Desperate... (5th of March)

I haven't watched such a shocking movie for so long

the molestation, the hole where the ants appear, the dying donkey etc

everything is not to please but the first time ever in the movie industry back in 1920s

rather to alienate the spectator

lucky we are in the 21 century where we don't see it as that shocking

but to think back this movie was made in an old age

when the society found it hard to accept those values to mainstream

Anyhow...I was back to the library right after my lecture finished

to see my dearesr sitting in front of the screen working his ass off

I firstly rang up the C place, waiting for the operator to pick up for nearly an hour

The lady told me not to worry, but to remember the report time next time

Then I headed to the storeroom, packing freebies for dar dar and my sis
that cold and eerie storeroom gave me shiver down my spine
I actually was having difficulties carrying the seemingly 40kg box down to the floor
and putting it up back to the shelf
so that's how it is being an executive to help people to sign up after O-Week...

I know I haven't done enough to help somebody out
And I absolutely felt so sorry to see somebody being a bit down
also feeling how desperate he sounded if he couldn't complete his project on time
I didn't know what to say
nor did I really help him much
I definitely got how worried he actually was
If I was him, I would be too
Knowing how much you spent on studying abroad
nearly the end of finishing your degree
and that you are told you might fail it...
I can have that little wish to hope him to get through this tough period
He said sorry, yet again, he had nothing to be sorry for
I bet this is how love is facing up the test
I try to understand him, and he tries to put everything through, including care about my feeling..

PS: Jenny said we would meet up again on Monday because she was having her field trip today
PS1: period pain...and flooding some time...it happened to stain on my pants in the evening
This bloody period...
PS2: I wouldn't expect myself to get all the contents from engineering readings, but I tried...
PS3: Happy Chinese valentine's...i really do wish he's truly happy, even doing his thesis *hugs*