This hailing (25th of April)

Hailing in the afternoon

But it had nothing to do with me

I stayed indoor

the lab was warm

and cozy

the room I normally go to was locked though

so he asked me to sit at that desk next to his

Nothing much happening today

except that I watched 40 minutes of super orator

and the rest of the time was all devoted to correcting his chapter 2

Same as before

confusion towards some sentences is due to lack pre-knowledge in concepts

we had our time carrying the takeaway and the huge laptop back to his house

he had me listening to his business talk in and out of the restaurant

during the time when we were waiting for the takeaway

he has brought me with some new views in understanding the market and innovation might expand its market

Ahhh and thanks for that movie
it seems great so far~
looking forward to watching the rest tomorrow

Amazeballs... (24th of April)

No clues in what ways I want my image to be made up of texts

I was using that one hour to figure out the animated elements such as path and effects adding to the texts

having some miscommunication with my bro Seri

who thought that 2pm was our meeting up time

So I was there at Capitol waiting for him for 20 minutes

;no awkwardness at all as I saw him

the really last time we met up was half a year ago

Back then, he was still my AIT mate

but now, he has become a dealer, working for couple months

the sophistication, the prestigiousness, the dignity

from him being a young little boy, to now he acts totally like a gentleman

He was willing to introduce something about the Star

the interviews he had for applying the job

everything he wanted to tell me

so much for me to catch up with

so much stories, and side stories heard 

Takeru was the one we went to

I had him there explaining his future plan to me

his attempt to have his own business with his bro

asked by him, who wanted to know about my future

I talked to him so much about media stuff

Spicy food was what we ordered

I mean, I ordered it :3

forcing him to finish the super spicy noodles

he forced me back to have the rest of the squid

Not too mean, but a little mean to ask him to walk me back to AIT

since he needed to get something for his friend anyways xD

He said after half a year of non-contact, I already have pushed his buttons lol

anyhowwww.....none productivity at AIT

though I tried my hardest working on my tut task...

it didn't end up well

so no saving that work

I must say I have made the best choice so far today

meeting up with two of my close friends

Having Nick together to have dinner at night

no exact destination to go where he wanted to take me to

He gave me several choices 

but they all ended up with either too packed, long queue waiting, or not good enough for our first time ever catch up after a few months

Later, he decided to take me to that Jap restaurant at market city

that is where we had some Jap style puff pizza and prawn salad together

sharing is caring

indeed we had our moment chatting about our recent life and future plans, again lol

Variety of things such as his family, gf, workplace

our dreams we would like to pursue

the hardship we both have experienced in some particular points

his travelling experience

my problem with my relationship and the acceptance from parents etc

there is no exact solution for the problem sometimes

but I really love how much advice he had given me there

and lastly, the deep talk with mama the rest of the night was amazing

I told her so much about my ideal career is going to be taken with my promises

what's more important is that we discussed the friendship bit

in which we both have that sort of resonance of the value in friendship 

we agreed that time should be spent on the ones worth your attention

the ones who are able to provide you with different perspectives which leads to your success

and the ones that should be valued for their virtues for having you the need for positive energy

should no thinking a sec of having them in your friends' list

also she agrees with my viewpoint

in which I told her how independent a woman should have been

for the sake of having her own career

and the intelligence she has, will exceedingly score up for the outside beauty

because no men like dumb women

high EQ will make you more beautiful

PS: voluntarily joining the dancing group formed by one of our subcommittees

RnB dance will be fun to learn

especially with some other members

oh oh, P and VP also a few directors are in too

performing in a cruise party will be BOOM, epic and unforgettable

it already has me on that hysterical state of excitement just by thinking about it ahaha

I duh am in, you duh should be looking forward to seeing our performance lol 

The very nature of communication (23rd of April)

Man with a movie camera...

another weird looking conjunctures in a form of movie

No attendance marking today because of that

weather became fine again

Really love seeing dar dar's reactions towards my trolls

when that time I was hugging him at the back saying he was being serious about asking me to go with him to get the pizza

and he was trying to snatch my fish away when we were having lunch

you think everything has become habitually formed as a part of us

yet you never feel that's enough to staying with le bf

I was there helping him to correct his work while he had a nap

not even 2 pages of correction, my annoying mode was suddenly turned on

having me jumping on his bed, and started to messing him around

he kept asking me to pay him with $200 staying overnight

as the comeback of my troll

later he awkwardly went to the same toilet with me to pee

I came back, fell asleep on his bed for almost an hour

woke up, watching that speech with him as well as the IELTS speaking test example

dinner time at a noodle bar

chatting about variety of things such as my wish to go exchange

Pat's incident, my future job related topics

fun time continued with some English jokes, alongside the laughter we had

I kept calling him as a friggin gay

who loves to stick with his friend Sean

that really got him nuts

and almost strangled me hahaha

............

