Thanks you for washing my hair for me. The first time ever someone other than my parents helped me to wash my hair. You get how great that feels?
It was just another ordinary quiet night with le bf. My silence has been the same. And my jealousy has still been the same. Except that I made myself to feel equal by getting him jealous at the end. Once you know that tomorrow and the day after will be two awesome day out, all the negative emotions are gone. So why was I worried? It was stupid to be worried. Hope somebody enjoys his night working as a manager~
Saturday, 28 June 2014
Friday, 27 June 2014
New laptop.. (27th of June)
Regardless how tired Nan has been, he came to my house at 10-ish. By the time he came here and fixed some minor problems on my laptop, I was still onomnomnom-ing that bowl of fish. I saw him updating his status on wechat saying he's never seen anyone eating this slow in his entire life =3= He even helped me to clean my table and all after my brunch. But considering he's lucky because unlike other girls, I get dressed fast, as well as I don't have this so-called make-up time.
We then had a really fun time talking while he was driving me to broadway. Since we just saw each other not long ago, we continued our topics from last time. But I have to say this guy is really into soccer games. I really wish he could win some in the following games, I really do...Otherwise it'd be way too pathetic losing that huge amount, even I feel sorry for him. So it only took us less than half an hour to pick up the laptop. And it's with windows 8.
Nan seems even more excited than me though I was the one having my new laptop. >.> After we came back, he recommended me with some new songs. So yup, he's the one got me into Crayon pop. The first song I've heard is bar bar bar in a TV show, which I found it utterly light-hearted, and giving me a super good mood. As we've got nothing else to do after installing some programs etc, we started searching for some Korean shows to watch. Oh and he gave me a really good site for movie trailers. Now I've got some plans on what to watch later in July and August. Of course, the next outing we plan to have our epic food trip around Surry Hills. It's good to have some friends to take you around to some places when you are not able to do that yourself, or can't be bothered to do it. *pats Nan*...but dude, you should sleep more...=3= He even wanted to nap on my couch, but he complained about my sheets are too thin to keep him warm in 2 hours. So at the end, he told me he had to go back home and nap some time before heading to work.
The last scene was when he shook my shoulders like crazy and I poked his arm for multiple times. I guess we really did act like two kids in a way when he wanted to show how sleepy he was, yet I couldn't get him stayed for the remaining two hours. I am sowieeeee >.> but but but thanks for your help >.>
We then had a really fun time talking while he was driving me to broadway. Since we just saw each other not long ago, we continued our topics from last time. But I have to say this guy is really into soccer games. I really wish he could win some in the following games, I really do...Otherwise it'd be way too pathetic losing that huge amount, even I feel sorry for him. So it only took us less than half an hour to pick up the laptop. And it's with windows 8.
Nan seems even more excited than me though I was the one having my new laptop. >.> After we came back, he recommended me with some new songs. So yup, he's the one got me into Crayon pop. The first song I've heard is bar bar bar in a TV show, which I found it utterly light-hearted, and giving me a super good mood. As we've got nothing else to do after installing some programs etc, we started searching for some Korean shows to watch. Oh and he gave me a really good site for movie trailers. Now I've got some plans on what to watch later in July and August. Of course, the next outing we plan to have our epic food trip around Surry Hills. It's good to have some friends to take you around to some places when you are not able to do that yourself, or can't be bothered to do it. *pats Nan*...but dude, you should sleep more...=3= He even wanted to nap on my couch, but he complained about my sheets are too thin to keep him warm in 2 hours. So at the end, he told me he had to go back home and nap some time before heading to work.
The last scene was when he shook my shoulders like crazy and I poked his arm for multiple times. I guess we really did act like two kids in a way when he wanted to show how sleepy he was, yet I couldn't get him stayed for the remaining two hours. I am sowieeeee >.> but but but thanks for your help >.>
Thursday, 26 June 2014
Miserable night talk (26th of June)
My spamming calls last night must have been annoying to bb...But I thought it wrong...I was told that he didn't feel annoyed at all..But then, I felt abandoned for being neglected by bb last night. After almost an hour of begging and overly sweetness said by panpan, my starving panpan was successful to persuade his korara to see him. The way he persuaded me made me feel that I'm such a kid, a kiddy kiddy person loved by her papa...>3> Knowing that I'm a mad eater, he loves to entice me with food, especially with my favourite food-chocolate..Good food, is such a temptation for me unable to say no to this person. But of course, I miss panpan too. Panpan's hug, is oh so soft, as soft as a feather, quoted by him, but still as warm as a panpan's hug...And...bb is not kinky, YOU ARE...>3> Admit that you are a sadist *points at panpan*
My journey to someone's house was another time for me to be a little nerd somehow. Reading wordbook, the app downloaded for my own leisure time, is one of the main things I do during my travelling to places. It is a long way to go for learning more, and keep learning even more. Words are just as similar as places, it takes time to take root in your mind, it takes time for us to know how to use them.
