(9th of January)

今天某人再次try try他的luck
看看这次ielts会不会过呢
他貌似这次表现得相当不错
回来后跟我聊着他今天去考试的情形
几乎都是欢愉的
考官人也很好
跟他互动的瞬间
字里行间
我能看得出他这次应该算是最好的一次

嘛
我今天也画好了我的第八个character
还悄悄地把composited image一块完成了
效率好得不得了
难怪心情也那么佳
麻麻说那个毛毛羊怪很神秘
尽是那些四不像的前身

跟某Jack打招呼了
嘛
不是
其实是他主动找我
以为我又要放他鸽子了
本说好前一个月约他出来
怎么知道到现在还没找过他
大家都忙嘛。。

看见了某May晒了她的结婚照
为她感到开心
但同时想着自己还在感情那方面漂泊
也还没出来社会
身边的人也开始一个个的有成就了
而我还是一名学生
难免有点莫名的peer pressure
很难懂的情绪
甚至是我也不知为何无缘无故对某关心我的人生气
埋怨
这段时间所有触碰到的问题仿佛真的都成了大问题
觉得某人一点也不了解我要的是什么
可能是急躁又或是急着追求我想要过的生活
而现实却是还未满足于理想状态的现实
所以很失落很失望很诅丧

(8th of January)

In the early morning

I saw that post of May's brother had a car accident recently

his face was covered with blood

the look of car was terribly damaged

I really hope Micky is ok!!

the weather isn't raining so I wear my UGG today :3

my fluffy UGG looking so good that I can't help to look at it over and over

revised 3D compositing and everything in VFX

started to work on tracking and roto brush when I was having my studio

coming back home to finish my 7th character

also finished editing my 4th composited image!!

wooohooooooooo

so much productivity!

For VFX

I gotta keep practising more on tracking, roto brush and compositing!

PS: interesting to observe two little insects being locked in the box

mah god...

I really hope they would have a fight but they don't

they just don't give a shit to each other lol

Trolling day~ (7th of January)

• trollllingggg much.....no class todayyyyyyyy....
• waiting for Nick outside over 40 minutes. Everyone was like...holy....WHERE ARE YOU NICK!
• though I wasn't bored at all. Talking to Lisa about what we did the day before throughout. Teaching her how to do better digital drawing by using blurring tool etc
• later, working on my own compositing ps image in that 2 hours
• Nick only came at 1:30ish telling us he was sick.....he apologized so much for that...
• Paparich again, embraced my canteen~
• another troll for not getting any piano lesson as somebody promised. Not her fault la. But just that my day was just so trolling by the fact that instead of I learned something, I taught her a new song to play. Getting told by Millie who asked me whether I wanted to apply for a part time. If I'm getting paid, why not?
• Spent some quality time with dar dar. Din din with him while watching the running man show~
• the crazy woman waiting at the bus stop seem to be a sign of danger....so I decided to wait for the next bus....lol...
• edited my CV, sent to Millie, waiting for that response
• conclusion: keep thinking on the bright side in those days of unfortunate. In order to fulfil a day, think for ways to make the best out of what you can do..

(6th of January)

• Finally get that shower head fixed at 1-ish....why so much hassling me starting of the year lol
• Revised again for both roto brush and mocha tracking...now I am more accustomed to the ways they work as I got all my answers from Adam~
• even wrote some notes so I won't forget the little things
• uploaded 9 drawing homework on concept art blog 
• finishing that 7th character's head bit~

The beginning of mah social circle reformed (5th of January)

Millieee chan...

