Relationship (5th of Dec)

• A 77-year-old Malaysian old guy greeted me during I jogged. Before I left the park, he asked for some of my personal info and talked a bit. Claiming that he is super healthy, which it was proven from his great complexion, I asked if he goes there everyday, he then said I look so athletic LOL first time someone complimented me as athletic. He also said that I look like his daughter in law, I didn't know how to react instantly but to a stranger, who only just knew you, I found that pretty hilarious and assumed that he might deliberately to try to show his approachable side. 
• summer course fee....oh no....this can't be true...1300+...Just need to find out if I should still pay for the viewable outstanding fee 
• First ex was having a dilemma of relationship, even though I don't know if the girl who is ready to confess to him in the public on Sunday is really the one he wanted, I still suggested him to rethink about his current gf who doesn't know anything about him being a cheater..? And temptation can be always induced in such a circumstance when a relationship goes downhill, and you are disappointed at your bf/gf, there is nothing wrong to go for another person to my point of view, as we are still young. Although morally it is not fair to your gf/bf, but I truly understand his situation. I only hope that he chooses what he's happy to have, that's all I can say, as an ex..
• I think my first ex is the one that I have connection the most. Everytime when we have problems, no matter what kinds of problems they are, we have them together. Now he has his relationship problems , at the same time I have mine. We both didn't talk to our bf/gf for three days, coincidentally lol
• Finally can talk to the panpan..once again, trust problem and to my standard, he's being flirtatious only adds to how I saw him the first time. We may not work out in the end and I definitely know that, even after nearly 11 months. But to be honest, since I have made changes within myself and between us all this time, I wouldn't want to let this go. Says I have made him change a lot, in this relationship, I have changed a lot as well. I only don't see why I still hardly have connection with a person though I have changed, or because those changes are forced and reluctant as changes can be only made to adapt to his lifestyle and personae. 
• I am certainly not a committed type because being a committed type can only get yourself hurt so much at the end... I am not ready to take any consequences...