Movie goers...(9th of May)

Was happy to be with B and Andrew for the entire 4 hours

we met at tram stop

talked everything out

including our members, exec duties and did a bit bitching lol

like who should not be the one having the title as they ain't doing shit...

They all agree for the replacement of Sinclare

though I was ok with her

the boat was large with 3 floors

we were trying to think how to decorate each floor with our limited fundings

If that is what our mission is meant to be

we gotta be careful enough to make every single decision now and then

the cruise party is indeed way too risky

which has exceeded the amount we normally would have spent on large-scaled events...

anyhow....we were happy to have our three-people seafood platter for lunch

the lunch was seriously not not heavy lol...

getting back to uni with Andrew

we both started thinking about the costs, and the possibility to reduce any potential costs

and about Annie who would apply for fundraising coordinator

we all didn't want her to take the title all because she has her non-PH side which is seen to be negative

Staying at uni isn't always productive...

not this time...

..............

movie time as the clock hit 5-ish

I mean, movie goer's time to head over the cinema

in a rush

We got on bus

talking so much shit about the show etc lol

sorry for being rude...

ahh....having hungry jack for my dinner

10 chicken nuggets would get me flooding again? maybe

the how old are you game would never grow old, hopefully

it thrives these days

and may last for a bit longer than that lol

the special movie sesh would have been even better if actors could come a bit closer

for us to take photos lol

he didn't like the film

and it really did disappoint me in a way of how narrative is not unified at some extent

the plot was ok-ish

just not perfect

young actors still need to train

so after all, I guess, the film is a bit over valued

even the trailer was better than that

but yeh...it does happen all the time lol

yes, trolling was the last thing to do before departing

thanks for that particular someone who bears with me :3

surprises too....were made right after she went to bed

just one idea to get things creative

is to simply make up something with what you have

not what you expect

so it turns out to be a huge heart shape made of sparkling paper stars

to coil the paper written with letters

happy mother's day in advance :3

she'd be happy to see it, I bet...

Dramatic-ish (8th of May)

I thought she would be hell nervous when that lady asked us that question

Instead she was even happier than I ever expected she would be

because that lady would once refer her again, to study English

though the possibility is rare

but still, it is something should be feeling happy for

She then again, talked to me more than half an hour at the front of the store

that talking really had almost made me cry...

the tearjerker is the base of our pathetic story

that we both started to recall something which only both of us know

Thanks for dar dar's support and words

I felt that as if someone's with me all the time

wherever I go, I won't be alone anymore...

I was at AIT so early this time

Diana was so patient to answer all my questions

I could feel that even the really tiny bit within my body is into ae

even my cells were yearning for the fast improvement

Diana told me so much about the background editing

the camera thing to make the effects I want

the waveform reconfiguration

the really basis of 2d and 3d thingo made by the cinema 4 views

I even asked her how to do the editable text which she considers it as an advanced level

but I want to learn it anyways

because the effect is just so cool to know how to animate a particular element by using the source text

and the emphasis on it will be so much fun to watch

Anyways...I thought I would be late to the meeting

lucky I made it 10 minutes before 3pm

everyone came as I informed them to come to room 209

B awkwardly sitting on the table asking what PnD will do about the cruise party preparation
everyone was bewilderingly looking at each other
blank, yet full of thinking
she then talked about something else
saying how she thought of a guy we might know looks like her friend Alex
as I raised up my head again, while she showed a close-up of something that I most familiarize with
that face, as I took a glance at it
almost shocked me to death
I froze...
because dar dar's pic was what she was showing to everybody...
I could almost hear myself swallow hard...
said: ' hmmm...that's my bf...'
the pause lasted for more than 10 seconds
til when she spoke again
she tried to break the silence by giving us an awkward smile, said
'oh....I never know you are in a relationship...'
'anyways...continue with our discussion..'
I got teased, just same as Dacaf who also got teased by B for the exact same reason
except that I was a bit luckier because she didn't get to stalk my bf...
cute, adorable were what she described dar dar is...
he might be her type lmao
I mean, mwahahaha of course my dar dar is cute :3

How cheery it is to watch that 'because of you' show starting at 6ish
not that I would ever expect it would be that fun
but thanks for my lovely member Wandi who lied to the guy at the door
saying we all are CSA members but forgot to bring our IDs
good time talking, trolling her friends and yelling the hell out of everything
the contestants are well-dressed
good looking-ish
well, sort of
the guys were trying so hard
the hard-trying-type-to-impress-some-girls
with their dance moves, sweet words, cool poses, bravery shown when playing the selected game
however, rejection was seen
like the first guest who rejected for the reason of not being tall enough
girls are girls
they want their bf to be 180+
this is the reality
whether it's a show within a show or the actual matching between the two
the second guest succeeded in having a girl who would like to go with him
this has to thank the game that pull their distance much closer by having them to pop the balloons
in a way of creating so much physical contacts
they gotta follow all the positions as required to pop the balloons
even I think some of them were a bit across the line
but who cares
they did give us a lot of fun watching them lol
the most gay-ish one has to be the third guest who tries to talk like a poet
which would just disgust not only the girl guests, but also us, the viewers
this is over-done bro....
no girls would like to see how academic you sound in a date...
that is just not fitting in the contemporary role...

