NYE celebrations were kicking off everywhere. And I would like to start my 2015 with my resolutions in the upcoming year..
1. Learn to be more independent
2. try to sleep earlier
3. handle things well for both AIT and uni
4. always be true to myself and others
5. love the ones who love me, cherish everyone for the time being
6. waste no time on little things and people who don't matter
7. look for a job before my graduation
8. serve my society well; be a good leader
Hello 2015, thanks for a good sunny day
Because of this, we couldn't let go of the umbrella holding in our hands
Not really the best spot for the day to settle in the corner of that fenced area
Though it was really close to the bridge, and opera house can be seen
We sat there like everyone else, having some random gaming session
In the aeroplane chess we played, team red beat up others for couple times
He bought back a pack of Maccas and we shared for a bit
In return, I shared sushi rolls with him too
In a sunny but windy day, my hair was blowing high; fringe had the slightest touch of my face, causing so much trouble for me not to suck it in when I ate
He held my hair for me, just like one of those times he did that for me in the food court when we just knew each other
Due to several reasons, I suggested to move our well-built nest to the centre towards where the view is surely wider for us to take better photos tonight
The woman next to us was sleeping right on the spot under the shade because our umbrella already blocked all the light coming from the side for her
The stick of the umbrella is like a border making us a bit distant though
he said, sucking the stick if we want to make a French kiss>3>
I ate a lot, I admit that
Without waiting for a bit longer to have our next meal
I finished that big mac with him at 4ish
Not a while later, I was more than begging him to get me with more food from the exterior area
I didn't know I've made the worst decision ever for the day til later he was blocked out there for 2 and a half hours...
Power ran out rapidly
Connection was getting the crappiest for that period of timing when missing my dar dar
Worriment escalated to another level an hour of waiting
Kept reaching out to look for that person in white, hoping the next one I saw who coming to my way will be him
But disappointment was the only thing I had
Several people looked quite similar to him, turned out to be the loved ones from other families
The coverage was so bad that I couldn't make any calls to anyone
And this has lasted for quite a while of struggle
internet connection kept failing on me...wechat messages couldn't be sent
pop-up notice warned me that connection was unavailable
There was merely no messages received once every half an hour
Looking at others having their great time being with each other
I finally talked to the security guard walking past me
He said he couldn't lend me the phone because he had no credits at all
He let me try for several other phone numbers to see if that's what really happened like I said
He fiddled with my phone to see what problem it could be
The ranga asked me not to worry because her gf had also been away for an entire hour
But even her gf was back an hour later, I was still waiting for someone who I wasn't even sure where he was
Another one hour of waiting
The Indian couple asked me to go outside and have a look, they kindly said that they would look after my spot
I said I would wait for another half an hour to see
I let fate take its course
I tried to think positively
He finally got back to me via text
Telling me that the only possible way is I go and get the wristband to get him back in
I quickly asked the ranga to look after my stuff and almost running towards the entry
We finally saw each other and got all the way back in
We both shared what happened within these 2 and a half hours
I know it's all my fault for being a hungry child
or else we could have stayed together happily
Mood was killed, somebody was full of vengeance when I was told how the security guards were so shit in handling one minor problem
But thanks for cheering me up by being a funny narrator who delivering a story of that boring family
The daughter had entirely no communication with her step father
And her mum clung with her husband on the other side, but seemed like there was this invisible line drawn between her and her daughter when both of them only focused on playing with their gadgets...
9am shots of fireworks weren't that perfect
One problem with this is that there was a kid standing at the front
His jumping and occasional kicking made the tripod tremble
and hence, caused the images became blurry
Since we had no rights to ask the child to get away tho we wanted to
We decided to put our stuff to fill up the space at the front so he wouldn't get there again
Another 3 hours of waiting
With me was taught with some setups of camera, and my own practice in taking the same subjects with different setups to know how to adjust all that later on
We shared the last two bread taking out from my bag
One was with chili taste which he asked me why giving him such a spicy bread in such a timing (as he was jokingly being resentful towards that long wait outside.. lol)
Tight huggies lying down on the towel, looking upon the sky in the remaining 2 hours before 2014 ended
I'm sorry for hurting you with my nails of almost every touch on you >3<
I seriously need to cut my nails shorter yeh >3<
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Texts were sent to all my love ones, my friends, and my special friends...
Some of them replied me instantly; some replied me via wechat and also received lots of wishes from the ones I didn't send to
I didn't get to see the countdown on the bridge like the previous years though
That excitement I've been waiting for was gone
Firework show was on all in a sudden..
Dar dar and I were busy shooting pictures from here and there
He moved the tripod from the direction of opera house, to the bridge. Again from the bridge, back to opera house
Whereas I took a lot, but most of them weren't as good as I expected til I turned on the TV mode towards the end
Lots of walking from Circular Quay back to Central, and from there, we waited for the bus home
Took a warm shower together
Checked out the photos he took tonight
Hugged each other to go deeply sleeping...
Towards the end of my posts, a few of NYE photos share here:
For last year's all the good or/and bad, bad might be more than good, and good were much more memorable than the bad. All I have learned, lived with, tried are to change myself for the better. I made mistakes, made glorious and amazing mistakes, made mistakes that nobody's ever made before. But mistakes let me grow, and for me to see hope kindle and rebound me; every kindness a prism
Same for happiness and desire
To make an end is to make a new beginning
I don't leave pages blank
Whether good or bad feelings, they are all that we need
NYE is called new opportunities, hope, goal, powerful force into play on a conscious and subconscious level
direction is not given, but we seek for our own
What we want to accomplish might still not happen yet
But we don't give up
New year has reaffirm of my life, and the ability I choose to be in my story
I start afresh about things
I love them more than I will ever do
And I get myself with another chance of living
Just by thinking about the stampede happened in Shanghai
How essential it is to make the most out of every second since it can never go back
What's left there without the happiness within you
When time is gone, people are gone, the possession of anything will mean nothing
So why not love everything around you
and yourself more..
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