LOL(lots of love) (11th of October)

A short while staying at the lab, I was taught by my smartass owner who showed me part of his project, and eventually let me try soldering first time ever in my life. There is nothing I would find boring, all I care at that moment was whether I was doing it right with a 300+ degree thingy melting a tiny metal and flowing the filler metal into the joint. He held my hair at the back just in case it flung back to the front...

Labbing time was fun, but shopping time was even more worth mentioning here. We walked all the way to Coles nearby to get the food we wanted to cook later. I felt like a daughter of his being held by his warm hand, and led to our dream land. The long walk to his apartment was a bit tiring, I mean, yes, just a bit. Fun, on the other hand, since I didn't feel how long we had been walking along with that epic talk of ours. Though I had to admit that the plastic bag was slightly heavy for my hand to carry, I still wanted to at least do something for this person. And yes, it wasn't really my fault. Seriously speaking, it was the plastic bag itself. It was broken half way through, and he had to use two broken stripes to carry the  whole thing home. Other than this, we joked around me not being able to fix my own printer for a while due to my ultimate procrastination...

It was all good seeing my owner to cook for me the first time at his house. Knowing that I am a noob in cooking, my job here was to be a companion, watching him to cook the whole time. I couldn't help with anything but stand there being teased by him >.> I tickled him occasionally in order to show my presence. You know how bad I felt when standing there and doing nothing?>.> Yes...I might have to learn some time soon in order not to let him feel lonely when we cook again next time...

During our lunch time at his room, we were watching this ancient movie. Laughing out loud when we should, belittling some characters as some plot progressed, and showing hatred to the ones as we were supposedly do.

I had no reason not to be happy when the happiest thing I had for the day was all about this confession, which brought us together for the time being. Everything started quick and sparkling romance followed by his own recording. This person played his recent recording when hugging me tight, trying to hold my hand at the same time. I guess I'd never forget how strong I felt towards every word coming from his mouth. The sincerity, love, connection and all that have made up a perfection. There was nothing being able to beat up that fair moment of an epic confession. I mean, it was more of a flashback for me to hear he describe the feeling he had with me from the first time we met up, the first time we went to underground film festival together, every memory is the best memory of its own. I cried, like immensely feeling that wholehearted speech, I couldn't hold my tears of being happy, and touching.

He held my tight from the chair. Later we stood up, having some tight hugs for half an hour. Nobody let go of the other. The closeness I felt there was inexplainably good, like one of the best feeling to have someone for loving you. To be loved, and love, is something that exchange our feeling from physical attraction. But more importantly is that the tenderness I felt from his touch, the little smirk on my cheek and forehead, to a lovely and slightly shy request if he could kiss me, was all that I could feel how little thing has pulled us even closer than ever.

We lied on his bed, having this heartfelt random talk with constantly showing affection to each other in a way of kissing. Passion lit up from the glow of kiss. We didn't even know how long we had been lying on his bed for, the only thing I noticed was that he likes to watch my face no matter whatever we do. His eyes would see me as though he could penetrate my soul...

You got nothing more to ask for, because you have everything right there....including my first time experience that I want to share with the world here is that I helped my owner to wash the dishes before we left his house. I didn't know how clumsy I looked at that time, but at least I was willing to take part in doing some housework for somebody, that's enough...

Noodle night market was awesome, epic awesome!! I mean, how can you resist the temptation knowing there are more than hundreds of food choices there for you. We couldn't even make up our mind in the beginning. Instead, we walked around the whole park for several times and hesitatingly to pick our favourites out of the many. In order to reduce that epic waiting time in the line, we didn't really find a proper spot to sit down, but sometimes standing at the line while having the food we had already order. Even though it might be packed in the crowd, I hugged my owner fairly tight in case the next second I would lose this person. One moment I love the best was when we sat under the tree, having this talk about the first day we met, the gradual emotional change throughout the whole time we've been knowing each other so far. And I fed him with chicken wings after he fed me mine. Later naughty me rub my dirty little fingers on his face. The sticky sauce was all over his left cheek and he tried to do the same to me, but I dodged it. Trolling escalated to the point where I licked the sauce off his cheek, following by a passionate kiss after two eyes met. SO.DAMN.ROMANTIC...>.>

Towards the end of the night, we couldn't get on the train at St James since the station was already closed by then, we were led by these two men til we reached Townhall. Getting home by 12ish. Before I headed off to bed, I left a long message to my dearest owner who also wholeheartedly left me some super long messages after he finished talking to his mummy from oversea.