Anyways, I don't go to somebody's house that often on weekdays. But when I do, I love to mess around with him, and his bed...Dinner time for us was to Chatswood, because I said so...I got jealous again, super jealous of a little girl in Brisbane. And all I care is that she is a GIRL. That's all it matters. Because I seriously don't see why you can't cheat on your gf with someone though they live far away. Jealousy could never be rational, as we all know. Especially when this one is a cereal player and cheater, the one that I have been having this feeling towards him over almost a year and a half. It only increases more and more of that kind of feeling whenever I read his texts. Trust is way too hard for me to develop if I've already seen it as a stupid thing to believe. In order not to kill a supposedly happy night, I was half joking and half serious talking about his second stalker and his next target(s) during our dinner time. Until we talked again online, I started to bring this up, saying how much I think he is one flirter and that this ridiculous thinking is unable to be removed. Yes, I hate myself too, for killing a surprise...I didn't know he'd be preparing something for me...And he's right too, I am being super insecure, a clingy gf to a certain degree. Not that I can help with that~
So yup...it was another long freaking talk between le sad couple. It's difficult to relate to the others. I sometimes see telling your darkest secrets to people is digging a grave yourself because people hardly truly feel pitiful towards your stories.Yes, reason why people are covered with masks for being who they want to be, but not who they really are, is to make themselves not to look that miserable...I really hope there is one day somebody will be able to hold my hand to walk out from my own shadows...
My journey to someone's house was another time for me to be a little nerd somehow. Reading wordbook, the app downloaded for my own leisure time, is one of the main things I do during my travelling to places. It is a long way to go for learning more, and keep learning even more. Words are just as similar as places, it takes time to take root in your mind, it takes time for us to know how to use them.
Anyways, I don't go to somebody's house that often on weekdays. But when I do, I love to mess around with him, and his bed...Dinner time for us was to Chatswood, because I said so...I got jealous again, super jealous of a little girl in Brisbane. And all I care is that she is a GIRL. That's all it matters. Because I seriously don't see why you can't cheat on your gf with someone though they live far away. Jealousy could never be rational, as we all know. Especially when this one is a cereal player and cheater, the one that I have been having this feeling towards him over almost a year and a half. It only increases more and more of that kind of feeling whenever I read his texts. Trust is way too hard for me to develop if I've already seen it as a stupid thing to believe. In order not to kill a supposedly happy night, I was half joking and half serious talking about his second stalker and his next target(s) during our dinner time. Until we talked again online, I started to bring this up, saying how much I think he is one flirter and that this ridiculous thinking is unable to be removed. Yes, I hate myself too, for killing a surprise...I didn't know he'd be preparing something for me...And he's right too, I am being super insecure, a clingy gf to a certain degree. Not that I can help with that~
So yup...it was another long freaking talk between le sad couple. It's difficult to relate to the others. I sometimes see telling your darkest secrets to people is digging a grave yourself because people hardly truly feel pitiful towards your stories.Yes, reason why people are covered with masks for being who they want to be, but not who they really are, is to make themselves not to look that miserable...I really hope there is one day somebody will be able to hold my hand to walk out from my own shadows...
Wednesday, 25 June 2014
Exploration (25th of June)
After all these years, my adventurousness is still growing days by days. Today, I explored some places alone. Though it wasn't really my first time to go MCA, the novelty of seeing some artworks display in there, are still surprise me quite a bit. My role today was to be a tourist that having my smartphone for lots of photoshooting. How can you not cherish every moment you spend the rest of your time here in this beautiful country. It'll only be a waste if you don't bother to go anywhere else.
The best part I like about exploration is that I can manage my time wisely. After clearly knowing what my goals are, nothing'll be missed. During my trip to MCA, I had my newspaper with me. There was this piece of news captured my attention. That was one of the most laughable thing that made my day. So it was about some satirical cardboard figures, to depict Putin, Obama, Angela and Spanish PM mmariano, and another PM that I don't know. These figures were pure naked, and the sexualised gestures between their hands holding, which suggestively represents the political stance of how others negatively see them...
Anyways, MCA was my first destination where I found myself indulging in sort of illusion walking through the maze they built. And the artworks conceptually illuminates the fact that 'art', is an experience of multi dimensional viewing, which they often offer unpredictability in depth. People say life can be replaced by art because that the taste of life can only be deepened by experiencing once, but recalling parts of periods for more than once. Guess no words could fully be made explicit than the literal meaning of real experience. But museum is one of those places that leads me to another space, an unreachable one.
