说要数3，2，1我同时摆pose

那完后

照片效果真明显有质感了

我是说我那表情

嘛

像他说的

屌丝和女神就在一线之间

这里就不一一show我像女神的照片了

scroll下方会有那么几张我真特别爱的照片

不得不发出来秀秀~

还好

我们到了几个地方寻找拍摄最好的角度

我靠着石头还是什么的

拍得像是中风了一样

不过他觉得挺逗趣的吧

我也傻得挺high的

对了

还看到了那些生物在视线内漂移~

我是说

在那些长满青苔和莫名叫不出名字的白色物体的石头中

有只巨大的章鱼烧~

不对

是章鱼

咦

等等

是章鱼吗？

Whatever吧

反正就是这一海产激起了我的好奇心

使得我不好意思不拍它

嘛

章鱼的os肯定在说

老子其实迷路了

你这家伙还拍什么拍~！

然后

以下就是秀秀某猪完美的拍摄和我优雅pose的结合

简直就是~

完美~ *金星手指*

裙子可以再飘动一点吗？

麻烦小姐不要回头

回头后可能会吓si人喔

嘛嘛嘛

这背影就是赢了！

没有脸的现实就是最美的现实

有没有！？

这天然的低头放书包确实是我的第二最爱

我这人就是喜欢些比较自然的照片

也许角度并不是最完美的

但动作绝对是无意间的不装b

就像这张

我确实不知道某猪抓拍下来了

但妈呀

这pose很漂亮~~

而且

不要judge我的purple ramp background

就喜欢这色调

怎么滴~

oh

还有这！

对的

我飞~

我飞向那迎接我的未来

我飞向那我梦寐以求的理想

还有我其实就是飞起来装装b而已

again

no judging on my background

还有

本猪就是喜欢大动作的pose

像某猪说的

我的pose就是大字马的分身

尽是些arms wide

legs open的差不多的动作

可是本人就是这风格喂

还有为了这张飞起来的

雏鹰动作

应该抓拍了近乎20次了吧？

不好意思

没有塔照

并不是不想晒出来

但塔照没到我要秀出来的标准

某猪跟我介绍了他们广州的小蛮腰塔才能营造出我要的那holding的pose

那塔太肥大所以算了罢

以下图是我也十分喜欢的其中一张

留给自己和大家慢慢欣赏

回去前还为了逃避一个怪蜀黍的貌似要套近乎的手段

而坐到了巴士后面

那怪蜀黍给我们讲的那什么boat原来只是一个logo

anyways

晚上的宫保鸡丁不错

加上看着running man的第二集那紧张的抓外族人的片段

生活还是充满乐趣的

PS: 回家时遇到奇葩人在我背后聊着asian girl types的话题

我真sick of某男聊得欢得不得了的玩女人

泡女人

和如何让女人折服这些东西。。

嘛

知道你们厉害呀

jap girl, korean girl, viet girl什么的。。

拜托。。你怎么不回去补补脑

少在这炫耀= =

asian girls不是这么好搞定的= =