First time ever someone hung up on me by accident before I got to say something but I found that quite funny as that lady called my home phone back a minute later apologizing. Ok, so the call was a booking for a dinner on the 22nd at Club Rivers. Yes, a free dinner with a presentation of how to improve your sleeping quality at the club just opposite to where we live.
Well...not going to write big chunks of paragraph for this post tonight. (LIE...another long blog post I suppose..) I wish I could have been out on Friday night but nah, studious me need to have a much longer study session alone because time flies and that I need to plan my schedule ahead. I have no idea why I'd check out some horror movies though, what has led me to watch the trailer of Carrie? I seriously don't know...
She seemed so happy for having a great party in her class today. She even went to a ferry trip with her friend after they finished classes. That excitement I saw on her face was nothing new. Knowing that ferries do take her to go somewhere further than where she usually goes, she hopes to take me there during our Easter holidays.
Btw, Tony Abbott has claimed that the black box is confirmed to be the missing jet MH370's. Despite I don't like seeing this guy's face when he makes speeches on the stage, it was still a good news to be heard. So now Australia will be striving for its best to keep searching for the one and only evidence left, hopefully the black box can be found before it's expired. Most importantly is that, no matter what really happened in an incident and how hard it is to find the last proof to cease everyone's questioning, nothing can really come to an end unless the truth is revealed to the world. Bringing back to media which I think it does a lot to influence people's mind as we know, its power can even screw up a country. Just by looking at how much impact this incident has to tourism in Malaysia, sure it's declined at a drastic rate due to its worsened reputation. Tourism does take a huge part in every nation's revenue, hence it's fairly self-explanatory that losing a massive amount from this sector will only create an ongoing downhill to its economic growth, resulting in a causal-effect-relationship to other aspects too. *I am a bit carried away again....*
Nevertheless, LOOK FOR THAT DAMN BLACK BOX !!!!
OK...so hmm somebody has been convincing me to go to his meeting especially a fishy feeling I had towards him when he still consistently inviting me to go on Fridays. You know what's happening there when he put emphasis on two words: dream and help. Personally speaking, I have dreams and I only do down to earth actions, I don't think making such a change to chase a dream is that realistic compare to what I am doing now. And for the helping bit, you sense it isn't right when somebody wants to help you that badly when in fact, you will be wondering what this person can get after he helps you out to reach your goal/dream? Then a n assumption comes straight to your head: isn't there a force behind driving him to be this motivational to help you? Think about it, we aren't even close. Nice people, perfectly nice people, are non-existent, or rarely existed. Nobody is a hero to help people without any benefits. This approach is seen to be obsolete if one has encountered once in her life knowing what they called a 'dream' is only a lie. They have this tendency to make it sound big for you to imagine what you will be like in 5 years. The same old trick to attract people to join their association. I mean, if you really have time to persuade people to sign a contract or some sort in order to reach that certain goal in 5 years, which you may take a risk of having nothing in 5 years, why don't you go back home and take an entire arvo to contemplate what is really the best for you to do something more realistic. *sorry I have once again written another chunk of bs...* Plus...meditation is good for feeling more of your surroundings since people are getting too desensitised these days...Only a side note here...meditation does do good to human health etc AND good for your future too!! ok...I am out of context here...So hmm back to somebody's persuasion...I am not saying this DEFINITELY won't get you anywhere but in most cases, current stage and in this materialistic world we are in now, is too corrupted. Letting your dream run wild possibly can get you a reality WHEN YOU FALL ASLEEP, but not really IN REALITY.
Lastly....Somebody has sent me a long message at 10pm. Keeping a relationship is damn hard. I know that having a busy life with other things have taken most of his time, and also know that there won't be any options in his life sometimes. I am not complaining or anything, and I don't need anyone to understand me completely. I only hope to have some connections and we don't seem to have much. But he's right, cheering up a gf is a difficult task, especially to this girl who tend to think a lot. But now I don't think I interfere in any aspects in his life since I don't even see/talk to him that much, and when we do, we either have awkward conversation in person or he takes some time to reply online. The former is not that I can help, and the latter is...not that he can help...So it's not that I don't know how to have a positive thought to establish a more positive relationship with somebody, it's just life has caused much more than learning how to be more peaceful. Beyond that, psychological burden induces irrational mind in every way, but isn't this life? Problems occur when we interact with people, we solve one problem then lead to another one. To couples, we have mutual agreement sometimes but not other times, and most of our time being together, problems have been always there, a lot of them are hardly revealing too because the more you tell, the worsen relationship you can get. Nonetheless, I am not saying talking it out is unimportant, but anyways, it's just...just...like...hmmm...*stuttering problem...* it's good to have his suggestion of how we can do some minor things to at least get to each other. It sounds good anyways. And...I hate to say this...but I am soft hearted at times...Do you know how lonely you can feel when typing a long post here at late night particularly it's partially concerned with a sensitive topic which now happening here? I am not heartless, I do mish that panpan~
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