However, I should still have done some preparation before exploring some strange places. I thought Cockatoo Island would be somewhere I expect more than it actually looks like. But I was wrong. Really wrong. And I didn't drop off from there when ferry arrived there. Instead, I dropped off from the next stop-Huntley Point. I enjoyed the view around as always, though it was a bad idea to go there alone as I wouldn't dare to go a bit further. I only found a kindergarten and a huge park nearby. I walked along the park, and found nothing more than that, but a main street with cars passing through. Not to mention how cold it was on the ferry before, but I still insisted to sit at the front despite the coldness.
After I was safely back to where I was from, soon I decided to go back to Darling harbour. I found that Thai restaurant to have my own meal, and enjoying the last a few hours before I headed home. The salad I ordered wasn't worth the price. But the composition of that vodka drink made it up for my bill. The only thing I remember was the drink mixed with 10+ ingredients.
I really have that potential to be a forever tourist. I seriously do. When I think about how fob, this word really means to me. Sometimes it could be an advantage to have this incentive to explore more unknowns. And I am super lucky on the other hand, at least I still have heaps of chance to live my life. Unlike the video I've watched this afternoon, is centred on the issue of minor prostitution that has been happening in Brazil, is continuously growing due to overly poverty and domestic abuse. The fact that everyone has their stories behind, is undeniable. Nobody can measure or compare how much pain each one of us has endured from some of our past. Life doesn't leave choices or equally provides choices, so with that being said, I'm equally happy. The happy one that joyfully has this freedom, to do what she likes...
The best part I like about exploration is that I can manage my time wisely. After clearly knowing what my goals are, nothing'll be missed. During my trip to MCA, I had my newspaper with me. There was this piece of news captured my attention. That was one of the most laughable thing that made my day. So it was about some satirical cardboard figures, to depict Putin, Obama, Angela and Spanish PM mmariano, and another PM that I don't know. These figures were pure naked, and the sexualised gestures between their hands holding, which suggestively represents the political stance of how others negatively see them...
Anyways, MCA was my first destination where I found myself indulging in sort of illusion walking through the maze they built. And the artworks conceptually illuminates the fact that 'art', is an experience of multi dimensional viewing, which they often offer unpredictability in depth. People say life can be replaced by art because that the taste of life can only be deepened by experiencing once, but recalling parts of periods for more than once. Guess no words could fully be made explicit than the literal meaning of real experience. But museum is one of those places that leads me to another space, an unreachable one.
However, I should still have done some preparation before exploring some strange places. I thought Cockatoo Island would be somewhere I expect more than it actually looks like. But I was wrong. Really wrong. And I didn't drop off from there when ferry arrived there. Instead, I dropped off from the next stop-Huntley Point. I enjoyed the view around as always, though it was a bad idea to go there alone as I wouldn't dare to go a bit further. I only found a kindergarten and a huge park nearby. I walked along the park, and found nothing more than that, but a main street with cars passing through. Not to mention how cold it was on the ferry before, but I still insisted to sit at the front despite the coldness.
After I was safely back to where I was from, soon I decided to go back to Darling harbour. I found that Thai restaurant to have my own meal, and enjoying the last a few hours before I headed home. The salad I ordered wasn't worth the price. But the composition of that vodka drink made it up for my bill. The only thing I remember was the drink mixed with 10+ ingredients.
I really have that potential to be a forever tourist. I seriously do. When I think about how fob, this word really means to me. Sometimes it could be an advantage to have this incentive to explore more unknowns. And I am super lucky on the other hand, at least I still have heaps of chance to live my life. Unlike the video I've watched this afternoon, is centred on the issue of minor prostitution that has been happening in Brazil, is continuously growing due to overly poverty and domestic abuse. The fact that everyone has their stories behind, is undeniable. Nobody can measure or compare how much pain each one of us has endured from some of our past. Life doesn't leave choices or equally provides choices, so with that being said, I'm equally happy. The happy one that joyfully has this freedom, to do what she likes...
Tuesday, 24 June 2014
End of Sem (24th of June)
I was an hour earlier to Royal ballroom at the racecourse, where we'd be having our exam there. By the time I got there, lots of people were already sitting around the hallway, some were still revising pages of materials and some were discussing some grammar points with the ones next to them. I couldn't spot any of my friends til this bald head asked us to leave our bags at the balcony. I stood there for another 20 minutes to do my really last minute revision of all the vocabulary. I didn't notice anyone around me til Natalie called out my name at the back. We put our bags at the balcony together and entered the exam room.
All of our personal belongings were put in the plastic bag. I also brought my water bottle inside because most of the time, I'd get super dirty when thinking hard. However, this supervisor asked to take my bottle away a few minutes after the exam started, as it might be a source of cheating, as he said. So he gave me a cup of water instead. Two hours of Jap exam was going so good. I got most of my questions done in the first 70 minutes. Though I have stuck in several questions and left them to the last. Doing the last three readings spent me a bit more time though. But at the end, 20 minutes was left for me to check my entire exam paper.
