22nd:
*Claps*
Saw my friend Tao at Rivy train station in the morning. Actually he tapped my shoulder, to his uncertainty of whether he recognized the right person or not. To my surprise, I was like HA~YOU MUST BE LATE TO THE LECTURE AS WELL YEH? XDD obviously I am >.> He laughed...He looked so tired due to gaming too much? that LOL online game has been mentioned once again, my hostility towards that game just popped up without me noticing...denied strongly when he asked if I play that as well..
He was a bit over reacted when he was told that I made my bf quit playing that friggin game, WHY WOULD YOU MAKE HIM QUIT? HE CAN WIN THE WORLD CHAMPIONSHIP IF PLAYS WELL...=.= This guy must be dreaming too much , no wonder he still hasn't got a gf just like several of my friends, who got into LOL too much, the fact that they are still single has proven that I am right...
Saw my friend Tao at Rivy train station in the morning. Actually he tapped my shoulder, to his uncertainty of whether he recognized the right person or not. To my surprise, I was like HA~YOU MUST BE LATE TO THE LECTURE AS WELL YEH? XDD obviously I am >.> He laughed...He looked so tired due to gaming too much? that LOL online game has been mentioned once again, my hostility towards that game just popped up without me noticing...denied strongly when he asked if I play that as well..
He was a bit over reacted when he was told that I made my bf quit playing that friggin game, WHY WOULD YOU MAKE HIM QUIT? HE CAN WIN THE WORLD CHAMPIONSHIP IF PLAYS WELL...=.= This guy must be dreaming too much , no wonder he still hasn't got a gf just like several of my friends, who got into LOL too much, the fact that they are still single has proven that I am right...
(In uni) I was with Ailin most of the day, from the morning we sat together in the lecture theatre to the time we finished our assessments together in the Library at night...
She's a really sweet girl, told me that they have moved to the Scientia(incase I couldn't find anyone there in the lecture when I arrived..) for observing the elements of that building...We then stayed in the Library for the remaining half an hour to discuss about an image. Heading to the tut together, sat next to her. Shabrina saw me and asked 'Yishaaaaa!! How's your assessment? Done?' I turned around and winked, 'Almost~ ;)' And Lara just came, another friend that I haven't seen for so long since last year..However, Cady just came and sat at the next table, she waved at me to go to hers, a bit of unwillingness to leave a few friends from that table and went to hers. That is one problem of having more than 1 friend in the tut, which makes you harder to decide who you are going to sit with...The topic for today was all about the significance of iPhone, Once again, one of my friends was one of the presenters there, one of her group mates did a good job in answering the tutor's questions.
I made that somebody wait at Central for close to 3 hours...He said I owe him, if this is the case, I don't know how much I have owed him so far, since I am always late to our outings, as well as on Monday morning when we meet up...
Hmm...There is actually nothing much to mention except for Eric has told me something, and Sam, the one I haven't talked for ages talked to me for several hours
Texted that panpan at 4 something...was going to have an intensed convo but I stopped questioning him...It would be so not nice to kill somebody's mood right in the really early morning, and then he was going to work for another 9 hours...Frankly I already did...>.> I am such a super meanie :( I can be the producer of 'Despicable me' somedays perhaps, as I already know how despicable I am...>.>
23rd:
I must be so mad today, as I talked to exactly 10 people on Fb instead of doing my work after I submitted my visual communication assessment in the arvo...
Let me count who I talked to today, Ailin and Gwinny(since I established a group chat for 3 of us); Leon, the most attractive(nope..>.>) person in the(HIS) world; Jodie, simply just asked whether it's a must for us to attach the electronic cover sheet to our assignment and had a bit of light talk; Kevin, the Indian dude that I haven't talked to since last year lol, still a sweet talker as usual when he said I am so cute and that easy for me to find a bf>.> *proud to have a cute face*; Karen, the kid who asked me to help her out with mechanics=.= I didn't even touch any physics stuff in year12..and hey, asking me to shout you after hsc? noooo way, she should be shouting me instead>.>; Anna, the German backpacker seems like she's having a great time here :) Enoch..only asked him about the postal vote as I received my form a few days ago; and some others such as Sam and another uni friend..
Filled in the forms for both mum and I, I just wanted to post these two voting letters so I could move them out of my way. You know how annoying that is to see a stack of papers on your table?=.= To be honest, here adding a bit of my opinion here, as a grassroot. Whoever we are voting for doesn't really carry the true value to decide who's the right person, since politics is the topic we talk about the least. Yes, I know democratic countries embrace freedom of speech, and that voting is a part of this. BUT does this referendum really do much to a better political stance? Really, how many people would treat it seriously when it comes to voting especially to teens. In order to increase the interest of politics to a nation as a whole, should we adopt some new approaches to a more educational purpose to the younger generation, and turn it into a part of us, like how we love music and movies, rather than a stressful topic once we hear it? but how? How can we achieve the most optimal result so that everybody's happy? There is much more to think about...
