essay(1) (25th of Oct)

stage 1:

• My day was quite ordinary
• been thinking about what argument should be the best to fit in my essay
• I've got too many ideas but I can only pick one of them
• Too hesitant to put something down and when I really did put something down, changed bits and pieces for so many times 
• I hope I did use my time wisely so I can get up to my plan that I set for myself today
• But the good thing is: I finished that list of questions for the first appendix, also a transcription of an imaginary interview for the second appendix (it takes two pages and more...don't know if that's too much)
• But I don't think I made everything as specific as he asked us to do, so I may need to change two appendices again when I wake up tomorrow
• I seriously didn't have that much breaks 
• My only thought is to get it done asap while it has to be up to my standard
• ok...I feel like I am constructing an essay plan here in my post=.=
• And I don't feel quite well, maybe I have been looking at the screen for too long or I've been thinking about my unfinished work too much? 
• That hot and cold feeling, even during the time when I had my dinner with mum...
• Sleep really soon so I can get up earlier tomorrow morning...
• I am trying so hard to be healthier these days..I hope I am getting there..