Le panpan promised to come to rivy and jog with me in the morning. Mum and I didn't expect him to be here this early>.> I was awaken by his phone call at 6:20...My eyes were still semi-open when he came to hug me and then he put me on his laps napping for another 10 minutes on my couch...
This would be our first time ever jogging together in the morning :3 I jogged a bit faster than usual because he was there. He followed me behind when we jogged for two times along the park. Later he said that by watching my back and my hair movement as a wagging tail was the distraction for him not to feel that tired during our jog. He then taught me how to do proper workout for losing my tummy fat. Subsequently we both lied on the little playground and did a set of exercises together. After doing everything I should do for that one and a half hours, we both moved to where the slide is, sat down and talked for a bit. For some reason I was a bit hyper that day, instead of being passively responding to whatever he said, I actively participated, and told him about my life in Melbourne, as well as my closest Japanese friend when he mentioned about his Japanese friend who I am jealous of.
Somebody said I have improved a lot doing something in his house ;) Oh and we really did have fun discussing about those waitresses' faces and body figures based on our own preferences when we were having dinner in that Thai restaurant. The decoration there is innovative in a way, as the massive spoon, knife and fork hang on the wall where those figures really capture my attention when I was sitting right next to it. I took a few photos with panpan's phone. Those two dishes we ordered was worthy a go, even though one of them has killed me badly, to the point that I drank more than 4 or 5 cups of water to cool my tongue down due to large amount of Thai spices they have put in.
We stayed at Belmore park for another one hour watching people come and go while having such a great time talking mischievously, the unusual me was in quite a good mood teasing him in that one hour. But we love each other's naughtiness as we hardly have an active talk with me willing to join in. When we were waiting at the station for Macarthur train, he asked if I have ever met someone deliberately put his hand on my shoulder after pretending he yawns. I described how I have once cockblocked a guy when he did the similar thing to me. I sure was high almost the entire day, even he became so exhausted during our trip home but I wasn't. Instead, I kept on disturbing him when he was trying to have a nap, my lower part of legs got hit by his fists as he knew I got my bruises there, and that was the only way to get me shut up lol...
Sorry for the really update panpan >.> This korara has been super slack these days >3<
Saturday, 4 January 2014
Friday, 3 January 2014
Open day with kids (3rd of Jan)
I was invited to go uni open day with Jennifer, Raymond and Roy (My new friend that day) yet I was late for more than half an hour. But this time, I wasn't trying to make any excuses, the train was delayed for 20 minutes at my stop..:S
Raymond has grown much taller and different that I couldn't even recognise him once I saw him waiting there with Jennifer at the bus stop. He has became super Korean like, even I wanted to ask where he got his pants from because that kind of baggy pants are rarely to be seen at the market.
After we arrived in UNSW, we went around and took some info booklet at that big hall where it's situated next to the Electrical building in upper campus. They wanted to ask around their chosen fields, so I followed. In the beginning of every uni student, it's hard to figure out what kinds of questions they are needed to ask, then I provided some tips and example questions for them. Raymond, the 98+ ATAR all-rounder would be doing medical science in UWS this year. And he might transfer to UNSW next year if he could. This person is pretty confident to get distinction and high distinction even though he hasn't even started his uni life yet, even from how terrible I have described what a uni life is really like, he didn't seem to be freaked out at all. Jennifer's first preference is landscape architecture, which is something that I've heard of yet not much people around me are doing it. I bet it would be quite a fun thing for her to do it since she's able to do physical model, and use plenty of softwares to create 3D models. Like the ones that lady has shown on the school web page of students' works in the past. They seemed to be pretty sophisticated, the projects were exactly like the ones that will be done in a regional area or a big city. I could see, and feel how much excitement Jennifer has from her amazement when she saw those big projects. I also helped her to ask a few more questions so she could know much more about her degree such as internship.
Later we headed to USYD. I was already so exhausted on our way there though. They woke me up when we arrived there. The only reason we went there was they wanted to ask an engineering course for one of their friends as she's been in oversea all this time. Same to UTS, where Raymond went to a shady area with me and talked, Jennifer and Roy went somewhere else after we got the fairy floss.
