The dawn of the planet of the apes (12th of July)

Manager's gf was there to pick up her lovely bf at hj. She was late for half an hour but oh well, mini manager didn't finish his shift til 2:40ish, so all good. Nobody seemed to miss anything lol

So the first thing we did for the day was to watch that movie-the dawn of the planet of the apes, which has been on these days. Before the movie started, he wanted to move the handle away between us so we could cuddle while watching it. One thing bad about Vmax is that it separates couples from cuddling each other during movie times. Luxurious goods don't make everything perfect after all. Anyways, about the movie itself, is mainly about how human and apes, these two species seeking for a way of consensus when comes into the major problem of survive. The intelligence I've learned from apes, and the emotional resonance I've felt from the theme 'family and 'love' really got me. This is how beautiful this movie has sparked its meaningfulness of these concepts. Adding to how well the performance of characters, their on-screen image cannot be forgotten. I mean, special effect is really not something we only focus here. In my opinion, the more I care about is how this sci-fi film explicitly demonstrates that kind of emotion in which also exists in other species. The problem of family, love, betrayal, good sides and bad sides are all magnified through this massive success of expression. I really love it...

Right after that movie, we went to his colleague's father's Jap restaurant nearby. The whole time we've been staying at Burwood today, was actually full of fun. Though I wasn't that hungry to eat as much as I would have, I still enjoyed my dinner. Mini manager's side has kicked in for a few times before, during and after we ate. The girls there didn't really pay much attention to rubbish on the floor, and they even took a longer time to give back customers' change...

And somebody seriously did make some progress in making me super dirty...yes....like really...>.>

Btw...It was a bad luck letting mum find out I was still using my phone when I lied on my bed. She went all pissed off...I swear I really have to stop doing this in order not to get her worried...

Results, new quilt, rings and food (11th of July)

AIT results finally are released. I've been waiting for this moment for too long because I had a bet with one of my mates who'd get better marks for a particular subject. So digital images could be a bit higher. The comments are good for some of my projects, but 70 average is still not up to my standard. However, pre-production really surprised me for a bit, since I only did ok in the first two assessments. But my other two assessments have pulled my mark quite a bit, so my first distinction course for this sem is pre-production yay xD

Oh talking about the new quilt and quilt cover we bought from St James today, are pure cotton, like holy...the smoothest quilt in the whole store as mum asked for it. Yes, she went all the way back to get the quilt just shows how much she loves it. I would always be a good daughter to help her out carrying heavy items, like tonight. It would have been my fatty's job if he's here, but this daughter continuously learns how to be even more caring to the one I truly love.

And I guess it's one of those days we enjoy the most out of it. The food tonight was great too. I led her to one of the places next to that pinkish shop that I've not tried it once. A Malay restaurant that you had to line up for it, but worth our time to wait because their cooking methods for dishes are highly recommended for the ones who loves spicy food.

Lastly, I got three new rings. Yes, it's really time for the arrival of new rings. The old ones are getting rusty which would only be bad for my fingers. Oh and the guys' ones look even better than the girls', so she got one of these for her bf's coming birthday. Whether they will meet this week or not, everything should be solved after a few weeks of waiting, shouldn't it? I really don't think there is really a significant problem between them two. So hopefully they will be fine...

My favourite Korean mate (10th of July)

AIT timetable has been such a pain in the ass when there is no alternatives for two courses I want to do the most this sem. Lucky Haiwon was there or else I could have been so frustrated. We didn't go to the zoo as we planned though. Not that we didn't want to, but it was too cold to catch a ferry today. We both thought that it'd be better if we could go some other time when it's warmer.

After a visit in AIT, we picked a Vietnamese restaurant to have our brunch. Talking a lot about the recent soccer competition was one thing she enjoyed the most. She told me how sporty she used to be when she was much younger, as well as how much love she has for movies and pokemon. Even she's now 20, she still watches some episodes when she's free sometimes, the ones that she has missed out in her childhood lol...We really are meant to be really good friends together. The horror genre is something we both like talking about. You know the feeling for being so delightful having one friend that knows you more than you know yourself? And her family issues especially her mum, who is known as a really calm person, yet sentimental at times at her dad, is the first time I've ever heard she talking about her family.

