Me le boss today (26th of March)

Screening time...three words: traumatizing, dramatic, tragic

not so productive today though

I didn't get to write even half of the essay

I just couldn't concerntrate at all, it was more like my brain losing its sensational part of things...

lunch with dar dar

somebody told me he would be looking for job right after his project

but he might extend the date to submit his project

meeting with my members

boss all the way to 7:30ish

Jacq is so active, I had some good vibes from her presence

 Jerry seems so quite, just like how talkless she is online

the short reply, the shyness, the shame not to say anything wrong

And funny how I mixed up Summer and Jerry all the time when I called out their names

Even before that I thought our department would be lack of members

now we seem to be outnumbered

People who have taken a few roles have to be taken off their names from the list

so to give that spot for someone else that hasn't arranged for things to do

Like Joyce,who was keen on helping

and misheard roundhouse as your house where she was asked to stick posters at

LMAO...Joyce is my super comedian who brings light into my life since the first day I knew her

Sorry to say that but to the ones I couldn't talk to much, such as Jerry and Summer

maybe next time when I see them again, we would be all friends, much closer

Sorry for my selfishness to dar dar who bought back the fried rice without receiving my thank you

I even snatched his chopsticks away and started using them...

Dar dar must be so tired of me sometimes

I seem like I am the one adding even more burden to him who has already been under so much stress from his project

Yet I couldn't be more to help him or understand him, or even treat him nicer

So to make it up for that, we both went to Coles to get him stuff

he bought the watermelon, the huge one

During the time we walked back, and waiting for the bus

That sudden depressing thought hit me right on my face as I was told that he wouldn't go to uni anymore after his project's done

I know how less time we would spend together

Not that I'm surprised

more like I already have known

It's just how it will turn back if nobody's there

emptiness remains, you find something's missing again

plus, sleepless night

much work to do for PH

200 tickets, meeting agenda thing, chi versions for both flyers and posters...

What life means to me? That is, to finish whatever I can finish til I can't...