Emotion(in Chinese) (16th of Nov)

真情总在风雨过后变得尤为清晰
因为有爱，所以我们变的富有无数的情怀
那么无爱的那些人呢？是不是或多或少会欠缺某种程度上的情愫？

某个人一周不见，相等于过了不知道多少个秋
相见的某一刻足足抱了10分钟有多，彼此的心貌似能粘在一起
心跳都能感觉到是为彼此跳动的
好，不说那么多废话
前提就是 。。我释怀了

然后就是一段激情碰上一段纠结
之后又是看了两个episodes的一公升眼泪
哭得不成人形，现实怎么可以如此残酷
人生怎么能如此悲剧
命运怎么能如此让人心碎
另外还有人性怎么能如此悲催
同情主人公的泪
淡淡的忧伤，还有我们淡淡的悲凉
融合了我们对现实生活的凄惨

一不小心又不开心..
不过这么久没见，还是保持开心的心情比较好
咱不要浪费在郁闷上好吗..

嘛...又一天过去了
除了见了男朋友外，回到家上fb group chat跟一堆hsc完了的小屁孩瞎扯扯
他们老爱欺负姐姐我..因为姐姐我的人品太好了>.>
不过好久没见的corey karen还有land，大家一聊起还是有很多话说的
几小时都聊不完
他们还聊起之前等我等了1两个小时的片刻
实在让我深感内疚..好嘛..你们别这样好吗 = =
姐姐我是迟到大王，每个outting都得迟到（好吧。。我又在为自己找借口了>.>)

好吧。。我只是无聊想写中文而已。。因为再不写一下我中文就退步了。。。

Untitled(7) (15th of Nov)

• LOL the indulgence of doing assignments sometimes can drive a person crazy...
• Rejection...nope...never happens...
• Argument...yup....was huge and I was being super bossy for that 3 hours
• Not going to any details...ok....Monstrous me re-emerged when I was damn mad
• It's cynicism that makes me non human. I find no trust or hope in people. Please tell me what an idealistic way of life is because there is no such thing in my eyes
• Let's just...end of story...

Untitled(6) (14th of Nov)

• Thanks for the coconut salmon :3 though my tummy was bloated and all, at least you have made your promise lol
• Didn't know the government will reply online inquiry via phone call, and even worse was that she picked up the phone...After a few minutes of struggling what that lady was talking about on the other end, she finally gave up and handed me the phone...
• Spent another 40 minutes talking to her because I have never thought that nominee can't do something online on somebody's behalf :/
• They said I have violated the rule so locked her online account immediately...=.=
• Anyways it was solved at the end when they decided to move everything from hers to mine..
• Finally finished those 2 blog posts........
• Another great lame post here ....=.=

Liveness (13th of Nov)

• Have no idea how I should name my post because obviously everything I will be mentioning below is not relate to one another, and there is no specific thing happened today. Wait, there is, maybe talking to my fattie from oversea is one? 
• Her bf came over today so apparently I tried to avoid turning around and check how naughty they were when they played around on the couch. And he actually thought I was mad because he couldn't wake up in the morning and take me to RTA, but in fact I was just busy doing my work with my loud music on, didn't get to talk to him that much..
• After 1 hour of productively working on the second review, this assignment was done and sent back to Michelle...
• Reality is always far from ideal, the worst scenario here is that my 3 hours put to waste despite how determined I have told myself to start that 2400 words thingy straight away after those 2 reviews. And I have always been a douchebag blaming myself not having enough time to do something else after one day's gone...Procrastination, why can't you just leave me alone...This time, I was reading something interesting about global warming and how much it has impact on the desert...
• Tweeting a bit because my Twitter account is too dull and followers too less, keeping it alive is necessary...Yes...I have been keeping blogger and Twitter accounts secretly, that's why not much people know I have them unless I seriously wanna reveal my social network accounts to attract more visitors? The fact is that I don't really care, these are just some platforms for you to vent out and express something that you may not be able to in real life, so doesn't really matter if they can't be seen by someone else
• Fattie called me from oversea during the time I ate sweet potatoes, I don't know how much that half an hour will cost him when he pays bill next month, but I enjoyed being taught by him, the one that always been philosophizing life experiences and sharing his experiences of how to cope with life problem, whether I have one or not. I understand dad, even though life is harsh, we are not as rich as others, and you are not here to support us on this end, I won't greedily do something that you guys don't want me to do. And about the saving, not like I don't want to spend, rather, more like I want to save more and get myself something big later on. Asking me what that something big is and how big? I don't really know to be honest. But I just know no matter how much something costs, how many things I actually wanna purchase, I have no hesitation to wait, in this case, patience is here, independence is here, and decisiveness is here too. Using money that I earn for myself feel great, and aiming to get something in my life is really motivated for me not to be a bludger...
• Anyways I finished 1/4 of that 2400 words thingy in 2 hours after 10pm, weird isn't it? Normally my efficiency will go down once it reaches 9 or 10pm, but today I was even more awake than ever. I wish I have started this earlier so no need to wake up early tomorrow to get the rest done.(seeeeeeee..told you....it will always end up me blaming myself after all this procrastination *facepalm*)
• Without knowing how much time I need to spend on two credit-guarantee-blog-posts, yes...I am taking even more responsibility to do them than my own work...
• Lastly hoping panpan sleep tight. Somebody needs so much sleep...Keep waking up every two hours implicates stress, so I guess he's been too stressful, as always...
• Conclusion: sometimes you feel somebody's been having a much better life than yours only when you are not the one that experiencing what they have gone through...And no doubt every family has its own problem, we may not be able to guess who really is the luckier one..You think you are unlucky? Go to sleep and think again, tomorrow is another good refreshing day :) 