Anyways, that big fat panpan came back. I thought this time he would have given me an answer, once again, he denied everything when I questioned him. So seriously who made up all this crap? A lot of frustration is coming from a lie yet I don't know such a lie is from him, or her or both of them...Another hours elapsed with anger, ranting and raving, awfulness and depression(from him)...
I know I shouldn't be this angry, admittedly I am a really cranky person, which I know my emotional activation has gone too far. My feeling is my self defense, as well as an indication in respond to something that I find I may get hurt. It's more like a protest, a wish to let the other person to reverse the reality... I may direct my anger at somebody else, only if that person hit the right time while that explosion is likely to be taken place. To reduce my magnitude of anger is hard because I have such a strong personality :S I read this article about the reaction to distressing emotions, I like this quote the best when it says 'destructive acting out may look angry, but the person doing it may not feel much. Since feeling is required for healing.' Indeed, I didn't feel much when I let it out, pass on my anger to another person, side note: I am super healthy in my own way...>.>...
Just a thought to when you ceebs shed a tear, anger can at times be a cover...
At the end, nobody ever knows how others would feel, maintaining social relation can be really retarded. We all think we sound right with all good intent in our standpoints, therefore the emphasis on expectation to others can fatally kill that relationship.
I have the attempt to change for the better yet my rebel against life is here and there, so I highly recommend the song 'King of anything', to illustrate my self-reflexive.
Overall, I am just a form of conflict BUT WHO CARES?
Let me count who I talked to today, Ailin and Gwinny(since I established a group chat for 3 of us); Leon, the most attractive(nope..>.>) person in the(HIS) world; Jodie, simply just asked whether it's a must for us to attach the electronic cover sheet to our assignment and had a bit of light talk; Kevin, the Indian dude that I haven't talked to since last year lol, still a sweet talker as usual when he said I am so cute and that easy for me to find a bf>.> *proud to have a cute face*; Karen, the kid who asked me to help her out with mechanics=.= I didn't even touch any physics stuff in year12..and hey, asking me to shout you after hsc? noooo way, she should be shouting me instead>.>; Anna, the German backpacker seems like she's having a great time here :) Enoch..only asked him about the postal vote as I received my form a few days ago; and some others such as Sam and another uni friend..
Filled in the forms for both mum and I, I just wanted to post these two voting letters so I could move them out of my way. You know how annoying that is to see a stack of papers on your table?=.= To be honest, here adding a bit of my opinion here, as a grassroot. Whoever we are voting for doesn't really carry the true value to decide who's the right person, since politics is the topic we talk about the least. Yes, I know democratic countries embrace freedom of speech, and that voting is a part of this. BUT does this referendum really do much to a better political stance? Really, how many people would treat it seriously when it comes to voting especially to teens. In order to increase the interest of politics to a nation as a whole, should we adopt some new approaches to a more educational purpose to the younger generation, and turn it into a part of us, like how we love music and movies, rather than a stressful topic once we hear it? but how? How can we achieve the most optimal result so that everybody's happy? There is much more to think about...
Anyways, that big fat panpan came back. I thought this time he would have given me an answer, once again, he denied everything when I questioned him. So seriously who made up all this crap? A lot of frustration is coming from a lie yet I don't know such a lie is from him, or her or both of them...Another hours elapsed with anger, ranting and raving, awfulness and depression(from him)...
I know I shouldn't be this angry, admittedly I am a really cranky person, which I know my emotional activation has gone too far. My feeling is my self defense, as well as an indication in respond to something that I find I may get hurt. It's more like a protest, a wish to let the other person to reverse the reality... I may direct my anger at somebody else, only if that person hit the right time while that explosion is likely to be taken place. To reduce my magnitude of anger is hard because I have such a strong personality :S I read this article about the reaction to distressing emotions, I like this quote the best when it says 'destructive acting out may look angry, but the person doing it may not feel much. Since feeling is required for healing.' Indeed, I didn't feel much when I let it out, pass on my anger to another person, side note: I am super healthy in my own way...>.>...
Just a thought to when you ceebs shed a tear, anger can at times be a cover...
At the end, nobody ever knows how others would feel, maintaining social relation can be really retarded. We all think we sound right with all good intent in our standpoints, therefore the emphasis on expectation to others can fatally kill that relationship.
I have the attempt to change for the better yet my rebel against life is here and there, so I highly recommend the song 'King of anything', to illustrate my self-reflexive.
Overall, I am just a form of conflict BUT WHO CARES?
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