Wednesday, 20 May 2015

Le life talk (20th of May)

Showing all of our masterpieces at the class with additional comments from each other
letting us learn a lot
for both good and bad
There are several videos that were really impressive
including the HD girl
the choice of her song is cute-ish
and there is one effect that I found it really astonishing
so after the class finished
I walked up to her, asked if she could teach me how she did it
I learned something extra as she told me later how she created the website too
as I was that interested
I sat down and talked to her for several hours
chit-chatting almost the whole life of ours

her being such a badass
going rebel against her mum
just to get together with her bf (current husband) now
her being a nerd having two master degrees in the U.S
but to her dislike to what she had been doing
she decided to change her field to design
We discussed so much about career choices and future
including how we both think about how education has led us
including the difference between cross cultural marriage
and our mums' attitudes are similar
her fight for her love
the teachers in AIT
just a lot
I suddenly have a good friend
like ridiculously that I would have told a stranger a lot just in one night
even I couldn't believe it...

And I bet that first love to marriage is indeed beautiful
two beautiful souls have reached that stage of life
so admirable
that it got me a bit sentimental for myself being lost in that seeking, still
I have no idea when I will finally settle
or truly happy about what I have
because everything that seems to be offset
and tangibly gave me that feels of illusion and unreal
like I have become more and more apart from those around me
like as if I've never found that belonging ever again
friends, family or just those that I may trust and lean on
I've only been here all alone
and I'm afraid that one day, I don't even know who I am
I lost that sense of living, and my identity....
everything will only turn into ashes...

PS: Thanks for Tina's request again...
PS1: may happy 520 be a truly happy 520

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