Untitled(5) (12th of Nov)

• Somebody's message was so cute that it put a smile on my face in the morning when I received it
• In the afternoon, I messed up the online report due to my misinterpretation, so I sent them a message to tell them that I have made a mistake>3<
• LOL I am now thinking what I really did yesterday (It's another delayed post here...Updating this on the 13th..)
• Well....I finally got to start one of the reviews due on Thursday and I planned to finish those two reviews by tonight yet distraction really affected my productivity, and by the time I went to bed, only 300+ words were written =.=
• I thought I would laze around in the first week of my holidays, like eating, sleeping, doing something I like for the whole day but guess this is not something I wanna do in my holidays. And I have redefined what holidays should be like, you at least need to do something that you won't feel sorry for yourself afterward...
• Btw the reason I've been doing lame posts these days due to my poor time management, which I have no time left to update my blog either because it's too late, too tired to write one or I get distracted by something=.= So I gotta leave it to the next day or a few days after...You know, the quality of something you leave it to the next day will be distinctively different from something you get to do on time. Everything has an expiration date, nothing can be as same as before once it passes its deadline...
• I might have expressed much more than now if I did this post yesterday because memories can only live in the past, the images might remain but the feeling is faded away like Maroon 5's song 'Misery'...  

Singles day...(11th of Nov)

• First of all...happy singles day to everyone who's single..!!
• Briefly to finish this post: I did the rest of that essay from 6am to 10am...BUT somebody was being retarded asking to write 50 more words just to reach the amount of 2000=.= So I did though I found no point doing it....>.>
• After lunch...been talking to my friend in America for 3 hours. I seriously have never thought of him being this wild til he told me something today. Well...some attraction could be too tantalizing so I do understand why he had an attempt to do something unexpected, which was way too different from what he would do normally...
• I then read something online and watched two variety shows, all I did for the day was trying to rest my brain for a bit because I need it to work more on another media article review tomorrow...
• Finally after being absent in the past 4 days, plus today....5 delayed posts that I didn't get to do it til  tonight .Yup sure I feel great :)
• Now no more delay :)  
• PS: time to catch up with people from next week :3

Sunday...(10th of Nov)

10th of Nov (delayed post)

• Tutoring: the first one hour the kid was ok. The second hour was so hard to handle him since his concerntration was elsewhere. Playing with his pencil-case was not the only naughty thing he did, but also playing with his chewy in front of me by pulling it out and chucking it into his mouth again and again=.= But lucky we finished everything we planned to do for that two hours, the remaining ten minutes was to get him some extra training on synonym and preposition...
• After the tutoring, met up with mum at the entrance of the train station. By the time I was close to the train station, Michelle was calling me for a few times to ask if I wanna do another essay. I wasn't planning to take it in the beginning as it would be due the next day, means less than 12 hours for me to do it. Just considering I wouldn't be home after 5 or 6 tonight, I rejected her at first. But then again, she didn't seem to be giving up, and that she convincingly described how easy the essay is and all that, so I finally accepted it though I haven't even read what materials would be there...
• So instead of spending another happy family time with mum, we only stayed in Chatswood for a few hours. Sharing a box of Sushi with her, walking around the huge plaza and taking her to eat froyo was enough to make her so cheery and high. 
• She held my hand on the train and I leaned on her sleeping, she woke me up later on...
• Once I got back home, immediately read over the materials and lecture notes. Somehow I couldn't get it started as the issue chosen sounds a bit deviated from what the essay question really asks to do, I asked Michelle and another two hours was gone by the time she got back to me. So I only started my essay at 9pm and did two hours of productive work on the introduction and case study summary with 900+ words in total. 
• Yet knowing that I haven't got much time left to do this essay, I still spent another 3 hours procrastinating on music and chatting=..= *waking up at 6am the next day to do the rest*