AIT is where I had to go for changing my timetable. Liz, that nice receptionist recognized my face straightaway. And she spent almost half an hour trying to match my uni timetable and AIT timetable. It was quite a hard time to avoid classes clash when some of them have to be taken on either Monday or Wednesday. There isn't any alternative class I can take for one subject of mine. But Liz was so patient to help me out. She appeared quite a lot of adorable faces figuring out how to make me the most satisfying timetable. I laughed at that part when she was joking about if I wanted to take accounting LOL I'd not say my timetable is perfect. Most of my classes will be taken on Thursday with only half an hour break before the last class starts. And for Wednesday, I need to come here to have my morning class done before I head back to uni to attend my tutorial, and another two seminars follow by. Positively speaking, at least I still have two days off.
On my way back to the train station, I bought two large Sushi roll, and sitting at the upper level of the train station as though I was one of those who was waiting for their train to start their Melbourne journey. Then I heard this vibrating sound coming from my phone. I found out it was Ailin who texted me asking how I have been as we haven't seen each other for a while. There is rarely anyone asking how you have been these days. Everyone only minds about their own business. So if there is really that one person showing some caring towards you, they are really that type of friends you should have in your life.
My last lecture was about 'ecology of mind', a concept in relation to the idea which in more philosophic dress in form, substance, nature and difference. We were told that media has been pretty misleading, and mind is the culprit causing this whole thing happens. To make a conclusion of that video, ecology of mind isn't only about the brain itself but the constituents of the network tangle everything altogether but has undergone a process that is arranged in an orderly fashion. Without a context, words are meaningless; without a collaboration between one another, a message can't get through the other end, and fundamentally discontinuous the advancement of the existence. The philosophy of this principle is that each component involved in this network is added, re-added, edited, re-edited, formed, and reformed via a series of intervention of relation. That being said, ecology of mind is regarding to the root of media, the very beginning of an evolution, where there this force of attraction between disparate objects are being formed. Simply saying, every relation can be the core of everything else around it, hence it's fundamentally decided to be a key of its own to contribute to any parts of mass media. Nothing can be neglected as minor, nothing is simply said to be an unwanted piece. One could negatively affect the other but beneficial to another. And there won't be a finish point to that due to the ongoing changes that have made so much imbalance to the nature both consciously and subconsciously. Lastly, I totally agree with one of the quotes he has put up there, ugliness is a relation to undermine another relation...That was one of the most inspiring videos I have watched recently during the lecture...
I don't know what I should react towards something tonight. The only thing I know is that I have gone too far, to the point that I have once again, been quite cynical. And the last talk with panpan online was so stubborn. We both think each other as stubborn, but I am even more. I hate being myself, just by thinking about some facts that I have covered, the things that I deliberately do in order to make the changes I want and the dilemma I have are like knots. What is emotional support? If you feel nothing, emotional support is a bunch of crap. What is ridiculousness? I am the one here trying to push people away...
You let go of things, let go of people is good for both you and them...
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