They also walked to TAFE with me after that. TAFE wasn't open yet the information centre next to it opened for the whole day. That receptionist gave me three booklets of different courses that are possibly taken as I asked for filmmaking, interactive digital media and graphic design. It was such a hard decision to decide which one to take, now it's even harder.
Also, we went Mayer with Raymond in order for him to change the size of his uncle's belt. And lastly we had Nando's together and he shared his roasted chicken with me. Before he left, we took a few photos doing cute faces. Roy and Raymond left Jennifer and I at 5.
We then walked around and chatted a bit at the park. She is sort of having a dilemma whether she should quit her job because there is this guy likes her so much and that has brought her a lot of trouble when she has to work with someone that likes her, yet she has no feeling towards him at all. After the talk, we went Korean restaurant as well as Chinatown as it was Friday. She loves to see those little things a lot, well, but it was a right time for me to get somebody something as well..
Great day with kids after all :3
Raymond has grown much taller and different that I couldn't even recognise him once I saw him waiting there with Jennifer at the bus stop. He has became super Korean like, even I wanted to ask where he got his pants from because that kind of baggy pants are rarely to be seen at the market.
After we arrived in UNSW, we went around and took some info booklet at that big hall where it's situated next to the Electrical building in upper campus. They wanted to ask around their chosen fields, so I followed. In the beginning of every uni student, it's hard to figure out what kinds of questions they are needed to ask, then I provided some tips and example questions for them. Raymond, the 98+ ATAR all-rounder would be doing medical science in UWS this year. And he might transfer to UNSW next year if he could. This person is pretty confident to get distinction and high distinction even though he hasn't even started his uni life yet, even from how terrible I have described what a uni life is really like, he didn't seem to be freaked out at all. Jennifer's first preference is landscape architecture, which is something that I've heard of yet not much people around me are doing it. I bet it would be quite a fun thing for her to do it since she's able to do physical model, and use plenty of softwares to create 3D models. Like the ones that lady has shown on the school web page of students' works in the past. They seemed to be pretty sophisticated, the projects were exactly like the ones that will be done in a regional area or a big city. I could see, and feel how much excitement Jennifer has from her amazement when she saw those big projects. I also helped her to ask a few more questions so she could know much more about her degree such as internship.
Later we headed to USYD. I was already so exhausted on our way there though. They woke me up when we arrived there. The only reason we went there was they wanted to ask an engineering course for one of their friends as she's been in oversea all this time. Same to UTS, where Raymond went to a shady area with me and talked, Jennifer and Roy went somewhere else after we got the fairy floss.
They also walked to TAFE with me after that. TAFE wasn't open yet the information centre next to it opened for the whole day. That receptionist gave me three booklets of different courses that are possibly taken as I asked for filmmaking, interactive digital media and graphic design. It was such a hard decision to decide which one to take, now it's even harder.
Also, we went Mayer with Raymond in order for him to change the size of his uncle's belt. And lastly we had Nando's together and he shared his roasted chicken with me. Before he left, we took a few photos doing cute faces. Roy and Raymond left Jennifer and I at 5.
We then walked around and chatted a bit at the park. She is sort of having a dilemma whether she should quit her job because there is this guy likes her so much and that has brought her a lot of trouble when she has to work with someone that likes her, yet she has no feeling towards him at all. After the talk, we went Korean restaurant as well as Chinatown as it was Friday. She loves to see those little things a lot, well, but it was a right time for me to get somebody something as well..
Great day with kids after all :3
Thursday, 2 January 2014
To my second sunlight in 2014
Dear diary:
You owner has a happy day staying with her mummy today.
We went jogging at 6: 50 as usual. I came back to her with tiredness after I completed my mission to jog along the whole park for two times. Mum was seemingly making some friends at the little playground there with a few Chinese ladies and one of them asked her to walk her dog around, she did. Before we left the park, I showed her two massive spider webs I found when I was jogging. My close-up observation made me have this urge to rip them apart but mum told me not to kill little species haha They belong to the nature, but but but but but they are going to be destroyed in 'natural disasters' one day anyways...