I just want to say I feel really lucky to have made one of my best decisions in this year for joining this language exchange group. Without this, I would have never known such a wonderful person in my life. Being happy with someone is more of a good feeling, the cosy feeling for the time being. Not to make this too cliche and I'd not want to be a cheesy ball here in the public (though I've already done so...) but glad to have someone to think alike, what's more I expect? Enjoy being with this great listener and idea sharer, that's what I'm appreciated to have... Thank you owner :) plus thanks for the cooking, the talk, our awesome night AND confession.... wub you~

Ordinary Friday (10th of October)

I recommended somebody to eat something else for his breakfast because he has bread almost everyday=3=...But yes, he was right, I got my mum to cook for me but he doesn't. Nobody would like to spend a long time having breakie~~

I got my interaction result back, the one with 15/20, which I considered I did alright. At the very least, I got something more than 13 for my Jap speaking. Anyways Deborah came and sat next to me during our seminar. Talkative her didn't stop talking whenever we had some short breaks in between. Later after the Jap lesson, I had lunch at the food court. Takuya just appeared at the food court all in a sudden, and waved right at my face which freaked me out a bit. >.>

Nothing much happening today. I got some work done in the library before heading back home. At night, I was watching this documentary while talking to mum for a bit. And my travelling buddy insisted not to let me carry stuff tomorrow. Oh and good luck for the so-called presentation in the morning ;)

Perfect listener (9th of October)

I wasn't as active as some other days when I went to this language exchange group. Takuya, Kim and Horace were all there yet Tao was missing. Somebody couldn't make it today due to his meeting with the engineer. He only came towards the end of the session and everyone was like woooo...you are so early today>.>

We didn't get to talk much as I had to head to my media lecture right after the group meeting. He shared his chicken skewer with me though. I had one bite because I wasn't that hungry...

The main topic for today's lecture was about the fan culture in relation to celebrity led culture. Tao then wechatted me during my lecture telling me how unhappy he missed out the exchange group. To my surprise, he came and visited me again in the library after my lecture. He brought me with an ice tea before he came, then spent another 10 minutes simply talking to me before heading to Central to get his parcel. During the time I was waiting for my bus to come and on the bus, I had his company with me all the way back to Central via online chat.

Nothing much tonight really. Except that after somebody's labing sesh, same as usual, I asked him to get back home at 10:30ish. For some reason, we started talking about some sentimental topics and I was fully crying when typing. You know how emotional I go during late night...and I still do sometimes :'( But he's 100% a good listener who kept making me to think more positive plus giving so many effective advices all at once. I was overwhelmingly touched because I've finally found another person that gets me this well...After all, he's so mature and bright...Thanks for the support and warmth..

Stress free (8th of October)

I couldn't take much time to study for the day for some reason. All I did was to do some readings and update my posts for both blogs. I eventually changed the layouts after half a year. And I even copied and pasted some of my personal blog posts to my media blog due to this weird thought urged me to do this somehow.

I bet someone's going well with his business. But seriously drinking too much coffee in a day would be really bad for your stomach. Anyways I'm happy that I'd be able to offer some help for somebody with his new business. Maybe promoting? advertising? designing brand or logo or just simply using my media sense of things whenever he needs.. 

