Dramatic-ish (8th of May)

I thought she would be hell nervous when that lady asked us that question

Instead she was even happier than I ever expected she would be

because that lady would once refer her again, to study English

though the possibility is rare

but still, it is something should be feeling happy for

She then again, talked to me more than half an hour at the front of the store

that talking really had almost made me cry...

the tearjerker is the base of our pathetic story

that we both started to recall something which only both of us know

Thanks for dar dar's support and words

I felt that as if someone's with me all the time

wherever I go, I won't be alone anymore...

I was at AIT so early this time

Diana was so patient to answer all my questions

I could feel that even the really tiny bit within my body is into ae

even my cells were yearning for the fast improvement

Diana told me so much about the background editing

the camera thing to make the effects I want

the waveform reconfiguration

the really basis of 2d and 3d thingo made by the cinema 4 views

I even asked her how to do the editable text which she considers it as an advanced level

but I want to learn it anyways

because the effect is just so cool to know how to animate a particular element by using the source text

and the emphasis on it will be so much fun to watch

Anyways...I thought I would be late to the meeting

lucky I made it 10 minutes before 3pm

everyone came as I informed them to come to room 209

B awkwardly sitting on the table asking what PnD will do about the cruise party preparation
everyone was bewilderingly looking at each other
blank, yet full of thinking
she then talked about something else
saying how she thought of a guy we might know looks like her friend Alex
as I raised up my head again, while she showed a close-up of something that I most familiarize with
that face, as I took a glance at it
almost shocked me to death
I froze...
because dar dar's pic was what she was showing to everybody...
I could almost hear myself swallow hard...
said: ' hmmm...that's my bf...'
the pause lasted for more than 10 seconds
til when she spoke again
she tried to break the silence by giving us an awkward smile, said
'oh....I never know you are in a relationship...'
'anyways...continue with our discussion..'
I got teased, just same as Dacaf who also got teased by B for the exact same reason
except that I was a bit luckier because she didn't get to stalk my bf...
cute, adorable were what she described dar dar is...
he might be her type lmao
I mean, mwahahaha of course my dar dar is cute :3

How cheery it is to watch that 'because of you' show starting at 6ish
not that I would ever expect it would be that fun
but thanks for my lovely member Wandi who lied to the guy at the door
saying we all are CSA members but forgot to bring our IDs
good time talking, trolling her friends and yelling the hell out of everything
the contestants are well-dressed
good looking-ish
well, sort of
the guys were trying so hard
the hard-trying-type-to-impress-some-girls
with their dance moves, sweet words, cool poses, bravery shown when playing the selected game
however, rejection was seen
like the first guest who rejected for the reason of not being tall enough
girls are girls
they want their bf to be 180+
this is the reality
whether it's a show within a show or the actual matching between the two
the second guest succeeded in having a girl who would like to go with him
this has to thank the game that pull their distance much closer by having them to pop the balloons
in a way of creating so much physical contacts
they gotta follow all the positions as required to pop the balloons
even I think some of them were a bit across the line
but who cares
they did give us a lot of fun watching them lol
the most gay-ish one has to be the third guest who tries to talk like a poet
which would just disgust not only the girl guests, but also us, the viewers
this is over-done bro....
no girls would like to see how academic you sound in a date...
that is just not fitting in the contemporary role...

sorry to say
Wandi and I were the spies for game design and such
this show has given us some ideas for our cruise party too
:3

PS: period comes...flooding as the show finished
not getting to stop that stain all over that butt area on my pants
sticky, unsure of how to cover, walked in shame
shamelessly back...life is such a troll lol...