Because I need a rest, leave me alone....(5th of Jan)

Another ordinary day filled with nothingness but nothingness has already taken somethingness. Life is all about how you make more nothingness to somethingness, and keep making more of it to feel your own presence. Just like today, I jogged again with mum as usual. To be precise, I jogged alone but mum was staying there near the little playground to wait for me to go back. Today probably would be the last day mum goes to the park with me to jog, I have been appreciated to have more of this family time with her during this half a year as she doesn't need to work. But tomorrow, when I wake up, I will be taking her to MTC and her English course will be taken her at least 8 months to finish. She finally can participate in something.

I had another long talk with her when we had our lunch. This time she has brought up the issues of gossiping people. She's right, if you don't want people to spread rumor of that stories of yours, don't tell them anything at the first place because no matter how trustworthy this person could be, there is still a chance he'd use your stories as examples when he/she talks to others. 

Peacefulness is something that everyone needs, such as contemplating, is for you to leave everything behind in this bustle life. Though I didn't do much today yet I learn to be satisfied with little things around me because restlessness with life is rather a long battle, we all feel tired at times...

PS: Jealousy cannot stop whenever somebody talks to his close Jap friend. I raged at him for flirting with his female friends a lot even though I wasn't even sure if he is still doing this. Being super irrational due to my doubtfulness in this case. However at the end he bribed me with sweetness, his cliche sweetness >.> sigh...girls........ =.=