During the time we had our food at the restaurant, we still couldn't stop talking while we ate. It was just too much for us to talk about like no tomorrow. Funny how she said she'd get me a phone cover for my birthday after she got the back of my phone super wet with her glass of water in accident. We then went to the cinema at Townhall to check out some movies. However, we were unable to watch any of those because she had to head back home early later. Next, we only spent the rest of the two hours sitting at Chatime to continue with our awesome talk. I asked her when was the last time she went back to Korea, she said it was a few years ago because of her dad. I didn't know since when we started our talk about languages as she mentioned how bad her Korean be like when she tries to communicate with her parents. Oh and Haiwon recommended me to listen to a few songs. That's really kind of her introducing me some good and new things as always. :)

Btw Haiwon knows panpan as they were former classmates in the same tutoring. So the impression she had for him is someone who got into fights because somebody was accused of hitting on someone's ex. I guess once again, it's just that usual panda was being overly caring and friendly towards others' girls, got people jealous and ended up getting himself into trouble~

Non-stop (9th of July)

Super happy to see my card friends at Harry's house today. We've been talking a lot of political related issues such as the recent changes that current presidency has made. Brian, this guy also has introduced some new things from the hospital. Everything he has seen and experienced were all quite intriguing yet challenging to know of. We ate while we shared quite a bit of stories around us. Awesome talk with them for 2 hours til David who just finished his interview came over as well. I wouldn't even recognise him if we both were walking on the street as he looked damn formal that day.

The next thing we did was to watch the movie-non-stop. It's an engaging action movie about this air marshal receives a series of text messages from one of the passengers on the flight, whose attempt was to urge him to transfer $150 million into an off-shore account or else, a passenger will be killed once every 20 minutes. With this threat posed by an anonymous, he had to try to figure out who was behind the scene. To the fact that he is one broken old man in reality, his identity was also revealed by the media an hour later. Coming with the cabin pressure, moments of distrust from all the passengers around him, how did he find his way to rescue the whole flight? Watch it yourself~

Another long day out (8th of July)

The bus just drove past me when I was only a few steps to get to the bus stop, I felt ashamed myself for being 10 seconds late...Mum then came back to this stop with me, and waited for our next bus to Bankstown. She was really busted all the way. So as soon as she got off from the bus, she rushed to that public toilet where it's located nearby. The most trolling thing today was that the public toilet today, was not opened. Light was off, no entry at all. I then directed her to go to the toilet at Bankstown's station. As we only had one mymulti2 ticket, I couldn't go downstairs with her to look for the toilet. Now she had to ask around herself. And I actually waited at the gate for another 20 minutes or so. I assumed she must have been having so much difficulty to look for a toilet...

The screening went ok. That was my first time ever to see that tunnel thing for scanning. However, I was asked to stay outside because I wasn't allowed to stay there once the examination began. I was worried that mum'd be having all sorts of problems inside; what if she couldn't understand the instruction and all...A few minutes later, she came out with a smile on her face. Asking her if everything was ok, she said the only thing the girl said was 'finish' lol

Then the rest of our day was to walk around the shopping mall at Bankstown. We didn't really have any specific request to get any particular items, but simply just wanted to shop around. She loves cotton on so much, to the point that she asked me to take off my jacket for a few times to try the jackets she wanted. Oh and this jacket she spotted last time, is still there at the same place at Jay Jays. This time she asked me to put it on, to see if it suits me. But I didn't really like it..

This guy was so nice when we asked him so many questions about quilt and such. He even told us the difference between year-round and winter quilt, and mini jump back, the top wool quilt in the store which cost us a lot etc. There was this time when he warned us not to wash it too much as it'd become rough, which made mum a bit worried because she's such a hygienic person who loves to get everything clean. He then instantly calmed her down by saying 'well, after a few years, you'll get new quilts anyways, won't you?' True that, the constraint of our financial situation isn't really a problem for us to have high quality life...

