23rd of Nov

This is not getting anywhere I know, and eventually problem solved from tearfulness. I knew I said something wrong again once I saw his tears..

So let's skip this part, a common problem that I see myself as a reactive one, who easily lose temper with significant mood swings, subsequently unwanted feelings are flooded. I may appear to be calm and rational this second but cool head can actually detached from feelings the next second..

But yeah, that was the first time I suggested to go for dinner at night even though I was still being extremely quiet the whole night. Indonesian restaurant was relatively costly though, ordering one or two dishes already cost up to $30+. So this time I chose to pay for my own food whether he wanted or not. Having Nitrogen ice-cream was the second place we went right after we finished dinner. I didn't know how he did it, with a super quiet one, who seemed like not participating no matter what he said or did, he could still have fun all night long...That must have taken him considerable effort to make it lively between us.

He teased me a lot when we had ice-cream. Trolling was inevitable apparently. Hence a lot of angry bird faces deadly stared at this panda...a mischievous panda...grrrrrrr...

Don't know where that tiredness was from, we both fell asleep once we got on the train. Later hugging tightly during the time he waited for his train to go back...

ok..still a good day after all but it would be better if I was responsive a bit more...