A simple day yet a lovely day PS: Last post was for yesterday...>.>

In short (as I am running out of my time to post a long one again lol)

The day I went to that appointment with her....(details omitted) waiting time required, half an hour wasn't that long and two of the ladies were afraid of her sickness would have been contagious, so they didn't talk to us that much...Some signs showed they were a bit despising her. To defend her, I immediately said no, she's not contagious at this stage anymore... well, it's understandable towards their reactions, just that I still felt a bit offended...

After that, we walked around the big plaza in hurstville, delightfully bought so many food and snacks as if two of us have been living in poverty...nah, she enjoys her life a lot as usual, and she loves her daughter so much, much more than she could have ever known :) She bought me all the food I want though she cannot even have a bite of it... By carrying those heavy plastic bags, my hands were so numb but we happily enjoyed our moments to be together, just two of us :3

When i came back, helped her to do something and talked to my friend James a bit about his ongoing business project that he's been persuading me to join as well. I would have never thought of myself to take that role and to my wonderment, how far I can go...I would wanna try something new and not to lose that opportunity, but you know, counting on other factors do hold me back a lot especially in this financial state...But yes, I do know chances don't knock your door twice so I am planning to meet him up once again, either I am determined or ambitious to fulfil my dream, a dream that only for she and I. A complete family and a peaceful wish... 

Also, when I discussed with the bf about the trusting issue, I dodged the topic...We just need more time to know each other more, more and a lot more... There is no definite answer to say how much more we still need to know each other, likewise I don't know whether we can last for that long til the day I decide to bring my inside out....Lastly, again, you may be right, my jealousy could be really low but that doesn't mean I don't get jealous at all, ok....your statement won loool 

Btw, I should blog earlier to match up the date looool   ok now...off to bed, I meant...shower first then bed :3