I truly wish I can be there because I really want to watch the presentation done by a research student, especially for bio-medical engineering, which is something new for me. But Tao said he would get nervous if I'm there watching him. lol>.> But but but I would still be the first person to see him presenting it. He said he's still happy to show me in his lab before that weeeeeeee :)

Happy birthday to this smartass (7th of October)

Firstly happy birthday to Tao. Congratulate someone has turned 26 lol... I recorded me singing birthday song in the morning before greeting him. We had our little celebration at uni food court at 12ish. One hour might be too short to spend time together, but we still had our own little time sharing heaps of fun talking. He told me that he might partner with someone else to open up a cafe and asked me what I thought about it. After lunch, he walked me back to the main library, and stayed with me for another 10 minutes or so before going back to meet up with his engineer. He lent me his jacket just incase I would get cold in the library.

Then I went to look for a computer to work on my assignment for 2 hours, waiting for my conversation group to start at 3pm. He was the one asking me to go with him yet, he couldn't make it to conversation group with me this week >.> Anyways, the conversation group was fun. Except that Sharleen wasn't really my ideal tutor though she acts nice. She even said I actually didn't need to go to this class for some reason lol But I bet Tao would love it so much when he comes next week.

The group was over, I went back to another computer area at level 2 to continue with what was supposedly to be done. Tao came back with a smiley face telling me the second best present for the day was to talk to his engineer. Then we both headed to lower campus to have our afternoon tea because I got hungry again. We couldn't choose something else but pizza. That was the only thing left in the store anyways. He said the chicken was overcook, but the sauce was so good. Then we started to talk about cooking, and he asked whether my mum is good at cooking.

Another 1 and an half hour spending time in the library studying and watching horror film trailers together. I thought I was more manly than that to watch horror films with volume up whilst he was next to me, but it was getting intense each and everytime the jumpscares pop up. There was once Tao was yawning at one of the trailers we watched as if it was super boring lol The producer would be so sad if he saw Tao's reaction >.>

So once again, he walked me to the bus stop while keeping me warm all the way there. Knowing that he would be late to meet up with his friend for dinner, I felt bad for a bit><

So I received this ultimate touchy message from him once he went back home. He does treat everything seriously, including when he records him singing for me. I like what he always says 'I just wanna do whatever I wanna do', he doesn't care much about what the outcome would be, as long as he tries the best to do something he wants. And that, is something I like to be with him all the time, he's got this spirit to make me feel so positive about my life at the same time...

PS: Nice to see Allain at the platform in the morning. I haven't seen this guy for more than half a year. So we talked hell lots til train reached Central. Same old same old, two things that we talked about the most were uni and social life. I really wish I could see him again next Tuesday. Having a travelling buddy in a long trip to uni is the best thing ever :3

Pre-bday (6th of October)

It would be so romantic just by imagining you own the universe in your room. Somebody said he knew this tiny machine (projector) which can be used to project the beautiful night view (with stars) onto the ceiling.... Someone has even mistaken a stranger as me on his way back home at night...this is funny>.> Illusion much? miss me much? lmaoo xD Perhaps somebody really enjoys having my presence each and everytime. Even the most silent moment can form the connection between us..

I didn't really go to watch horror movie with my peeps tonight because I didn't want to give myself a hard time sleeping lol...Though I do keen on watching horror, but I need at least some companions with me so to lessen that creepiness a bit, AND I can't watch horror at night...I just can't lol>.>

Another great plan for this coming weekend with my dear friend. Although he won't make it to the conversation group tomorrow as planned. Instead of going there with me, he's got something much more important to do. But I still wish him a happy 26th birthday. Lunch time with him for 2 hours will be good enough :3 A long message received from my owner has cheered me up quite a bit. Apart from that, the overly happy faces he made from the photos he shared, as well as his birthday wishes have made me laugh a lot...He's the boss tomorrow, we gotta listen to the bosssssss xD

the Entrance (5th of October)

Two and a half hours of trip to get to the entrance, the place where mum has been looking forward for 2 weeks...Remember how I got yelled at by her last time because of some minor issue before leaving our house? Yes, I did it again...This time, it was caused by the clothing issue. In a 33 degree weather today, I thought it would be reasonable to wear summer clothing as in shorts and short sleeve shirt. No, she said it would still be cold later at night...Well yeah, true that, I don't disagree with that. But she was getting so cranky to the point that she thought I wore something inappropriate was to provoke her deliberately...

