One of the emotional days (22nd of Feb)

Before I left my house, he just got up and wechatted me, and I wasn't quite happy. The moodiness I got from my friend's departure last night has lasted for the entire night, and I can still feel it this morning. I have no idea why I was getting so upset about a primary school friend's going back to China after I have only spent two days with her. Perhaps the connections we had in those two days was so much that I have already made her as my closest friend, who I have been looking for so long and finally found someone understand me a lot...

I was having emotional outbreak when I was on the bus. Lowering my head while crying, tilting my head to the side with my hair covering my teary face as I didn't want anyone to see it. I haven't felt in this way for so long since I was 12, which was the first time I left my home country. I have once thought to myself, I will never get too emotionally attached to anyone when I leave a place after I have experienced how painful I have to go through a new turning point in my life. But today, I felt like as though I was back to that 12-year-old me, the time when I was unwillingly to leave someone, or knowing that someone has left me. She might never know I have cried for her for the memories we have had and how strong that old friendship has once came back. 

Anyways, I was accused of getting ready to dump him because I made friend with a guy who studies in UTS yesterday lool We had this talk on the train to Central. He has pointed out how often the strangers initiated a conversation with me and I never reject having a chat with them>.> 

Oh and the Greek festival was alright-ish....Not as much fun as the Jap festival or the Chinese new year which was held at Belmore Park. I wish there would be a lot of freebies to get, but it disappointed me quite a bit after panpan and I walked around every booth located along darling harbour. So we ended up getting to a Japanese restaurant nearby, to have our dinner. Dinner time was fine, indecisive me picked a grilled salmon set, and annoyed him to get either pork or chicken because I wanted to try his. He dominated our conversation as usual because I didn't feel right to talk to him again. But my hesitation to talk about a particular someone was really questionable for him so he kept on asking so many questions related to that person, yet I still didn't tell him the things he wanted to know. There was a bunch of Hongki also having dinner there, and talking loudly. Later on, we moved up to the second floor, he ordered a free ice cream and a latte for himself. 

He took me home as per usual, even the line was experienced trackwork and that we had to catch the train to a station and get on a bus from there to get back to my suburb. I didn't talk much on the bus as there was a scary man behind us. Until he left, I started talking back to him while having my fruit. By the time we got back, it was close to 10pm, I brought him back to the stairs at my flat so we could still talk a bit. I may think so negative at times, but starting from next Monday, everything will be different as we both need to go back to our busy life. There won't be that much time to hang around, or even spare some time to talk to each other. I doubt that if we are able to talk every night as he finishes classes so late, likewise I need to sleep even earlier. We then wechatted a bit before we both went to sleep, I whispered when I recorded my voice. I don't do this often unless there is a need to do it, which is now, and I guess I need to do more because typing is slightly more time consuming than speaking....So yeah....night night..*hugging teddy to sleep*