Burning passion revived (30th of August)

Found all my friends in my group from that exchange language program on wechat and sent them all requests. This guy Tao was the first one to accept it. We seemed like we've got plenty to talk for some reason. He taught me something of biomedical engineering, the project he's been working on recently, about this system to assist blind to see things in black and white by putting this microchip behind their eyes. I then asked him to show me some pictures as he was going back to his lab today. We still kept texting each other later on. He seems like a really nice friend to be in the group :) Really can't wait to meet up with another two group members a few days later xD

A month and a half, yes, almost a month and a half without that kind of need...Welll....Don't think I should go too detail of our intimacy here...Briefly speaking, his workout does help him a lot to be even more energetic than before. He totally killed korara for the banging...Remember the first time he didn't even know how to do it, he lied still down there watching me doing all the job compare to now who never got tired of all these humpings, I felt like he could lift me up easily while bang bang, even threw me high up in the air if he wants..Too much passion...

SOOOOOO....I suggested to go St James Westfield food court to have dinner. The really nice dinner in that Ding Tai Feng restaurant where it's ranked at the fourth place on that list I shared on Fb..I love the wontons there with their spicy sauce :) Panpan said we'd go back there next time just for their dumplings and all.

But I really have to say I felt super bloated after the meal. It shouldn't be like this. I ain't on diet, not that I really care about my body figure. Wait, I mean, I do care, but I still wouldn't eat less or restrict myself not to eat this and that o3o Somehow my stomach has grown smaller maybe? I couldn't even finish that tasty cold white chocolate drink...>3<

Oh and our company was smashingly great (using the exactly same word from panpan's text)...Though we barely talked after the dinner. We shared our great moment hugging each other while listening to my music and waiting for our train. Leaning on each other's shoulders, hands holding on the train, and quietly enjoying the last hour of our day being together...Thanks for the day again :)

PS: Farting stories are really great to share with other people :) My panpan laughed so much at those xD

Good work for my critical review (29th of August)

I love my Jap seminar shoooooooo much :3 So so so much!!! We gotta have this activity exchanging the role between customers and shopkeepers in that last half an hour. Lots of fun moments because people are all super mean; everyone set the price of products so high while we had only 40000 yen to purchase three items...And I made friend with a few others :3

Basically the rest of my day was to stay at the library to write up my critical review. Lots of readings to do, and I had to come up with a good argument from that. It took me around 4 hours to get half of it done. Oh and before I started doing it, I went to have my first ever laksa in my uni. So the story began with when I saw that there was a super long line stretched over the Mathew's building, I asked this guy what that was for, he said the most delicious laksa in uni is here lol....

Anyways...back to my critical review...I really do think (just a side note) quality journalism is under the threat of news media. Think about it, internet allows us to search up more resources. More importantly, this easier access is the reason for us to search some particular areas based on our personal interest because of our human nature. What this means to the survival of quality journalism? It's the decline of viewers to look for political related news since we no longer buy traditional printed version. Before this happens, we would still take a glance on the first cover page of newspaper which we at least have that tiny bit of knowledge of what's happening currently. But now, internet is much more compelling that we can even 'skip that glance'...

So hmmm....checking up that internship list online without my name in it. I wasn't surprised because they cut down 2/3 people from 38 candidates...Chances are, that was just the first time group interview :) I'll keep trying...Good news is I got into this exchange language program in uni which I'll be pair up with three other people, one of them is Japanese. I can't wait to see them before the launch thingy next Thursday. And and and been busy talking to my groups about that promotional video. So we have decided to let me edit the whole video with all the materials they've already got there. I sure will be happy to do this job :) No forcing at all...And I need to make sure this video has to turn out to be so good to represent our whole society!!

PS: Sort of an argument with panpan before heading to bed because he made me feel so uncomfortable, as if I was the only one wanted to go out...
PS1: Thanks for the adding group 3060. Now I can sneakily watch others' videos making for that course I take next year... Their documentaries are full of each group's style. There is one of them that I remember the most is to record the journey of this guy going up to upper campus lol....It starts with more than 50 photos of him displaying on the floor. The camera goes through all of them and eventually, it reaches him where towards the end of all the photos. He then sort of jogs slowly, climbs up the stairs. The pace has adjusted to mildly slow motion, follow by some dramatic background music to indicate each stage. Finally, he reaches upper campus. takes out his phone and takes a selfie...It's a good enough documentary done only with one single take... :)

Challenge: defeat laziness (28th of August)

Stuffy brain couldn't make a decision of what theme I should pick for my design. It took me a much longer time to start when most of the people started to use Illustrator to get on theirs. Well....Just super unproductive in that two lessons that's all...

