安全感 (14th of November)

今天去到某猪家

看了搞笑影片

一起大笑一起疯癫

还一起躺床上休息

没有发生什么该发生的事情

跟往常一样

某猪很平淡

就是很平淡

晚餐去吃麻辣香锅

麻得舌头快打结~

不过辣味还是很大爱

回家后

得知某猪电脑出问题了

本来想跟他提出的问题暂且不提

直到他问题解决后

我才稍稍问他我想问的东西

他的被动已经让我有种感情快到末端的感觉了

所以我反映到这些

也讨论了一下某些东西怎么解决

某猪真的让我很有安全感

纵使有些时候我会郁闷

但他解决问题的主动性还是很让我钦佩的

而且你能在字里行间感觉到他的真诚度

是多么多么的高

并不是以敷衍的方式去带过双方尴尬面对或不想面对的问题

我觉得这样很好

他提出的我也能接受

如果真的是因为有时候我过于疯癫的行为而影响到培养情绪或气氛

那我也该收敛一下吧~

(13th of November)

决定了Jap movie fest要看哪一部电影了
完全是不用Book的
某猪说反正到时候位置是肯定有的
所以选择好就行

之后去AIT的路上烦着要某猪跟我聊天
小屁孩就是这么野蛮哇
这年头的年轻人熬不起寂寞呐~~

嘛
看到一篇post的ps倒影觉得很美腻
不过本人我还是能做出来滴

嘛~
到了AIT
又上了一节美好的VFX
看到了best students' work的examples
真的很迫不及待地要做一个robot countdown视频
不过没等老师讲完课
evacuation铃声响起了
之后我们纷纷从通道下了楼
原来又是一场practice
在楼下
还见到了好久没见的Pai
还是跟之前一样亲切
我们各自诉说了最近发生的事情
包括工作什么的

尔后
上Studio才发现原来Lisa跟我同班
我坐在她身旁看着她在弄她的animation
觉得很是神奇
而我
也在Busy画着我的angry musical panda
画完后还觉得挺满意的
panda很是生动形象
生气的模样几乎就是体现在它那暴怒张开嘴的表情
还有几乎要打人的那两拳击手
嘛
至于武器就是它手上拿着的吉他和笛子~

^画的好High喂
晚上继续high着呢
虽然暴雨让我实在不得已脱下鞋走路
因为实在太滑的关系
我穿着我那凉鞋时还差点trip over了。。
看到某kevin后就不怕了
有安全感多了
起码有个人在
不怕不怕摔倒
去到滑着的地方我还拉着他书包喂

之后去到restaurant开心地聊着
甚至是给了他看我的画册
还很激动地跟他说着我看到的animation making的过程
某人很快要回香港了喂
所以说好再约一次
嘛  希望某人前程似锦~~

(12th of November)

not much drawing practice today

except the first 15 minutes for the sketch

then the rest of the hours were for lecturing

the 7 principles to make up an image

were explained by Nick quite clear and in an intriguing way

he looked for some examples to illustrate his points

also asked us to suggest our favourite artists~

a few hours to talk to my new friend Lisa

getting to know her better from her recent stories

coming back to see David sitting at the couch napping there

a pat on his shoulder

suddenly woke him up and greeted him

he said I could go to his class for an extra lesson as Nick doesn't mind at all

so then I followed both Lisa and David to have their animation class together

while writing up on my own blog post

I also were half listening to what Nick described the movement of the walking

the 4 key stages he told us to build 

as well as another few stages to smoother the 4 key stages are what make up the walking animator

I learned something though I ain't actually taking the course~

back home

for a good talk with mummy about the video I watched last night

had some game play with somebody as he was back from exam

drew a good close up insect figure before I went to bed

not bad not bad

quite a large amount of productivity there

Rare meet up with Senpai~ (11th of November)

• super noob in VFX due to the fact that I missed out a class last week
• asking some guys around me to help
• a guy didn't know how to teach me from scratch so he gave up lol another guy was so nice that he almost did everything for me O.O
• drawing class: have drawn a super mario and a mushroom + a domo
• using Lisa's charcoal~ thanks Lisa!
• met up with Nick senpai~ so much fun talking. Learned so much from him. Congratz for changing a new job + higher salary + super working environment (Westpac woohoooo!!!) 
• Learned something new about Westpac + a new place for design or sculpture visit!
• smarttraveller, definitely need it some day!
• old friends are like good wine~ totally true ey~
• too much onion time tonight....why was I watching those? I don't know. All I know is they all are my favourites....especially the mummy's cooking, the dad's words and the sisterhood....holy....Though I know I shouldn't have watched them this late...maybe I just couldn't help? T____T

(10th of November)

another short post~

blogging and drawing

my drawing skills are still there somehow

just need some extra effort to make a push to my potential

that would be cool

good time drawing

improving :)

Uni is over? (9th of November)

can't go anywhere today...

not even to class...

or my friend's graduation

or even a rare meet up

miss out almost everything

including my freedom

because of my friggin essay

and of couse, the really core of the problem is my own to blame...

le bad choices....

I just wish I can get a pass...

sick...like real sick even to look for a single reference to support my point

after knowing full well my points are just bullshit like hell =.=

ok....well....I finally submitted it

without thinking for a sec...

the whole night was to chill

of course

and talking to a few people

telling them when to meet up~

also

watching super orator with mummy for an hour

some good things we learned from the show will remember for good lol

frankly speaking

I don't even feel like uni is over

I feel nothing?

like literally nothing at all?

except that it is over?

but not with my feeling of completion I guess?

maybe because I don't really care as much?

or because the pain I've been suffering for all these 4 years is finally gone

it was more like a relief lol

whatever that is

I wish myself with a good future ahead haha

weirdest ending ever lmao~

PS: period eventually came

after 2 full months...

must be something wrong with me >.>

Not so sure. Very lost~ (8th of November)

• geezzzzzzzzzz.......so the worst thing is when you realize the points you made are not closely associated with the central argument you put forward in your essay....What was my reaction? SHITTTTT....MY FRIGGIN ESSAY IS DUE TOMORROW! FRIGGIN TOMORROW!
• what can I do? The only thing I can do is to try to make that connection between them.....try not to sound too stretch...
• oh welllllllssssssss my bad......retarded me......but but but the quote is too friggin hard to comprehend in the first place like seriously =.=