学长又很有耐性地跟我练习了1个多小时的车。今天练习了倒退和parking。倒退还ok，parking需要多练习，不过也算是跨出一大步了。接着吧，我们闲聊的时候涉及到了他的工作环境什么的，他跟我聊了一大堆他们公司繁琐的手续。我这才顿悟到原来背后有那么些故事是我们普通人所不知道的，还要什么抽电话记录来决定季度的加薪什么鬼~好辛苦的一群白领。我算是终于理解到了某销售公司每次打来的死缠烂打了。所以呀，人在世上真的得对别人宽容点，很多事情比你想象中的要复杂。
之后之后吧~design又算是完成了。。。只是。。。某人貌似觉得design的颜色不算是太突出咯，所以我又改了改layout去加进整体效果。。。我们俩以为这就ok了，还算是挺满意的
谁知吧。。第二天早上就收到信息，而且还是发错信息到群里的一条一秒激怒我的信息~我当时就一直狂飙怒气，只是刚好lunch time未来得及发怒而已。饭后就立刻spam某猪的wechat，跟他说了一大堆有的没的。心里太郁闷也不知道如何发泄，真想一下子捏si一个人 =3= 可同时我又很静下心来继续修改着我的design，然后又发了第三个修改后的设计给某猪~
整整一个下午纠结着一件本来与我无关的事情，我就是那种做不好一件事，无法move on到另外一件事上的人，所以我想尽量快点完成这个拖了这么久的design。其实我真心觉得第三个版本是还可以的，只是我还是达不到某人的标准罢了。这也是为什么我会很动怒的原因。毕竟每个版本我都花尽心思去设计，但还是沾不到他要的东西的边儿~是哪里出了问题，是我们沟通上出了问题吗？还是我们的审美眼光有冲突？
很抱歉我最后对猪发了脾气，还很拒绝跟某人谈话。其实我觉得我自己也诸多不对的，但我又无法容忍那谁的做事态度~ 之后某猪好像也跟某partner说了吧，所以某partner也跟我道歉了。。。但这事还是没完呢~我还是得继续设计。。继续弄。。。
Due to the fact that I'm now in Ait. Gotta use English to type up the rest here. So I watched the film 'Room' this evening. I like it for being so real, with the suspense that was withheld almost half of the film. Following by the discovery of the mother and son were being prisoned in the shed, I almost shed some tears at that moment. Besides the really purity and innocence of the son that had his anger towards all that unknowns of fear induced by his pushy mother. All my empathy goes to that poor mother who has been holding all the secrets of suffering all alone. Lucky they eventually had their way out back to reality, where they still had to adapt themselves to a complete new environment for some time. The mother was even more lost than ever, after she was interviewed by the media, and that what they asked has caused her guilt towards her beloved one. It was a heartbreaking moment for the son to witness his own mother's suicide too. What this film has given me with some thoughts would be highly associated with the special bonds between the two protagonists. Apparently, that is what keeps them not to give up, not to be surrendered in a hard time. Even when they were felt in a way of abandon. They fight, they stood up. And even more, the case of this kind evidently shows that there are lots of people like this might be still going through the same. The past is hard to overcome, people are ought to give them more support by getting to know them, and not to discriminate them...
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