Liveness (13th of Nov)

• Have no idea how I should name my post because obviously everything I will be mentioning below is not relate to one another, and there is no specific thing happened today. Wait, there is, maybe talking to my fattie from oversea is one? 
• Her bf came over today so apparently I tried to avoid turning around and check how naughty they were when they played around on the couch. And he actually thought I was mad because he couldn't wake up in the morning and take me to RTA, but in fact I was just busy doing my work with my loud music on, didn't get to talk to him that much..
• After 1 hour of productively working on the second review, this assignment was done and sent back to Michelle...
• Reality is always far from ideal, the worst scenario here is that my 3 hours put to waste despite how determined I have told myself to start that 2400 words thingy straight away after those 2 reviews. And I have always been a douchebag blaming myself not having enough time to do something else after one day's gone...Procrastination, why can't you just leave me alone...This time, I was reading something interesting about global warming and how much it has impact on the desert...
• Tweeting a bit because my Twitter account is too dull and followers too less, keeping it alive is necessary...Yes...I have been keeping blogger and Twitter accounts secretly, that's why not much people know I have them unless I seriously wanna reveal my social network accounts to attract more visitors? The fact is that I don't really care, these are just some platforms for you to vent out and express something that you may not be able to in real life, so doesn't really matter if they can't be seen by someone else
• Fattie called me from oversea during the time I ate sweet potatoes, I don't know how much that half an hour will cost him when he pays bill next month, but I enjoyed being taught by him, the one that always been philosophizing life experiences and sharing his experiences of how to cope with life problem, whether I have one or not. I understand dad, even though life is harsh, we are not as rich as others, and you are not here to support us on this end, I won't greedily do something that you guys don't want me to do. And about the saving, not like I don't want to spend, rather, more like I want to save more and get myself something big later on. Asking me what that something big is and how big? I don't really know to be honest. But I just know no matter how much something costs, how many things I actually wanna purchase, I have no hesitation to wait, in this case, patience is here, independence is here, and decisiveness is here too. Using money that I earn for myself feel great, and aiming to get something in my life is really motivated for me not to be a bludger...
• Anyways I finished 1/4 of that 2400 words thingy in 2 hours after 10pm, weird isn't it? Normally my efficiency will go down once it reaches 9 or 10pm, but today I was even more awake than ever. I wish I have started this earlier so no need to wake up early tomorrow to get the rest done.(seeeeeeee..told you....it will always end up me blaming myself after all this procrastination *facepalm*)
• Without knowing how much time I need to spend on two credit-guarantee-blog-posts, yes...I am taking even more responsibility to do them than my own work...
• Lastly hoping panpan sleep tight. Somebody needs so much sleep...Keep waking up every two hours implicates stress, so I guess he's been too stressful, as always...
• Conclusion: sometimes you feel somebody's been having a much better life than yours only when you are not the one that experiencing what they have gone through...And no doubt every family has its own problem, we may not be able to guess who really is the luckier one..You think you are unlucky? Go to sleep and think again, tomorrow is another good refreshing day :)