But before meeting up with Seri and his brother, I slowly worked on my first image which I have already redone it for couple times. I wonder what the hell is wrong with me today having this unproductivity around me...Until I went all the way back to uni, saw my mate Jamie who also takes part in this promotional video, talked to her for a bit before we started filming this guy called Josh at level 1. That was fun though. Having this glorious moment of him and his friend calling each other faggot while his friend was fully laughing at him for being nominated by the president, and had to do something that he didn't want to...Thanks to our great president who nominated this person to be our first ever interviewee for our project. He's so vibrant in a way though he seems that camera recording stresses him out before we started filming. Jamie and I have some mini discussion on separate parts, the one with general questions to cover the overall impression of this society, and the other one is with specific questions asking him about his volunteering and sport thingy with PH...I thought of that as something we need for other interviewees. Yet to make a film more entertaining and informing, this is certainly not enough. After that funny encounter with our first interviewee, Jamie and I went to the food court to continue with our plan on filming schedule, and casually suggested some ideas just came up in my mind such as that split screen, shrink that shot of reporter to the side while sync with the running man event or others to the other side to make it look like the 'random' (selective PH members) to reflect what it was like for the real-time recording. Happy that I take the lead, well, sort of, at the moment...

And happy that I've once again practiced English with mum. Her task is to describe her day everyday when we have our dinner. Guess it'd be a great chance for her to getting used to using this language to speak some basics. Oh and happy that I got to read through if not all, most of the resources and jotted down some notes for me to start my critical review tomorrow. Having this urge to write up as much as I can before Sunday comes. I can feel that writing inspiration is escalated through my want for something, not HD, but something that I lost so badly from something happened recently, so that letting me have this self-reflection for what is the best thing to do, and this not-to-get-slack-off-but-be-more-productive-as-you-can attitude...Well...It didn't happen today though lol....

PS: Le most awkward moment is when you found yourself getting mad for nothing because the technology had this huge problem in not getting me informed when le bf started to talk to me online...Awkward rage, awkward apology, and awkward forgiveness...Even I can't forgive myself....This trolling is not funny OK? fine...it is...>3>

love that LOVE (27th of August)

Guess what? I nearly fell asleep standing on the train on my way to AIT....>.> Lucky I have my body alarm :3 I know when to get off when everyone was getting off...

The weather was super gloomy, but my day wasn't...Except that AIT computers troll me all this time...My password wasn't working again due to some unknown reason...And I had to go to that technical center to ask for help. This guy gave me this weird look when saying 'Then that means your password is incorrect...' 'But I've been using the same password all this time =3=...' I just found out I needed that ID from the reception today...

Anyways...I had a good time consulting my design with Helen, and gave my friends some suggestions towards theirs. Gold came to sit next to me asking what I thought about his mind map, and if I could give him some inspiration for his 'feeling' section. Without doing my own, I didn't know whether I was being high or what...My artistic side kicked in, so I ended up saying something not comprehensive but had this tendency of carrying some sort of artistic meanings lol...

Oh...But I didn't really do anything productive in my studio class as I was surrounded by a few talkative people. They also got me talkative too...Other than Mickey who got me into this storyboard thingy, much work for him to do yet he talked a lot to me, Nelson was the one kept on telling me how good his investment is by looking at that chart...I love that moment when starvation gave me a good sense of humour. It does happen...I become talkative when I am hungry...lol...

Later on, I asked for their photo numbers like FINALLY...After we've been together in the same class for almost 2 semesters...Before 4 of us heading to our Sushi place, we went down there to watch that ice bucket challenge for donation. Several brave people joined, one of them is our teacher, Helen...My god...How spectacular this scene was taken in front of AIT when everyone was waiting it to happen haha They had more than 10 buckets of water next to them. So we counted down to 1, they all held one bucket above their heads, pouring the water onto them. This was captured by heaps of camera people surrounded them, including me who screamed so loud appraising their kindness for this act. 