The accessories store was the paradise of rings, which I spent most of my time looking for some new rings. The girl who served us looks so pretty, even mum asked me to check her out lol...>.> And and and I told mum that there is an IGA at our uni, which it just opened recently. After I said such a thing, IGA appears right in my face=3= She then pulled me in to look around aimlessly. I guess you wouldn't be surprised if I tell you that I was trapped in the food court for half an hour not knowing what food to eat. I even stared at that pancake and ice cream place for a while, until mum asked me to go back to our suburb. 

Food is something that you cannot say 'no'. Everyone should agree with me. Especially one of those best moments having my steak, ham, prawn and mash potatoes all around the table while group chatting with some people on fb and wechat, is what I call 'good life'...

Lastly, panpan and I have done so much of 'blobbing' in that last one hour towards the end of the day. I like his long letter, and I found two paragraphs I like in particular. Can't deny that kind of feeling has always been there when something triggers. It might not mean that much to others, but being abandoned is a feeling that could possibly never get me to forgive that person. I need to enjoy so much at present in order to forget the past, as I've told myself all this time. BB's word is such an encouragement for something I want to strive for. If this isn't devoted to our monthsary, I would see it as one inspirational piece of work guiding my way. Thanks for all the efforts you have put in there. Regardless, lack of concern and unable to do some action to express something you should, isn't something I am happy about...

Home alone (7th of July)

Forgot to mention the recording he did last night was great. It truly made me smile when I listened to it this morning. Because of this, I also listened to mine for a few times and that I suddenly had this attempt to record myself again. So I spent one hour recording for a song. After having my brunch whilst watching this talk show, been looking for songs in their instrumental version.

Haven't talked to any of my friends in that group. So as soon as somebody complained how this group owner-which is me, isn't managed to remove some annoying people who have been spamming everyone in this group, I apologized to her that I've been busy all this time. Once I started talking, 7 or 8 others greeted to me. That reconnection with the ones that I haven't talked to for so long, made my day so far. They all asked my wechat, especially Lei, who added me and talked to me for several hours non-stop. I didn't get to know he's got a Jap gf now til I was told that he knew her just a few months ago in America. I feel glad that he's found the one he truly likes. Though at the risk of he might lose her one day since long distant relationship is seriously not an ideal first love in my opinion, he has me at his back, and I'll be always there supporting him.

So planning to go Taronga zoo with Haiwon on Thursday. One of the similarities between us is that we both love chocolate. It would be an awesome day out with Haiwon as always just by thinking how much I love seeing her smile and laugh. She really one best friends of mine in uni though we don't see each other that much, but when we do, we share so much. Anyways, I also wish Jen's dad could be cured. Knowing that chemo and electro would only do harm to somebody's body, I sincerely wish Jen is strong enough to face anything happen later on. The only thing she can do now is to be with her dad more often, take care of him more than she could have when she wasn't there all these years, cherish every moment when he's still there.

Lastly, miss Australia Chinese pageant this whole thing, has been on my newsfeed, my friend's friend Renee, and one of panpan's friends are contestants in the competition. They sort of reminded me of Ying, who won the competition in 2011. And after that, she got famous for being such a beauty having all the fame that most of the girls expect to have. Someone said I should be glad to what I've given in life, which I truly agree, yet unable not to feel anything everytime when you see that perfections in others' lives. After all, I am not a beauty, only trying to look for the beauty in experiencing life...

