(11th of Jan)

• Panpan was succeeded in convincing my mum to let me go out today yayyyy THANK YOU~!!! A BIG THANK YOU PANPAN!!
• Somebody kept calling me even though I was close to his house>.>
• We watched 'Polar express' animated movie in his house. I wish we could have watched it on Christmas hahaha 
• We stayed at Starbucks for a bit. It could be a really bad idea for me to have two different drinks within a short time but for panpan, nothing is impossible. His tummy has proved it. This kid has been talking to me about makeup knowing his gf has never applied makeup on her face in her casual outtings. But no, gf is a really stubborn person. She won't make changes for people unless she wants to. Even it might have been a great idea to have a better complexion with makeup on, but no, at least not now. I don't care what others think of me being so un-lady-like..But this is me...>.>
• We ate in food court tonight because sometimes, you do need to consider others' spending
• My indecisiveness drove him crazy. His attempt to pinch me on my ass has shown how annoyed I made him each and everytime whenever I pick something to eat>.> 
• I eventually chose a seafood dish, found a spot and sat down there to start onomnomnomnom-ing
• The chilli sauce killed me a bit. I couldn't even talk properly later on. 
• This person then asked me a weird question about if he could be a house husband staying home and cooking for fun while I work outside after we get married. Maybe? You know what...You can do all the housework panpan :3 ALL YOURS NOWWW  wait...there is one problem..who said I am going to get married with you..>.>
• Also I asked him how to reduce the roundness of my face without operating any plastic surgeries lol I do admit that we both have chubby faces when we smile...>.>
• This might be my first time to drink alcohol with bf. I still remember how my dad tried to get me into the taste of alcohol because of his own fettish. But the first time was worse than not trying, his recommended beer didn't work on me..
• After getting one can from the store, we were planning to go to the bus stop near my house to enjoy the rest of the night. However, I asked him to stay at the park for that 15 minutes, all he did was telling  me all sorts of terms and phrases of basketball game, and kept describing how significant competitiveness means to LOL...Rules, roles, experiences were all elaborated clearly yet I seriously wasn't sure if those information can get through my head. But I understand how much he loves games and how games have formed a major part of him to live this happily...
• Honestly it's hard to know what to talk about when I am with him since I don't know or good at the things he knows or good at lol    
• I've finally revealed one of my secrets that I've never wanted to let anyone know at this stage :/ And I was actually so glad that he can understand me this time, also the things he said have impressed me quite a bit without him even trying to be this knowledgeable all in a sudden. I like that type of thoughts and discussion about human emotion and interaction with my bf and hope we can talk like this much more :)