My Indonesian oldie friend greeted me with happy new year as we approached him and his friends who were also doing stretching exercise. We had a talk about pets, holidays plans, his retirement and our families etc. He said his wife was sick so I suggested him to take her for a walk some day. Pointing at the dog which mum helped her friend to walk around, he told me that he doesn't like any pets because he's such a hygienic person. However, if he has to choose a pet, he'd rather to choose a cat. I was told that he's rich as he owns a big company and factory with 150+ employees and 100+ sales. I was also amazed of his muscular arms and he told me that he was once a body builder when he was around my age. Awesome oldie here...
It's quite amusing yet filled with warmth to know how she gave birth to me from her description of the entire process in the hospital. 8 hours to give birth to a baby girl in winter was not that endurable as coldness was most likely to add higher level of pain. It was a really difficult birth, and that birth has left her a stitched mark on her stomach. I've always been knowing that wasn't a natural birth yet I never knew behind her humour when she elaborated her experience of pregnancy and birth giving, a story can be unfolded with that much of love from maternity. I smiled and laughed what unites us-me. It's me. I am the product of her entire love which I'll spend my whole life to enrich it. Lots of thanks to mum, who has brought me up all these 22 years.
We do have lots of happy times yeah? We even made quite a few recordings when she helped me to rub the bruises on my legs, my overly reacted towards the pain of her rubbing and our crazy laughters, screams and witty conversation. She said, little things can mean a lot to a person and we've made a lot of little things that are significant to both of us.
Lastly my second day in 2014 was full of gaming on Iphone.
PS: Knowing panpan's going back to visit his grandma with mum, that means, we might once again miss out our anniversary like our first month when I was away last year, plus we might not spend Chinese new year or he might not even be able to celebrate my birthday in Feb...I was quite disappointed last night before he headed to bed. But then, compare to a family member in his family who is close to the end of her life, nothing can be more important than this. Nothing can be more important than birth and death.. So I just want to say, see her more the rest of her days, we can do everything together when you come back :)
You owner has a happy day staying with her mummy today.
We went jogging at 6: 50 as usual. I came back to her with tiredness after I completed my mission to jog along the whole park for two times. Mum was seemingly making some friends at the little playground there with a few Chinese ladies and one of them asked her to walk her dog around, she did. Before we left the park, I showed her two massive spider webs I found when I was jogging. My close-up observation made me have this urge to rip them apart but mum told me not to kill little species haha They belong to the nature, but but but but but they are going to be destroyed in 'natural disasters' one day anyways...
My Indonesian oldie friend greeted me with happy new year as we approached him and his friends who were also doing stretching exercise. We had a talk about pets, holidays plans, his retirement and our families etc. He said his wife was sick so I suggested him to take her for a walk some day. Pointing at the dog which mum helped her friend to walk around, he told me that he doesn't like any pets because he's such a hygienic person. However, if he has to choose a pet, he'd rather to choose a cat. I was told that he's rich as he owns a big company and factory with 150+ employees and 100+ sales. I was also amazed of his muscular arms and he told me that he was once a body builder when he was around my age. Awesome oldie here...
It's quite amusing yet filled with warmth to know how she gave birth to me from her description of the entire process in the hospital. 8 hours to give birth to a baby girl in winter was not that endurable as coldness was most likely to add higher level of pain. It was a really difficult birth, and that birth has left her a stitched mark on her stomach. I've always been knowing that wasn't a natural birth yet I never knew behind her humour when she elaborated her experience of pregnancy and birth giving, a story can be unfolded with that much of love from maternity. I smiled and laughed what unites us-me. It's me. I am the product of her entire love which I'll spend my whole life to enrich it. Lots of thanks to mum, who has brought me up all these 22 years.
We do have lots of happy times yeah? We even made quite a few recordings when she helped me to rub the bruises on my legs, my overly reacted towards the pain of her rubbing and our crazy laughters, screams and witty conversation. She said, little things can mean a lot to a person and we've made a lot of little things that are significant to both of us.
Lastly my second day in 2014 was full of gaming on Iphone.
PS: Knowing panpan's going back to visit his grandma with mum, that means, we might once again miss out our anniversary like our first month when I was away last year, plus we might not spend Chinese new year or he might not even be able to celebrate my birthday in Feb...I was quite disappointed last night before he headed to bed. But then, compare to a family member in his family who is close to the end of her life, nothing can be more important than this. Nothing can be more important than birth and death.. So I just want to say, see her more the rest of her days, we can do everything together when you come back :)
Wednesday, 1 January 2014
The new chapter 2014
HAPPY NEW YEAR TO EVERYONE WHO SEES THIS POST
What I did today was to enjoy my first day of 2014 by talking to some non-contact onesOf course, including my sister who needs my help for her preferences. She has no idea how this system works, and been seeking for advice on her chosen field.