Quirky day out (6th of July)

So I found Coraline, this movie is a bit disturbing for children to watch. It's sort of a gloomy film about this brave little girl has gone through an alternate world with the substitution of her parents, to seek for the happiness a child wants from her 'real' parents who cannot give. In my opinion, this girl, who has attitude deserves to learn a lesson. So do her parents. lol...not to be a spoiler, if you haven't seen the movie, go and watch it yourself :)

There is not much to say about staying in bf's house. Physical attraction had pulled us much closer. Things like you have somebody lying there next to you for several hours, you felt his body temperature warming you up in this cold weather. At that moment, every sense of me is attached with the feeling of love because cuddling makes the best connection no matter what. That goes beyond every way of communication between couple I'll say. But then, I was awaken by somebody's snores for several times. His blocked nose made it even worse by sounding even louder than ever. I guess he's right, he should make me a deep sleeper one day so I can cope with this. Oh and I had this dream, nightmare indeed, was a dilemma of me hesitatingly not knowing whose side I should take when I encountered this argument between bf and my mum...=3=

Time for our dinner after a few hours of intimacy...His excitement of talking about Transformer 4 on our way to the train station didn't get me excited though. I looked at him blankly as if he seems like a freak having his robot talk>.> But then, he continued on his matrix talk once we got on aboard. I guess it'd be harsh if I was still showing that coldness and being unresponsive, so I joined a bit...

Btw this korara loves her seafood platter a lot. Hence, though we couldn't make it to the Jap restaurant at Chatswood due to trackwork, we still ended up going to another Sushi train place at Central. I didn't think I've eaten that much tonight. But I admit that the Sushi there are really nice, except that the price goes a bit higher than other Jap restaurants. Some images taken as the following, are the ones that I think worth the price.

Scampi- I've never tried scampi sushi before. Adding to the most authentic Japanese sauce-wasabi and soy sauce, the freshness of similar lobster taste has escalated to a new level.

Towards the end of our sushi eating journey, I ordered this beef sushi. It is something new for me to try since  I don't see sushi comes with beef that often.

Next..I forgot what it is really o3o...I only think that they look so good for photo taking. lool

Panpan called this the 'green little thing'. That's octopus on top of it isn't it? It tastes not bad at all. And please ignore my dirty oily dish at the background >.>

Oh oh oh ALSO!! We watched this chef using his professional sushi making skills to make this dish. The sophisticated cutting skill really has amazed both of us. We have been waiting for that dish all this time. So once he finished making them, panpan quickly asked him to get one for us lol

Ok...This beautifully made seafood custard does have a name. As beautiful as it looks, it tastes exactly like the one made by mum. Simple, easy, yet, good enough to serve as a dessert after a meal. I shared this with my lovable hubbie x3

Owing to the fact that our fatness is unable to keep us warm the entire night. Besides, I didn't wear enough clothes, AGAIN...>.> Next, we went to MSM (I love the name, SM ;) ) to have our dessert. I insisted to have my long black coffee which he didn't suggest me to have it in the beginning. And I also ordered 4 macaroons with different flavours. The one I like the most was the world cup special. Yes, I like delicate things that give me that kind of visual enjoyment before I had a bite on it. A huge bite. A really huge one that only left a tiny bit for my hubbie. As I previously promised to share with him, now he kept on saying how greedy I was. Hopefully this greed didn't drive somebody mad, which I never think my lovable panpan would be mad at his cutey gf right? :3 (As you wish, I admit that I'm greedy>.>)

Yes, he forcefully stuffed that into my mouth as if I owed him a big time. In fact, I had been begging him this whole time, to take the last bite. Yet, he was meant to reject me by showing how much I love my food than him. Truth out, I really do love my food more :3 JOKINGGGG~~ >3<

Other than having my lovely desserts, he was there teasing his child-me, as much as he can. As always, my reaction was damn funny. Saying that I am not a child, the next second, I cried like a child. And I nearly hit my hand against the wall when dodging his hand as he tried to catch me. =3= But but but but my quirkiness is something I like about myself as well le :3

Oh despite my obsession of food, a secret was revealed to him as question kid persistently asked about the same person. Wellll....somebody is my ex...>.> BUT I am not planning to tell you more :3

My huggable little panpan was with me waiting for his train back to Central at 10-ish. Half an hour was left for us to have a serious talk. I really wish we could have been hugging a bit longer >3< Or am I getting too clingy now o3o....nuuuuuu >3< Little panpan said he'd take me to heaps of places. Saying planning is important. I'll plan it some time this week hopefully xD

PS: lol read some inbox histories because late night is a good time to reminisce...sigh...this sentimental me..