I waited for Natalie at the front after finishing my exam, she told me that hers went bad, And her friends did even worse. I couldn't hold my happiness after I got my last exam done for this semester, quickly SMS mum as soon as I got on the bus, and smiling all the way back to Central because of that cute conversation we had.
Yes, the problem of her left hand has been for almost a month and I couldn't spare some time to take her to the medical centre to do a check up, so tonight I went on googling some relevant info to see if there is any serious issues related to that...
So I was mad at bb's busy life for going online after 10-ish every night for some reason. I know my irrationality didn't come in a right time, but it never came in a right time anyways. What can you say about it? It's just my problem of having this sense of insecurity over the time, making me feel that I have no priority in somebody's life, after somebody gets everything, and everything else done for the day. I really hope that I've really learnt a way to not get irritated. But every time, just whenever boredom strikes, I will start thinking a lot. I absolutely get why I reject people, or exclude myself from some particular individuals. To solve this, it still comes with a long way for me to develop belief and trust...
All of our personal belongings were put in the plastic bag. I also brought my water bottle inside because most of the time, I'd get super dirty when thinking hard. However, this supervisor asked to take my bottle away a few minutes after the exam started, as it might be a source of cheating, as he said. So he gave me a cup of water instead. Two hours of Jap exam was going so good. I got most of my questions done in the first 70 minutes. Though I have stuck in several questions and left them to the last. Doing the last three readings spent me a bit more time though. But at the end, 20 minutes was left for me to check my entire exam paper.
I waited for Natalie at the front after finishing my exam, she told me that hers went bad, And her friends did even worse. I couldn't hold my happiness after I got my last exam done for this semester, quickly SMS mum as soon as I got on the bus, and smiling all the way back to Central because of that cute conversation we had.
Yes, the problem of her left hand has been for almost a month and I couldn't spare some time to take her to the medical centre to do a check up, so tonight I went on googling some relevant info to see if there is any serious issues related to that...
So I was mad at bb's busy life for going online after 10-ish every night for some reason. I know my irrationality didn't come in a right time, but it never came in a right time anyways. What can you say about it? It's just my problem of having this sense of insecurity over the time, making me feel that I have no priority in somebody's life, after somebody gets everything, and everything else done for the day. I really hope that I've really learnt a way to not get irritated. But every time, just whenever boredom strikes, I will start thinking a lot. I absolutely get why I reject people, or exclude myself from some particular individuals. To solve this, it still comes with a long way for me to develop belief and trust...
Monday, 23 June 2014
Jap revision (23rd of June)
Piggy me went back to nap for 2 hours after mum left. I was going to revise Japanese in the early morning so I could finish my revision by 3-ish. Plans are always merely plans, when actually doing it, it'll be not the same. I woke up at 12, started my revision right after my lunch. Bed is too warm for me to get out of it, so instead going back to the living room to study, I wrapped myself with my huge blanket while studying my Jap. In fact, I already got my books and all next to my pillow back in 2 hours ago. Going through everything from the notebook, picked up something that I couldn't remember clearly, re-did some exercises and read through some important grammar points from the textbook in the next 4 hours. I guess this was one of the exams I'm fully confident with :)
Sunday, 22 June 2014
Mummy-daughter time (22nd of June)
Long story short: Calvin was seriously having a headache once he was awaken by his mum. And that was the time I just went to his house. I guess that was sort of a dilemma for his mum to push his son to be tutored for 2 hours when the kid was unteachable due to his overnight gaming session, while she didn't want to ask me to leave as I just arrived. In order not to make his mum to feel bad when a kid was the problem caused that, I said to her I'd be coming next week, I'd leave him to have some rest. Despite the fact that I was a bit unhappy, plus I went all the way to Chatswood for nothing, I was smiling off and kept saying 'it's ok'. His mum then gave me 50$ in advance, for the next week's tutoring even though I truly thought it was way too early to give me that money.
Anyways, so I told mum about it and we met at the train station. Because of what has happened, I walked around Chatswood with mum instead. We explored the whole area for nearly an hour, picking for one particular restaurant out of many of them. She wanted to go Hurricane's, so I went with her. I ordered a double duo for us. Obviously the cooking method was ok-ish, only that if the meat is less cooked.
It was so wrong of me to even mention about his name, which has made her start crying a bit. I mean, it takes time for her to get that person out of her mind. Everything will be ok *hugs* You have me >3<
Anyways, the Yule at Darling harbour has been another great view these days. At least this has made her happy by taking her to experience something new. Photos taking was one of the things we did. Other than that, we had our little romantic time talking about dad, the one and only topic that makes us feel a lot, so much that even the happiest time could be a little bit saddened. But mind you that I'm really proud of my mum's forever youthfulness. You feel that vibe is in the air, that's right, because my mum is there...
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