- Not having good times with the bf..
- Troublesome mum has brought up some topics showing how dependent I am, which was something I didn't like hearing. I just don't understand why she's been treating me like a kiddo even though I am an adult now, at least I would like to call myself as one...I do know that I have grown my wings yet not strong enough to fly. Wings like mine are made out of tears and efforts. My wings grew slowly out of unspeakable truth...I am willing to let anyone define me but not change me because understanding is inadequate between us. But I am not alone, I've been knowing myself, me and I all along this journey...
- I don't wanna admit I was jealous of somebody's ex but I seriously did...I just hope this thing has never happened because our stage of relationship is bad enough
- Decided not to go to Leon's birthday party due to several reasons: already having bad mood; reluctant to let me go as we didn't really have good time in the morning; Knowing Jake isn't going to go, a bit lack of interest; needed to do my readings for uni work
- However, I didn't do much readings either. Finishing 40 pages of academic readings has already killed most of my brain cells, besides, I was hesitant to decide what sort of things I should do first and that was one of the reasons caused unproductivity...
- Somebody finally came back home from work, it was 11pm...There was no point to talk as we both had to sleep soon. The trust issue was inevitable to be discussed...
- Test: saying I wouldn't wait for him but leave straight once I finish my tutoring tomorrow to see if he still would like to come and pick me up...Being a super mean koala as always...I am sorry, but this is me :p
But yes, I do believe tomorrow will be better, maybe when I turn around, everything will become possible again, and I am certain of this...
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