Thursday, 21 January 2016

Lost graduent (21st of January)

My day started crappy...A thing that is supposedly easy to be solve but end up taking two lessons of mine to deal with. How could you put me on hold for almost 2 hours....So it all began with an usual call, I waited for the operator to respond. Half an hour later, she did. I then told her what the letter is supposed to mean or what action I should be taken. The purpose of the letter is definitely unclear, to me and to the operator. She then said she would transfer me to someone else. I waited for another 15 minutes or so, the same operator picked up the call. Apology and said she would put me on hold again. This time....it took like an hour to wait for the next person to respond. I was staring at the screen. Blankly. With a bit of anger. Like come on.....my class is soon to start..Can anyone at least give me a response or let me know what I should do about the letter? Until then, I was about to hang up. A lady picked up the call while I was munching the mushroom. Same as per usual, I proved who I am, told her what I need them to do etc. She said the money we owed and paid towards the overpayment might not be right. That means, we shouldn't have paid that amount of money...SO WHAT NOW? She said she would need to investigate more into the case, and give me an outcome tomorrow....(who knows if she would ever call back....)

so that's that....My catch up with my girl Ailin for 4 hours was so fun. We firstly walked up to that cafe and ordered something to drink. A while later, we started to talk about a lot of things related to studies and work. She complained about her life transformation in which now she seems to be a lot busier than ever. Doing master was her choice. But based on the sense of not willing to work or avoiding the fact to start working. This is not right. And now, she says how fun her Bachelor life was compare to how tedious her life is now. I then said she should try to learn something. Not the mainstream stuff, but more of something that is rarely learned by the majority. So if you can do well, that will make you even easier to the success. She agrees, but she doesn't have that courage to make the change. Or does she, even have that mindset to know what she really wants. It seems like, she yet knows what she wants at the deep of her heart. Except that she learns the pain from her breakup. Her lost in love and life. I goes, you seem to be having a good life. It is, when I always scroll her fb or wechat, her updates are full of life. She says, that is only for showing. I mean, true that. Who else doesn't pretend what their life really is, other than what the social media brings to the fame, love and popularity...Most importantly, you just gotta know who you really are. Or what you really want. From this aspect, I might be lucky, I should be feeling lucky. I know my specialty. I know what will give me a better life. I don't waste my time to do what girls normally do. I chase, and I dream. But I do, so I ain't just literally dream. For that part of citizenship. I indeed am lucky. Like what mum said, I should value what I have. Just looking at how hard people try every single way to get PR, how can I ignore the fact that I have taken something for granted....

Finishing that last mini task....HAPPPY for the result.....now I no worry about the second assignment. Can totally move it out of my way, and start with my finalssssss!!! WOOOHOOOO!!!

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