Briefly speaking (running late to get my lunch later because I am now damn hungry...my stomach is asking me to feed it asap, while I am sitting here around the pc area with some other strangers, just hoping nobody has heard the noises coming from my stomach..>.>)
Yesterday was the last day to make her the birthday pressie, so I told Michelle that I just going to finish that assessment the day after. I seriously wanted to put so much effort into her birthday IN THE REALLY LAST MINUTE...>.>
Oh come on, it wasn't up to my plan I know...I was going to finish the video and letter by Saturday :S but yes...she didn't really talk to me that much last night for some reason, I was assumed it's caused by her unhappiness knowing I was going to join my friend's networked marketing project?
Oh btw, that little yr3 kid I taught in the morning was heaps more naughty than I have thought...He showed me his mother's privacy in the room, I didn't mean to look at it but he intentionally took out his mum's album, told me about her mum's bf and their sex life...I wouldn't have thought of a yr3 kid nowadays is that open minded but yes, millennial generation is getting way too far, I can see how much we have changed just from the reflection of that kid...In addition, he also told me that his mum has photo shot his private part when he was younger, this wasn't that surprising to know since my mum did the same thing when I had my shower fully naked...
Ok back to the gift anyways..finally finished editing my video by 11, had a bit of unhappy moment with that panpan when he told me that he has nothing for her tomorrow...2 weeks of notification, just like a 2 weeks of notification for your assignment, how's that convincible to say you serious did put your dedication/ care about a particular event when u've got nothing in your hand the night before that event is being held...Even though he had his reason, because he couldn't go out when his mum needed help to shave his dog etc, also wasn't sure what to get for her because of the age difference, causing him have no idea what is the most suitable gift...
Reconciliation has to be made because I didn't want to end up having a fight against this before the birthday...So then he recorded, for several times due to several reasons and finally got it right..I put his part into the part where friends say happy birthday to her, and he's the first participant to be seen :3
After she's gone to sleep, I could get on with her letter, the rest of the 20 paragraphs that had to be done by tonight wasn't a big task, nor spent much time doing it...2 hours was enough and I went teary when I typed just like in the past...Her gift making is not just a single process generating my love for her, but more like a nostalgic shared moment during the time I looked back what we have gone through and emotionally engaged. I call this is an expansion of memories when each year is necessarily for me to use my creativity to bring back everything, as well as how we have felt towards everything...But I love how this has made me feel so touched with my own writing :)
I am really expecting to see what would be happening tomorrow when she finds all her surprises around the house... Night night, sweet dream, indeed, it will be a sweet dream tonight :)
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