Thanks for giving me a great lesson le super orator

I learned a lot from that speech

she was right

sometimes the attempt to speak fast is really due to the lack of confidence

the fear of losing listeners

when a person doesn't care much how fast he speaks

and doesn't go irritable to try to make oneself get involved

this indeed implies the escalating self-confidence as one possesses the inner peace for being calm

because he no longer worries the awkwardness might have in between the silence at a slow paced spoken context

it's the belief of the really genuine of charisma here

Anyways...thanks for that inspiration of bringing me with depth into self-confidence

nobody is completely lucky in every aspect

this only happens if the luck is with you, and within the belief of you

Leadership learned (22nd of April)

I would prefer to know the fact of that incident between Patricia and Cherie much earlier...

I had no idea it would turn out to be like that

Now I sorta have guilt for getting Pat sad because her whole day of worth of work was undermined

by someone who sounded demanding and blunt

Yes, she might be a strong person to defend herself

which I personally think she didn't do anything wrong

respect is indeed critical to be existed between members

though there are directors and committees in the group, directors are to guide them

but still, for saying this, directors shouldn't have made them feel shit....

I, who's in the position of being a director

sincerely apologized to her as I didn't do enough

or all of the executives who were involved, didn't do enough for the coordination 

before handing her over the design task

I should have asked her how she went with the design

But I'm also glad that Pat and I had more interaction by opening up ourselves

we sent a few long messages to each other

I am certain that I really love this member

like even I felt touched for reading her messages

of course in saying all that to her, is to make her happy too

I wouldn't want her to bottle all these up without telling me how much she's been through

now you know how leadership should work 

It's a good experience for sure

which I got to know next time when I hand over a task to members

I gotta have them a clear guideline and direction first

PS: Been learning some techniques from after effects the whole night...

I wish there will be some day I master this software xD

PS1: Two outings on Friday

can't wait to see Nick and Seri wooohooooo

Macaron stall (21st of April)

thanks for those who invited me to the outings

I finally can spare some time for you guys within the week!!

I really hate 9am class with a super long queue waiting for the bus at central...

like, can you not...

 Our UNSWers surrounded the whole park spirally with a dragon-long-line

even I was impressed of such a scene of terror >.>

By the time I got to uni

it was exactly 10am....that is when lecture ended lmao

best excuse to skip a lecture =.=

So instead...I went to my stall straight

with several members already setting up the stall there

we started to have that fun session selling macarons to people

The weather was bad, but not enough to make us less enthusiastic 

just an hour of selling

we already had raised nearly $200

including that $80 for selling the whole box of macarons from an old guy

Shannon was happy

she said, she almost kissed him lol

coming to the second hour of selling

Summer, Jerry and Jacq came too

Since other executives asking me to take some photos for posting

I, too, took a few group photos

also with the ones buying a box of macarons :3

anyhow...

the weather was continuously raining like hell

you wouldn't believe, I wouldn't believe too

how I got to dar dar's house

in this weather...

the wind almost blew me away...and my umbrella was flipped for several times

I started to stumble to keep myself firmly at the road

Having umbrella just ain't helping at all

So I gave up using it

that road where I ran all the way up was such an epic scene

But who cares about image at that moment

even I could feel the water was dripping from my hair

I was trying to detach myself from being a girl

not even looking at whoever was walking towards me

but yes, soaked me indeed looked like a grudge that time>.>

oh and...

sorry that I disturbed you from doing your work

My relaxation was on

I just had no mood to work at all

except to watch some variety shows the entire afternoon

thanks for drying my hair

and sexually caressing me lol...

PS: The result for 2060 was ok-ish

I love how the marker called my essay as insightful and creative :3

Peak productivity (n+) (20th of April)

Having 3 hours of further discussion for the presentation during my break
such dedication
we were quite worried about the technological sense of things
since the lecture was more of centralize on the topic of how TV functions in relation to vision etc
I even asked dar dar for help
he then sent me a part of his thesis related to that

Group presentation went well
I meant, we prepared so well
the work was split evenly
our resources were good enough to support our point of view too

except that the weather out there making me feel a bit gloomy
right after the seminar
I headed back to the library to have my preparation for the quiz...
like Jesus Christ....the quiz wasn't easy at all...
I don't want to talk about the result here lol....
I've tried my best...
like spending several hours for 6 weeks of revision....>3>

Weather was too bad to even meet up...
Dar dar and I spent half of the time waiting for each other
and walking in the rain...
barely had time to talk
when we actually saw each other
we walked back to the bus stop at the main gate

Back home
continued to do the poster for the sponsor
I swear to god....There is no one second I lazed around today...
I am so going to have some rest tomorrow....

Hatred (19th of April)

• too much stuff to do for a day
• I did the group presentation all in one day: hell lots of research； answering all the questions； thinking for some questions to ask the class etc
• having some new movies or clips to share to support our points
• having some rest with dar dar who asked me not to go out too often because the staff was at his lab today
• thanks for telling me the 15 mins method to get my attention back to work
• watching the variety show and laughing the hell out of us
• poster was a fail attempt...Patricia's didn't get accepted by the sponsor...which means I still have to do it at the very end...
• I hate these 2 days lol...
• hopefully tomorrow won't be too bad