Do you get how upset I was in the morning after a few hours of being pissed off by the same person, because the tag from the quilt we got was not taken off, she tried to use the hammer to remove it herself, and turned out to be the worst decision ever damaging our new product, and then I was looking for solution to it but failed to find a magnet to take it off still...then for some minor things, she got really pissed at me though I literally did nothing wrong..and I was blamed for having trouble to resemble the device she just bought because I seriously ain't a man...This is not bad enough...her full yelling and ranting for almost 3 hours got me so upsetting. Plus I walked to somebody's house for nothing as I was told that his dad was home at that time. But then, he sneaked me in after I showed a bit of temper...I couldn't hold it anymore so I sobbed.
Later we slept together in that remaining one hour. Before we left his house, he was picking which jacket he'd be wearing tonight, I saw heaps of messages between this girl and him, I instantly got jealous. I've been knowing that it's really not necessary to get jealous of this person. So I went blue again, adding more sadness to my day, my day has been so grey...Until I started talking back when we got on the train. For some reason, I became a bit high later on. The Korean restaurant where we first had a date at back in 18 months ago, was the one he wanted to go tonight. The only thing I don't suggest here is not to order too much food at once. If you are unsure how much you can eat, please wait til you finish the ones you've ordered. That was something wrong we did tonight. Although seafood pancake, beef mix and Korean noodles made a perfect combo, doesn't mean that our stomachs could accommodate all of these. Where did my appetite go? I seriously was also wondering by looking at that two boxes of take-away..
It was really not cold tonight, which was good for both of us to stay at the park to chat for a bit. Either the alcohol got me high or I was quite engaging to the conversation, I became talkative for a while. But the more is that I couldn't stop my attempt to tease him no matter what. He sure enjoyed my evilness. Towards the end, he asked to go to Starbucks to get his coffee to reduce the effect of alcohol. Yes...he was nearly falling asleep at the bench because of that...>.>
And we played some sort of games by asking each other some questions. Before I knew him, I wouldn't give a shit to whoever my bf talks to, after start dating with him, I've turned into one jelly bean, even I feel so disgusted and uncomfortable...The only way to make it stop is to keep myself busier for now, which is what I'm up to recently...You never know how annoying I feel about being one jelly bean here....It is really not what you can help..Now I understand why flirty people are so damn hateful...Yeah right..I am talking about myself, and you~
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