Lost... (13th of April)

• My beautiful friend Doris came to the front and we talked for a bit after lecture finished
• I really like today's lecturer who could bring fun to that teaching environment
• group meeting was ok-ish: my group members contributed a lot to make up our structure of the presentation. The split of work would further discuss online. Now we need to do a general reading of our own and make some points to each of the concept 
• The lunch break before that was the accompanying with my dear dar dar via wechat. He told me how inconvenient he thought his new house would have been without its single window...
• I guess I really have to study for 3060 course. Our presentation is next Monday, means that we wouldn't have much time left to do the preparation. I am starting to worry about all that come together within the same week, including my AIT assignment and genec.. I didn't really talk much during the discussion but kept on writing everything I heard from the tutor, and everyone else
• Going to stay home just for the two items delivery from the furniture store...There is no given time for the delivery and hence, I had no idea when they would be coming...Been consulting the price, delivery price and all via phone with that lady on the other end because mum asked me to do it....
• staying for another a few hours at dar dar's house
• we watched the variety show together while he was having his dinner...
• I was constantly called cute for almost every movement I had...especially when I couldn't look myself into the mirror and blame it placed it too high....
• down down down down hill..........continuously picking myself up.... a lost feeling is not yet gone...