Anyways...Gold, Mickey, Nelson and I walked to Broadway to get our sushi rolls. Three of them didn't expect me to eat that much...Now they know>.>...But thanks for Nelson's shout :3 And thanks for Gold's caring, little things have proven how caring this guy is when suggesting us to eat upstairs instead of going back to AIT just for me...

So my day has been great I guess? After coming back home, I studied for a bit; suggested a bit for my promotional video members on inbox, getting ready to meet up with Jamie tomorrow for the first time to do our short interview; talked to Jacob quite a bit because I saw him last night...Oh I wish others won't find me being too pushy taking the lead of our promotional video o3o I just get too excited to go through this production process. And it has to turn out to be something good :) Lastly...Spending my 2 hours teaching mum English by asking her to translate what I said, as well as gave her some exercises to do. I can tell how much she has improved so far, and I truly believe that she will soon be improved more with lots of practices :3 We should do this more often ey? x3

PS: This song 'heal the world' really has moved me so much. I went teary for having this need to do more in my life. Thanks for 'Heal the world'. It lights the hope for our future, and brings us all together to achieve one goal-make the world a better place...Michael Jackson's spirit will always be with us :) The power of this song conveys through this song will last for so long...I just really love it :)

PS1: Been watching some videos of the soldiers came back from Afghanistan to surprise their families....Friggin touchy T___T....LOVE that moment of seeing someone you love, eventually comes back home safe.....

Piggest person... (26th of August)

Horray....I got my Jap quiz back!!! AND I failed!!!!!!!!

^ No..I am not mentally ill...I am happy because my mark still beat so many people o3o unexpectedly...I guess the quiz must be too damn hard then...Oh and I seriously love our new tutor...She seems super energetic teaching us Japanese...Her great laughter, great explanation by acting something out, great rules set in the class, great method for asking us to look at each other, describe things in Japanese and later on asking this guy who was sitting at the front to do catwalk in the class....>.>

Anyways...so that was my Jap class today...I got heaps of things to deal with after that class though. I went up to upper campus to get most of my stuff done before Jenny came and found me in an hour. We then moved to another seat where she could put her laptop on the desk to do her work. Most of the time we were both quiet doing our own work, only when I or she got something to tell me, then we would start talking for a bit. She had a hard time looking for resources for that landscape project that is due tomorrow...Best luck for her, that's all I can say...And ok....Halfway through her thingy, she was asked by me to go and grab something to eat. I saw my friend Jacob but he was facing me when I ordered my food, so I wasn't sure if that was him o3o ..

After coming back to do more work with her at the library. I had some time reading through a few required readings for this week and ready to write up that 150 words thingy for that mini debating...However, my brain was drained...My eyes went teary staring at the screen...I tried to revive myself by drinking Jenny's coke...and I failed to do so...I then left...while Jenny still insisted to stay there til she finished that section she was doing...I warmly texted her what time the last bus will be there so she wouldn't miss it, AND always remember to be safe sis!!!

Here I go with a quote made by me: I'm friggin HIGH atm!!! That piggest person is a fat liar, his lies are everywhere on the street..You can even casually pick it up from there............... YAY.... (post done in 5 minutes....wooooohooooo)

Encounter with my little cook (25th of August)

No tut, no lect, nothing in the morning. This cancellation made my day so far because I could get back to bed for another 1 hour or so. :3 Leaving my house at 11-ish, waited at the platform while looking around this beautiful rainy view, all in a sudden this girl tapped me on the back. It was my high school friend Michelle, the well-known masterchef in our year who is able to make variety of high quality food, just like the ones in the restaurant. It was my pleasure to see her again. Remember the last time I saw her was in supernova where Nyan, Cindy, she and I spent 6 or 7 hours stayed there taking hell lots of photos with some characters? Yes...I've never seen her again since then.

Another non stop talking sesh was happening right after she gave me a little surprise. This little time to be together made us reconnect so much by excitedly telling each other how we have been recently, our ranting about our courses and other things that mentionable for anyone that you haven't seen for too long...She fully knows my pain for doing hell lots of epic readings for my course as she used to take a course in media with me in our first year. Until then, she transferred to Macquarie and now, she's doing the same subject with Jake, they are even in the same class. I mean, having at least someone you know in the class is the best thing ever in uni. I do always say making new friends is a better thing to do. But that's only when knowing you have no one in the same class with you...We had this great connection when talking about Japanese though. She was the former Jap student in high school and uni, but she quit the course after found that it's getting much harder in that intermediate level. And as she mentioned about working experiences, I once again brought up my first-time-ever-group interview a few days ago. She said she truly feels me, even she applied for several intern and got removed from the list. Then she said she'd link me tonight for that volunteer thingy, maybe it's a better choice for me to get in there first. Thanks for all her advice as well as her shared stories of group projects. I totally agreed with her for having such a challenge in a group work when some people are so terrible in collaborating with others. I wish I could have more time to talk to her and see her some time soon >3<

