Wednesday, 14 January 2015

Complicated human (14th of January)

No...I rather not to believe that charging $20 is true
 Medicare's free of charge has been years
Now you are telling us this will be abolished?
And that we have to pay to consult a doctor?
Will that be too cruel for everyone to accept that Australia is no longer a welfare spending country
in which the government won't take care of the poor?
We all have learned that several sectors will be defunded as that part of the $240 mil budget cut
the move of Abbott's government is only inflicting more chaos, reducing service levels and putting more pressure to the ones that are the most vulnerable
Maybe there will be even more horror stories coming up
What grassroots can do is to take the best care of ourselves
and to make sure the continuing brutal act won't affect us much
..............

Animatics is done halfway
I quickly cut the storyboard into individual images from PS
And putting them to premiere pro
started doing my video making
But it has taken a long time to add all the visual effects and transitions
I tried to do things quick
But someone has been asking me hell lots of question when I was doing mine
I seriously don't like this guy bothering me some time
One that treats you as a friend, but you shouldn't have taken this for granted
I mean, why can't you just come to the class at least once a week
So you know what we're doing =3=

A box of salad for lunch is damn healthy I guess
At least I didn't go for fatty food
I really love my chicken and the topping they put in
It tastes so good

And I really hope somebody's mummy can recover soon
It sounds so bad when you know the root of your tooth cannot be removed
I still remember that once mum had her toothache
I felt her so much just by looking at how much she struggled to get rid of the pain
But it was unchanged
And that had lasted for quite a long time
She had trouble eating, I ate whatever she cook which wouldn't affect her pain too much
It gradually healed
Just like her shingles, it may seem she's healed, but not completely
it's still there
sometimes food will still get stuck between her teeth
and that tingling feeling left because of shingles
still there sometimes
I still remember how I got back from writing diaries after half year of stopping
That is exactly during one of the darkest periods
Her pain, a lot of pain that I felt from her, and during a long time I had been taken care of her since that shingle happened
I cried with her almost every night
I finally felt the need, and a must to express myself again
because I just couldn't take this anymore
I may make this sound a bit too far
But it's true
Love can only be defined when you want to take care of this person for good
when they need it, they need you, and you won't let them be alone
When they are in pain, you feel more painful than them...
................

Anyways, I would have listened to more if I didn't fall asleep during screen editing
I seriously didn't mean to do that
But I was having trouble to keep my eyes open
Lucky I've learned some parts taught by Patrick when I was in my yr2 in uni

Another pedo stared at me for quite a while before I dropped off from train
That eye rape moment was still
Uncomfortableness was filled in the air...

Thanks Sinclare for helping me out with the content writing
I thought I would be alone again, doing all the work lol

And and and and bruises rubbing was freaking hurt
Especially I was banned from yelling out my pain
because she said, it was too late to cause noise >3>
That cramped feeling, numbness, almost detached my flesh and my soul because I tried to distract myself from thinking and feeling about the pain I experienced
I couldn't feel my legs, or should I say my legs weren't belonging to me for quite a few mins...
I don't know how I got through it
I really don't...

Lastly, maybe sometimes I'm hypersensitive
I didn't initially think that will cause us unhappy in the beginning
I may care so much the sacrifice I have for a relationship
because I never want to be the one sacrificing more than the other
Or maybe I was just overwhelmed by some emotional stimuli that I didn't even get to realise
Well, who knows?
People are complicated.... 

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