Moon fest

19th of Sep

'Forever lateness' as panpan said, is the best phrase to describe one of my attributes. But this time, I was late not because I slept in, but I was busy talking about something with mum during our lunch time. I was told that my youngest cousin, the one I like the most from my mum's side is getting married tomorrow. Though his marriage has prompted a lot of disputes within our family, but I am pretty sure he's tough enough to handle all of those, that are coming within the family, as well as how the outsiders see his marriage. He has my blessing :) What comes next? my second youngest cousin from that fattie's side is also getting married in November. It may be my turn next lol 

If forming a family means another important stage of your life, then I think I am still really far from this. When a friend asked if my current relationship is stable, I said not really. Our relationship talk was deep, it was a right choice to stay with her after the tut, who was also waiting for her bf. Instead of doing my uni work, we ended up talking about relationship and life problem, and once you get yourself into this kinds of topics, it's hard to pull yourself out and say 'Let's talk about it next time'.

Gwinny seems so loyal. The first impression I had towards her was completely the opposite from what she has told me today. I sounded more like I am the playful one here, who keeps having relationships in 5 years. She told me about her bf, who is going to travel around Japan and Korea with another four friends of his. The worriment I saw from her eyes, saying that she wouldn't put any restriction upon her bf, but indeed she cares quite a lot whether he would do something beyond what he could be doing in a sheer opened country. I then told her not to worry too much, as mine has been working with his ex in hj, as well as taking so many couple-like photos with his close girl friends, going out with only one girl sometimes, so what? we are still dating. She just kept on asking me 'And you accept that?' I then went on my FB account and showed her his photos and said, 'Yes, I accept that, all of that' She said panpan looks like Hongki, his look on the photos give her an illusion of someone that has so many female friends, simply saying, a playful one. I was like, that was what I thought about him the first time I saw him as well lol

Because of this, I was late to meet up with panpan for at least an hour. Anyways, I feel really happy for him turning into a manager soon in a month time as well. He's much better than me who is still jobless. Same as usual, we two had no destination whenever we go out. To be precise, I was the one that only wanted to find a place to sit down and talk. So once again, we sat at darling harbour for 2 hours. All that teasing, biting, bullying and trolling is meant to happen between couples, it's just we do it much more than others. He even wanted to throw me into the water in a playful manner. I gave him so many times of I-don't-give-a-shit face because I am just so evil like that :3 

We had Japanese food for our dinner as I couldn't decide what to eat. I seriously want to go to an African restaurant for once, or maybe something that I have never tried before. During that one hour of dinner time, there were two guys with apple brand laptops negotiating their business project right in front of us, I was quietly eating my meal while eavesdropping their business conversation. It was not really a nice thing to do but as they were willing to bring this to the public, there shouldn't be ashamed to hear their private convo right? To my little wish, I just hope I can get in a big company and have a job like theirs, working as a passionate and active employee that will be doing something fun and I enjoy the most, such as the fields of design or media. Because for now, I am still at a loss and uncertain about what I should be specializing in. And recently, there was another idea popping up, which is to get a certificate of translation as a back up. 

Anyways, I enjoyed my dinner with panpan. His little claws are so sharp that making me damn itchy when he slightly scratched my leg. And I do know I am getting fatter everyday just from the pinchable fat fat on my tummy, is signifying that I am slowly integrating into the fattie groups>.>  

Today was a great great day, everything went well, and I found us a bit connected, except for the last bit before we both departed from townhall. He forgot to give back my phone, also left his keys in my bag. I didn't realize we both got each other's stuff until I got down to my platform. He should have come with me so it wouldn't happen in that way. But he left. I ran up and looked for him everywhere in anxiety. I asked for 5 strangers' phones, got rejected by 2 of them, one said she couldn't make a call in Australia and finally found two of my life savers at the platform. The brown guy even missed two trains during the time I tried to contact panpan. Another girl who looks pretty nice, and sitting at the stairs playing with her phone, I asked for her phone to make so many calls but none of them has picked up by panpan. It was totally my own fault as I set my ringtone's volume to the minimum. So finally there was no way out, I called my mum asking for my own bf's number, claiming that was really urgent. Right after I got his number, called him and asked him to come back to townhall with my grumpy tone. Thanks to that girl or else I would be in big trouble when I got home tonight..

After being impatient waiting for 45 minutes, he finally came. I just walked away, he pulled me back to him, hugged me and apologized. Then I pushed him away, and once again he hugged me from the back. It was quite a dramatic scene that was happening at the train station lol Stubborn me got away from his tightly panpan hug, rushed to the escalator, this time he let me go :( But then I got down there and checked what time the train was going to come. The yellow screen emerged by the time I looked at it, I was like fml..=.= you must be kidding me...Then I ran back upstairs, in the meantime texting that panpan. He was still standing there, so we went back to central.

It was a gloomy 'goodbye' before I got on the train though...It wasn't supposed to be ended this way :S and I couldn't cool myself down by thinking about what would happen later when I got home. What if she has called my friends? What if she has called him and found out I lied (as I said I would go gym with my friends today) What if....What if....yes...What if.....

I was fully prepared for any questioning from her. Unexpectedly she was fully happy saying happy moon fest once I opened the door lol 

As it is moon fest, I shouldn't be that mad, at least not to go to sleep with this mood. We talked, we were back to normal :) Thanks for the day, thanks for having this special someone to spend the moon fest with me, I felt loved and warm :3