Thursday, 2 January 2014

To my second sunlight in 2014

Dear diary:

You owner has a happy day staying with her mummy today.
We went jogging at 6: 50 as usual. I came back to her with tiredness after I completed my mission to jog along the whole park for two times. Mum was seemingly making some friends at the little playground there with a few Chinese ladies and one of them asked her to walk her dog around, she did. Before we left the park, I showed her two massive spider webs I found when I was jogging. My close-up observation made me have this urge to rip them apart but mum told me not to kill little species haha They belong to the nature, but but but but but they are going to be destroyed in 'natural disasters' one day anyways...

My Indonesian oldie friend greeted me with happy new year as we approached him and his friends who were also doing stretching exercise. We had a talk about pets, holidays plans, his retirement and our families etc. He said his wife was sick so I suggested him to take her for a walk some day. Pointing at the dog which mum helped her friend to walk around, he told me that he doesn't like any pets because he's such a hygienic person. However, if he has to choose a pet, he'd rather to choose a cat. I was told that he's rich as he owns a big company and factory with 150+ employees and 100+ sales. I was also amazed of his muscular arms and he told me that he was once a body builder when he was around my age. Awesome oldie here...

It's quite amusing yet filled with warmth to know how she gave birth to me from her description of the entire process in the hospital. 8 hours to give birth to a baby girl in winter was not that endurable as coldness was most likely to add higher level of pain. It was a really difficult birth, and that birth has left her a stitched mark on her stomach. I've always been knowing that wasn't a natural birth yet I never knew behind her humour when she elaborated her experience of pregnancy and birth giving, a story can be unfolded with that much of love from maternity. I smiled and laughed what unites us-me. It's me. I am the product of her entire love which I'll spend my whole life to enrich it.  Lots of thanks to mum, who has brought me up all these 22 years.

We do have lots of happy times yeah? We even made quite a few recordings when she helped me to rub the bruises on my legs, my overly reacted towards the pain of her rubbing and our crazy laughters, screams and witty conversation. She said, little things can mean a lot to a person and we've made a lot of little things that are significant to both of us.

Lastly my second day in 2014 was full of gaming on Iphone.

PS: Knowing panpan's going back to visit his grandma with mum, that means, we might once again miss out our anniversary like our first month when I was away last year, plus we might not spend Chinese new year or he might not even be able to celebrate my birthday in Feb...I was quite disappointed last night before he headed to bed. But then, compare to a family member in his family who is close to the end of her life, nothing can be more important than this. Nothing can be more important than birth and death.. So I just want to say, see her more the rest of her days, we can do everything together when you come back :)

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