I feel lucky that I have become a 3rd year uni student from this moment, it means I am gradually seeing my promising future in a few years time, which I truly hope I can do some good for my family much sooner than I've expected so far..
My to-do list for 2014:
- enrol in a media course in Tafe and getting the certificate next year
- have more family time with mum and share more pains and joys with her
- MUST talk to dad more on the phone, I don't know how much I cherish our time talking on the phone though I don't reveal my side of sweetness.
- I serious should have wiped out some of the unhappy times in the past.
- join more social events in uni other than studies as now my timetable is perfectly allowed me to do so
- keep jogging in the morning and avoid having unhealthy habits, knowing most of the time lack of sleep and being unhealthy is the root of killing mood, it's really time to make a change both internally and externally
- I should be much happier and be simpler to forget some of my problems in life...
Thanks for everyone who has been with me in 2013, and will still be with me this up coming 2014
My values are build upon everyone surrounded me.
Family, friends, and potential people that I meet in everyday life have partially contributed to my personae, variation of experiences and how I see changes in life.
Even though it's hard to feel my presence at times, and those depressing times have made me sink through the floor
But tomorrow is what we hope for happiness and faith.
Here, welcome to 2014...
Tuesday, 31 December 2013
NYE
The spot where we stayed for 10+ hours near the harbour bridge at Circular Quay was so packed by 1pm already. That area was closed by then. Everyone had to get the wristband that was only valid for an hour to get out and get back in. Panpan bought us two hot dogs with cheese and a banana milkshake for lunch.
Sure it was a great NYE.... GOOD LUCK IN 2014!!!
I was told that I wasn't prepared enough to go to a place under this heat when my umbrella is so small for a fatty like him. He kept saying he should've brought his big umbrella to avoid the sun exposure. But then, when I asked him to apply some sunscreen on his skin, he rejected..
It was rather to be boring in the first a few hours since I didn't really have any interest to do anything. Unlike him, who was reading a thick novel right next to me. I had a nap for some time yet couldn't really fall asleep as I felt like my skin was grilled by this thermal weather.
A white girl was totally told off by her mum in this nye. I actually felt her. If I was her, I would've felt quite embarrassed in the public as well...
Sydney weather is too unpredictable and changeable, which makes weather forecast no longer trustful. The last minute was as hot as a burning hot pot, the next minute was cool down with rain. During the time when panpan was away, a French guy came to me and randomly put his arm around me before he greeted. It was common to see French enthusiasm to strangers. He told me that he and his friends are tourists here for 2 months. I pointed at the blondie who was also sharing an umbrella with a group of strangers and smiled at him, and asked 'Is she your gf?' He denied, his friend next to him replied me'Just for sex' LOL Their friendliness has brightened my day even though it was only a light talk about fireworks and holidays. Later on they even took some photos with me.
To end 2013, our only truth (but no dare) game by taking turns to ask each other one question was taken the last two hours. I answered every question with all my honesty though some parts are still needed to be reserved.
Unlike the previous two years, I didn't cry this time. I still remember the year before I went teary with my deepest gratitude towards that special someone, he was there with me and being really supportive at that time. And for last year, it was quite depressingly to shed a few tears with a shattered heart. The only emotion I had this year when I watched fireworks was 2013-is-finally-over...thank god....Not much filming, photos and talking but hugging. A lot of hugs. I still have somebody to whisper to my ear to wish me a happy new year. A different guy. I guess you won't remember how beautiful the firework was but the one who went to watch it with you. What makes this worthy is how happy you share this moment of the year with somebody but not being alone. 'Scream and shout, and let it all out'...Right, 2013 is gone, welcome to 2014, why not?
