Dark mood (25th of April)

I agree with this: the first few moments of the day are some of the most important as they can determine the mood for the rest of the day. I did sense something wasn't right at night when she started talking about what happened recently. I have left this part of me way behind. There has been quite a long time that I don't seem to remember any of these, but they are once remembered whenever she brings this up, and new stories are to be continued for all of us to feel the pain. I've had enough, I don't want to live under this shadow...It only gives me a bad mood which I find jerk on anywhere.....yes...I shouldn't have let my mood dictate my manners...But I seriously couldn't help....