panpan's support (15th of May)

I just couldn't get rid of that thought of not being unhappy after all my files were gone. Pai did offer me help by sending me one of her works, Gold did double check my student disk and went to IT department with me . I was appreciated of their kindness for cheering me up. However, not being able to save my large file after I got my work done on one of those computer because of some technical problems occurred has made me even more frustrated.

Panpan received my depressing message half an hour before his lecture started. I was already feeling extremely devastating having this do-not-know-what-to-do face starting sobbing in front of the computer. Maybe that irritation was caused by period pain or no food for the entire day. Suffering from pain, starvation and lots of frustration coming from so many unfortunate things happening within a day eventually pushed me to emotional outbreak. Panpan then came all the way to AIT for me instead of going to his lecture. I felt happy yet bad at the same time. But talking to him on the phone while I was crying silently, somebody kept saying he'd be with you on the phone made me feel the warmth quite a bit. Until then, I became less stress and started to clear my head copying all the documents I need in order to re-do all the tasks at home. I hugged my panpan so tight once I saw him. He got me 6 wicked wings and we continuously walked to market city where we could sit down and chill. The usual silly him made me giggle a bit but not that when he called up two of my guy friends, I found that a bit annoying by doing that. >.> Anyways, we spent another one hour staying at the park talking but we both were close to fall asleep lol

Lastly panpan's surprise- the letter was the most unexpected gift I received tonight. I seriously felt something inside of me, caring, supportiveness, love or maybe all of them altogether have made me feel that I wasn't alone, and I wasn't afraid to confront my problem. Thanks for giving me such a courage to pick myself up that quickly. I wub you my giant panpan chan :)