So I went to uni to do revision, and to prepare for my tut materials. That's not all for today though. My international relation tut was going well. I love this topic 'human security' from last week, covering quite a few points for most of the threats that are happening nowadays, which Joakim had made a good statement of saying every problem links to one another, every problem is the problem of another problem, every problem is the consequence and cause of another big or small problem. He showed us a table demonstrating this targeted regions where they need more attention from the media and government for the rising problems such as food security, environmental degradation, economic instability. And the ones are coloured with green which represent no progress left us to question whether such a table to tackle all these problem will be the most effective first step, a heated debate goes on when this guy started to talk about how this outcome will not be as accurate as it seems, because other states are not undergoing or experiencing the exact condition of that state itself, the one that seeks for help. Blah blah blah blah blah....so yeh...

After the class, I went up to my tutor to ask a few questions about our final assignment since it weigh 60%. It needs too much of my attention to get myself ready for this 'what if' theory...What if I am not on the right track; what if my argument is not discussable; what if I have to do quite a few topics together instead of focusing on one.....

Anyways....It's still a bit early to think....??? I leave a question mark here because I, not even sure how much time I'll be taking for this...

Oh and I met up with this girl, Karen after my class as we planned to earlier this morning. She took me to international laundry at that Red centre to meet up with her other two friends. I guess her friend is right, Karen makes great prophecy..The bad ones. Never get this girl to make any prophecy as it could be dangerous....Please don't put yourself at stake...

Ahhh...and and and and and...because of that...I was a bit late to see panpan...BUT I went to UTS library to wait him outside, and kept waiting til he finished his meal. We then went inside of the building, went up to where it's close to his tutorial class and sat there for half an hour. Our same old habit- checking out people...has been so fun. Like when this skinny girl walked past us, this meanie said she looks so flat with no ass...>.> Btw that 'fxxxing' joke was too hilarious...His madness for saying our bang bang time for 24/7 just cracked me up a lot....>.> Oh and please don't think me for giving you some passionate kisses and hugs...Burning kisses and hugs...like FIREEEEE...

The entire night was going to finish a few tasks as I put down on my sticker notes...But to contact with two volunteers and start constructing something for our promotional video has already taken me quite a few hours...Btw...two volunteers weren't willing to be part of the interview, as they said, their busy uni schedule is the main problem for them not being able to make it....I mean...everyone is getting busy these days ey...>.> Well...who isn't busy?

Fight for love... (24th of August)

Jenny told me that she'd be living with her husband soon, so she had to move Calvin to another room. I prefer to tutor Calvin in his new room because it's much brighter, warmer with a larger space to walk around. He was alright today. Two hours didn't entirely kill him. This kid is getting better, much better days by days. At the very least, he reduces his laziness, lessens his frequency to interject me, and does think for the right answers for the exercise. I was glad that he actually knows how to please me lol...In return, I played with him for a bit during our 10 min break. He asked me to write something hilarious to make him laugh, so I did....

After the lesson, I asked his mum about childcare. She showed me her past assignments, including the ones she did for her presentation and all, which made me feel that it'd be hell too difficult for my mum to write a proper report with a few hundred words in English...She gave me a lot of additional information about the wage etc. I found it pretty hopeless to get mum into learning childcare after learning how much amount of work she has to take for that... :/

Anyway...congratulation to Jenny's re-marriage. It seems like she has found the one she loves from her charming smile when she described how good her husband is. Perhaps he's super rich too. Even mum envies of her great life there when I told her about her remarriage. For her, lack of courage has always been one of the main problems to socialize with more people because she's scared to talk about her divorce and all, as though it's something intimidating...

Btw I saw this woman got bitten by a seagull right on her head when she was walking....I will never forget this time of the day this woman full shouted in front of me when I was on my way to get my bucket of drumsticks...

PS: depressing panpan finally talked back...but still with a depressing mood there...And I got nothing much to say ~