sorry to say
Wandi and I were the spies for game design and such
this show has given us some ideas for our cruise party too
:3

PS: period comes...flooding as the show finished
not getting to stop that stain all over that butt area on my pants
sticky, unsure of how to cover, walked in shame
shamelessly back...life is such a troll lol...

Untitled nn+ (7th of May)

I was asked to do something for Nan

lucky he said he didn't need it anymore a bit later

Blogging for a week's posts

somebody seems to be really busy with the packing and delivering

Phototaking for those 3 was ok-ish

Sinclare wasn't that picky, except that she never thought she look good in the images

but she was fine with whatever anyways

Vicky and Josh were ok too

Joseph actually took the longest for the photos

I came back

to assist dar dar to correct his chapter one again

it is really hard to write a thesis now I know...

even though chapter one has gone through several stage of correction from both the Malaysian and I

it still isn't complete...

Sigh....

Untitled~ (6th of May)

• starting to think about the effects I would like to use for my kinetic typography video
• having a 20-min talk with Diana after my class
• telling her how I didn't feel happy about my result and let her tell me what I didn't do enough
• she also told me to list down everything I want to learn from after effects, so she can teach me them all on Friday...
• self-taught after effects + Daisy's help
• organising the meeting for Friday...combined meeting with Events
• keep working hard on thesis dar dar....tough life there...

Sleepiness...sleepless (5th of May)

• Ma god....now I regret being such an douchebag starting my essay a bit late
• I should have started it a little bit earlier
• so no need to spend another day editing and all
• and I was in a rush to finish off everything including the friggin annoying references
• I might sound way too harsh ordering dar dar to do this and that due to my intense feeling towards that half an hour closer to the deadline. I know how le feel for being called like a slave. Also sorry for letting somebody wait for an hour for the photoshoot. With the really bad stomach he had during that one hour of waiting, It was the worst time ever recently I felt towards him as he got so mad as I walked out, heading to Coles with him. Nothing fun between us was talked out. There was only a sheer of awkwardness all the way to Coles. 
• things solved til he finished a pack of biscuits. He walked me back to the bus stop....But yes. Towards the lack of understanding and pressure we both had from our own life. We still are learning more to understand each other. Hopefully this won't happen again...
• I so want to go volunteering for Vivid fest but time is the problem.....late shift...
• being rich, in my dream...taking baby steps to do things 

PS: Andrew is soooooooooo....so picky towards his own photos =3=....half an hour of phototaking...

you must be kidding me...

Sylvian too...but stilll....

Andrew....>.>

4th day of essay-ing (4th of May)

• Lect.....sleepiness...slumping over the chair and kept changing different positions to make myself feel more comfortable....I didn't quite get what the film was about. Everytime when I woke up, I almost couldn't hold myself firm enough to sit back still....
• an hour of break. with Doris who went to the food court with me. 
• another hour of seminar sesh for the internship and graduation program. I had learned some tips on improving the chances to get into the job I want. Something that everyone should do but most of us ain't aware of
• another one hour of looking after the stall. Having such a wonderful time talking to Wandi, my lovely member who invited me to go to this black party at the end of this sem. You had no idea how much connection we had...thanks for Wandi's understanding....I already could feel that she would be one of my best friends in PH lol...
• Tut was ok-ish. Finally getting the concept of anachronism in terms of the media landscape....
•  Feeling great talking through things. Sometimes you just gotta change your attitude to treat your other half to make them feel safe in a way. Relationship is build upon trust, security, understanding and forgiveness...and just being too clingy is certainly not a good idea

Third day essay-ing (3rd of May)

Screw the third day of essay writing

same subject

same scene

same boring retarded experience in looking for resources

and same pain thinking dead hard in writing a good analysis

but the more comforting is that

I had much more productivity than the other day

I finally finished the second poem analysis

in quite a decent amount of time

Marianne's free verse is worth exploring
to the extent of me having trouble getting what she really tries to say though
as in the deeper sense of meaning is hidden across the words and lines
you have no idea what the subject matters mean....

Being like a child rolling over somebody's bed
not willing to get up to have dinner
til 7ish
craziness ey..
can't help