Sunday, 23 August 2015

Turning point (23rd of August)

Burwood half day trip with somebody...
was not too bad
but it could be much better if we picked a right restaurant to have lunch at
mission impossible was niceeeeee
lucky we weren't that late
and missed that much
by the time we rushed all the way back to darling harbour
and ran almost all the way to IMAX
the movie just started...
love Tom Cruise's action movies
always do
though this one doesn't really give us a sense of urgency as much as others do

After finishing a series of plans we had for the day
it was time for instant noodles at home
the Korean instant noodle challenge here we comeeeeeeee
despite the fact that we didn't have much to prepare for the challenge
even didn't have time to make sure whether phone or camera has enough of space to store the videos
anyhow...
filming has been fun
the entire process was more of a child play
we introduced the noodles a bit
and tried to dramatise the effects
it seriously wasn't that spicy for me
except that my face was reddened
and had me sweaty
but the taste wasn't bad
it was actually spicy in a good way
which I still wanted to have it next time

was a fun night ey
fun killing started when I got home though
a night of pain and miserable facts of the past was once again, came back
this time, I finally couldn't hold it anymore as she dragged me back to the room from the bathroom
with me naked completely
just because I came back home late...
her over-caring has made me feel so sick
so I let everything out as I cried next to her
as I started to get so anxious from how I almost couldn't breathe as I cried
she started to ask me what happened
I told her everything, from whatsoever I feel towards everything and everyone
from how I don't like Australia because the sadness from the past has saturated...
also how I have been having that much of burden from time to time
not that they know of...
I bet it was so much of a relief after we rebuild our relationship tonight
I try to move on
like I really try...
this will be a good turning point to get away from my hardship...

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