PS: I texted somebody with a long message wishing him happy new year and I still haven't got a response from him
PS1: I need so much love to confirm my presence
PS2: It was so packed that I was afraid I would get lost in the crowd, lucky somebody is big enough to be my protector
PS3: Almost an hour to get back to Central train station, really was fighting through millions of people, as Eric said lol
PS4: So many crazy shits in the city, it fully became a rubbish dump
PS5: The most hilarious thing on my way home was to find out a man in his 40's was sleeping with arm-over-his-head-and-fully-tilting-to-the-window-bridge-like position..plus annoying the shit out of everyone with his LOUD snoring in the carriage. The 4 whites were fully laughing at him, especially that grey hair guy who made fun of him throughout the trip. I laughed at their laughters, 5 of us looked at each other and continued to laugh more, more laughters...laughed even more...and more laughters for half an hour. This was my first time laughing with a bunch of strangers for that long til the train arrived at my station. The oldie said to me 'Good melody throughout the whole trip in new year ey' *winks* LOL 'you guys enjoy the rest of your trip lol happy new year btw'
Unlike the previous two years, I didn't cry this time. I still remember the year before I went teary with my deepest gratitude towards that special someone, he was there with me and being really supportive at that time. And for last year, it was quite depressingly to shed a few tears with a shattered heart. The only emotion I had this year when I watched fireworks was 2013-is-finally-over...thank god....Not much filming, photos and talking but hugging. A lot of hugs. I still have somebody to whisper to my ear to wish me a happy new year. A different guy. I guess you won't remember how beautiful the firework was but the one who went to watch it with you. What makes this worthy is how happy you share this moment of the year with somebody but not being alone. 'Scream and shout, and let it all out'...Right, 2013 is gone, welcome to 2014, why not?
PS: I texted somebody with a long message wishing him happy new year and I still haven't got a response from him
PS1: I need so much love to confirm my presence
PS2: It was so packed that I was afraid I would get lost in the crowd, lucky somebody is big enough to be my protector
PS3: Almost an hour to get back to Central train station, really was fighting through millions of people, as Eric said lol
PS4: So many crazy shits in the city, it fully became a rubbish dump
PS5: The most hilarious thing on my way home was to find out a man in his 40's was sleeping with arm-over-his-head-and-fully-tilting-to-the-window-bridge-like position..plus annoying the shit out of everyone with his LOUD snoring in the carriage. The 4 whites were fully laughing at him, especially that grey hair guy who made fun of him throughout the trip. I laughed at their laughters, 5 of us looked at each other and continued to laugh more, more laughters...laughed even more...and more laughters for half an hour. This was my first time laughing with a bunch of strangers for that long til the train arrived at my station. The oldie said to me 'Good melody throughout the whole trip in new year ey' *winks* LOL 'you guys enjoy the rest of your trip lol happy new year btw'
Sure it was a great NYE.... GOOD LUCK IN 2014!!!
Monday, 30 December 2013
Ordinary day(2) (30th of Dec)
- I got my acne gel prescription from Dr Chauhan. The repetition cannot be applied through non-PBS program though I have my healthcare card here. It is a must for me to go back to the doctor next month just to ask for another prescription=.= so annoying...
- Grotesque fettish is a part of me, guess what I have watched today...A 9 min video of the biggest cyst popping made me so excited somehow...(don't judge...)
- Can't believe I was rejected by Eric, who got a dinner party with his girl tomorrow T__T so he can't make it to the firework >A< NUUUUUUUUU
- Then I had no idea who to invite since it could be damn weird for them to be with panpan and mum at the same time...How can this be not weird if this is the first time your friend sees your bf and your mum in nye, I mean bf is ok-ish, but plus mum...>.>
- The ancient series has taught me a good lesson of not being too innocent. Cruelty is everywhere. Human is the most threatening species...
- Tomorrow will be the nye...what do we have here? :3
Sunday, 29 December 2013
Ordinary day (29th of Dec)
- I was too exhausted to do anything else after I came back from jogging
- directly fell asleep on my mum's old massage chair for two hours. By the time I was awaken by mum, two hours were gone in nowhere.
- happily been watching an ancient series with mum for the whole day
- someone invited me to go a double date with his friend yet my unwillingness was quite disappointing I assumed.
- The movie 'Free birds' will be released on our anniversary YAYYYY...Although I am not quite sure if the time for the movie that day fits our already-planned schedule
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