Surely it wasn't really a big deal to kill our day. We soon got over that as I talked to her on the train again...

Both of the bus drivers were so nice. The first one I talked to has clearly told me so much more about the Entrance incase we got lost, though we didn't end up getting into his bus. After waiting for another 15 minutes while on the phone with my fatty from oversea, another no.21 bus came. This second driver promised to let us know when we got there later. I didn't blame him though he totally forgot it an hour later til we terminated somewhere unknown, the last passenger got off and asked where we were going. Then the bus driver drove us back to where we were supposed to get off...

Here we go.....We walked across the road where a bunch of people were gathering. We were amazed by the beautiful views up there as though the freshness was coming from every direction. Cheerfulness was filled in the air, laughter was everywhere.  

The beauty of the nature was still, but at the same time, lively. Same as what you would normally see at the beach, where seagulls scavenge for small fishy swimming in the water, fly over your head, and strut around the park. In here, I saw so many pelicans standing afar at that cut off shore.

People were having all kinds of activities around with their love ones. The picnic, lovely family time, couple time and of course, that moment of being alone, if you do enjoy having your own personal space, all you want to do is to embrace the nature...

 Little train driving through the paths...

I've heard of so many people saying that they can capture any fascinated photos in Australia without PS-ing, which I believe is true. The art of nature is unbeatable...

I felt the same having this relaxing mood and sitting somewhere with mum. Not on the bench, but on the grass...

The trees' shadows are reflected onto the ocean where some others were sitting on the bank, facing forward and longing for something to come...

Long waiting of the pelicans feeding time....Before this started, the MC repeatedly asked the people at the front to sit down. I tried to stand up blocking the sun for mum for a bit longer though...

FOOD...FOOD...FOODDDDD......FOOOOOOOOOOOODDDDDD.....FISHHHHHYYYY.....YESSSSS FISHYYYY....ONOMNOMNOMNOMNOMNOMNOM.....Go go go go go....everyone steps back, the fishy is mine.....Great job guys....you have entertained the crowd a lot...hahah

Food competition continued....GOOO AWAYYYYY the fishy is MINE.....MIINNNEEE!!! MIIINNNEEEEE!!! Conclusion: Pelicans could be so aggressive at times....

Everyone LOOK UP!! fishy is cominggggg....Look at those big beaks, with black-pea eyes...

 Selfies time....lol...We took some selfies at there...Well...but I am not planning to show them here >.> However....this back photo is good enough to give you some sort of idea of where mum and I were standing at...(Namely, me and my beautiful hair....)

That's not it. The doggy show was held somewhere close to those burger places. Unarguably the street performer knows the best strategy to attract people's attention is to perform with this cute little creature. The dog, named as Molly, was the focus of the show. I don't know how long this performer has trained Molly for, but I believe that he's a true dog lover who takes care of Molly pretty well.

It was an amazing show with lots of humour effects. I have to say I haven't watched such a successful street performance for so long...The pretentious stupidity when Molly wasn't willing to climb up to his shoulder; Molly's sneakiness hiding in the suitcase acting she's scared; Molly used her little paw to push his butt etc had been keeping everyone so happy..

After the doggy show, I was there waiting for mum to come back from toilet. Memorial park, that's what they call it, has really brought me with another new experience here with my lovely mum...

Don't forget to try the restaurants there once a life time. I picked this Thai restaurant and ordered two dishes for us to share together. The seafood wontons were nice with mouthful of prawns and octopus in. Dipping them with soy sauce would slightly add more flavour apparently, especially it fits where we were staying at-how good is it to have seafood wontons while watching the sea view through the transparent glasses... 

I guess I just love seafood too much x3 Unlike other restaurants, here they offer great amount of seafood in the dish. to make sure all the customers are happy about it. Even when we were soon to finish all the noodles, there was still another layer of seafood at the bottom...

Lastly, I'd like to use my foodie Asian face to end this post....My day has been so awesome. I was still smiling all the way back to Central :)