our dear president lol

not mine~ since I graduated lol

me no longer introduce myself as a part of PH

but I guess that period through I working as a PHer does worth my energy

I don't know I would be having that much resonance with Millie

as we met

we talked

we ate

we discussed families issues

we gave each other constructive feedbacks for what we might think could be the solution

to improve our relation with everybody

I shared with her lotsa interesting stories within relationship

she talked about zodiac and how that links to deal with, or know people more

we just had so much to talk 

almost forgot the time we stayed in that Korean restaurant was like 3 hours

We also went walking around townhall

the clothing stores

she chose some dresses and shirts

tried

came out

and telling me how they don't fit her size

girls always look for ways to make themselves a smaller size

a beautiful standardized version to be flattered

I think just how much time and work you really put into shaping your size

plus the stamina you have for reaching a particular goal to make yourself happy

apparently she isn't happy

we also went to Kinokuniya to have a look at her cooking books

funny how she took photos of those she would like to buy

and sent them to her friends

or like notifying them what to get for her birthday lmao

For PH stuff

I was told by her with so much love and hate stories lol

Like she said

My ideas would revolve around weirdness and newness

I easily lose interest in things and people

stay active to look for something that might excite me more

which is true...

like really really true...

btw Muji is a new store I discovered

thanks for her lead

I didn't get to buy anything from there

but just by walking around with her and swapping between subjects we talked

had already been the greatest thing ever for the day

Lastly

if only Zombo isn't that expensive

I would get a piece of cake haha

well well well anyways

that cafe is still good

the taste of hot chocolate

with our passion towards discussing our likings

that media side of me just burst out like a resurrected one

kept on telling her my projects and things she don't know but would like to know

early back home

finishing my 6th character like finally

thanks for the wait

I mean me

the bandaged mummies like alien was born!

fulfilling day

though with a bit of bummer after knowing something's wrong with the shower head towards late night...

(4th of January)

• Another interesting talk with my non-connect friend Gold who specialise in drawing and graphic design. Our time passed through the awesome topics we had chatted. Feeling so much contented to be understood by someone. Our age difference doesn't cause much problem in communication when that bridge is formed by our common interests linked to media. Also, our friends such as Mickey and Pai, those that used to be in our classes were mentioned. I wouldn't know how much I appreciated to tell him more. In return, I gotta know something new from him too. So admired of those that work in shows in fame, like his friend working in running man. Even being a cameraman could have gained him heaps of admirers like me lol jks jks~
• no life drawing or whatnot today, as told by the lady working in the bar. It wouldn't be back til 25th. This long wait...
• been struggling to draw the alien head throughout the night....the skin tone is not easy at all to create. Going through hundreds of times of erasing, overlaying, blurring, selecting new colours and merging etc...nope, still not satisfying...work even more....you think I'm killing myself? I think so too...lol
• PS: Michael Jackson's we are the world....got me teary eyes because I felt a lot from that. Like I said on my status, today's music is way too much commercial. It loses what music is supposedly like back then. The purity is gone, feelings are lost....just many many that have changed the music industry to somewhat NOT as beautiful....Where that once was used to be manifested as love and romance, reunion and care? Newness, not that type of newness we would prefer it to overwrite the history has gone too far....

(3rd of January)

talking about shopping

my mama is a real shopaholic

like today

I took her out for shopping again

just UGG, already took us a few hours like really?

uhuh...the price, quality, originality etc just everything that needed to be assess

then we also went this Unyso

but bam....real ad trickery disappointed us as much as we really wanted to rant

most of the food they sell are that expensive...like almost everything above $5....

$2.5 are only that you will usually see as cheap...

anyways the organic market was closed on Sunday

after asking a few people on the street 

this one nice lady directed us to somewhere in a school and told us that

the market only opens on Saturday morning...>.>

oh welllssssssss...

oh and baby...

the rain

we actually didn't care the rain

but walked back to darling harbour where we already targeted that pair of UGG

negotiated the price

tried several times

tried so hard to neglect the flaws or the size

with that real bossy boss

who seems so forceful to get us buy that pair of shoes

we finally bought them

not because of her arbitrary fashion to convince us to buy

but seriously, we like that pair so much

lastly~ third day in 2016

going so well

full of vibes~